#sadly
I miss you sadly and so much!
And even if I just don’t know you,
Or maybe I won’t nay find you
And in no case and never lose you.
I miss the words. I miss so much
The words, that never will be spoken,
The dreams, that knotted not on me.
They’ll be fulfilled not us, but someone.
I miss the hands. I miss so much!
They would be able to hug sweetly.
I miss the hair, careless a bit,
And lips… Yes, lips! I miss them really!
I miss their touching, hot and sultry,
Which can just never been delivered.
But even as I never know you,
I’ll love you truly with a quiver.
Jun 5, 2025
Jun 5, 2025 at 4:50 PM UTC
I turned out the lights in my room.
I tightly pulled the curtains.
Your wilted bouquet is on the table.
Its dropping petals are so uncertain.
I’m not waiting for you anymore.
I closed my doors firmly.
If you call me, I won't sadly come.
It didn't work out. I'm lonely.
I'll make black coffee without milk.
I'll be up the whole night.
Now I have to find myself.
I said "Goodbye" to you last night.
Feb 28, 2025
Feb 28, 2025 at 4:28 PM UTC
Deeply I felt your reaction
like a sting a rip of fire
I had to run
I had to let the burn
heal or it would become a scar
Another scar I don't need !
I let you have your space.
I learned a lot in the time.
I found out who I am to you !
You have not reached out.
Ask how I was or if , I planned
to pick up my stuff ..
Not a word did I get from you.
That spoke loud and clear !
You only wanted me around for nothing more then your pleasure !
I am not someone you care or
respect as a friend..
Years spent between us
comes down to the truth !
Sadly I must accept.
Even if I care so deeply
love you even more.
Sadly I am left hear alone.
No friendship just the loss
ripping through my soul !
The burn must heal
for not to become a scar..
© Jennifer L DeLong 1/27/2023
Jan 27, 2023
Jan 27, 2023 at 6:47 AM UTC
Why do I care
Why do , I still love
Why don't you care
Why is the ? ?
How fast things change
Why couldn't I see
where this was going
to end up
It's not all cause of me
there's a part of you
that put us here
Oh how , I wish ..
So much pain felt burning
inside my soul
It's like this fire
will burn outta control
You will never feel
my hurt
I know this
I know you
Your in your comfort
zone
You got an ego
it's way to high
so why then do I
feel so much hurt
Why is the ??
Sadly
never will I know
the answer
It's only the ??'s
I end up with
© Jennifer L DeLong 🦏
3/18/2021
Mar 19, 2021
Mar 19, 2021 at 6:40 AM UTC
our love wasn't some
basketball player and
cheerleader story,
it was written on pages
of an old book.
you were my Mr.Darcy,
and I was your Elizabeth
Bennet.
I liked our love,
it was old and meaningful.
but you wanted new,
so I flattened the pages
of the book, and cleaned
the cover.
but still,
you picked the girl
whose novel shined the
brightest in the stories.
Mar 18, 2021
Mar 18, 2021 at 6:09 AM UTC
you with the smile that no
longer makes me smile.
you with the voice that no
longer brightens my day.
you with the laugh that no
longer makes me laugh.
you with your good morning texts that no
longer make my morning the best.
you with your smell of your
moms drinking and your
dog that no longer
intoxicates me.
you who changed, and is
never coming back.
Mar 18, 2021
Mar 18, 2021 at 5:02 AM UTC
you have the
key to my heart,
you opened it
without any second
thought.
but you lied.
you told me i had
the key to yours.
so i believed you,
because why would
you lie?
i didn't realize
you lied,
until i tried
unlocking it.
then i saw how different
our keys were.
yours had perfect lines,
while mine was more
of an organic shape,
impossible to
fit into anyones.
Mar 18, 2021
Mar 18, 2021 at 4:03 AM UTC
she told you the truth
and you told her lies.
she told you i love you,
and so did you.
but she believed you,
because how could
someone make lies,
so beautiful?
Mar 16, 2021
Mar 16, 2021 at 5:45 AM UTC
I was laying down, lost in my thoughts.
"Hey.." appeared on my screen
I woke up sadly
Jul 26, 2020
Jul 26, 2020 at 5:51 PM UTC
Sadly I am unable to say
That I never felt this way before
Scared, alone, isolated
But all of the feelings have become a part of me
Like how roots are apart of the tree
That gave birth to a thought process
Bigger than anything we could have ever known
Sadly for some of us, this thinking is hell
But if I were given a choice
To be able to think, to breath,
To hear, and to see
And never to ever think
I would rather be blind
Because then I could see the world
Through unclouded eyes
Mar 21, 2020
Mar 21, 2020 at 3:45 PM UTC
What to do now
I have everything;
I have “love”
I have friends who “care”,
I have “joy”
I have money,
But I don’t know what to do now.
Even if you are out there,
Do you even have the power to help me?
Do I even have everything?
At this point I’m lost beyond reason
What do do next,
Where to go next,
What to do next?
Should I end it now or enjoy it while I can?
Even if I ended it now what would happen next?
If I enjoyed it while I can,
I could be,
Truly hap-
Jul 15, 2019
Jul 15, 2019 at 11:20 PM UTC
Does a paintbrush try and press itself? Or a fisherman cast to feel his own strength?
No.
Likewise, does a moon know when its been idealized by the idealistic pen? Again and again.
Not likely.
Can you see through the colors of your own eyes? Or hear the kissing secrets of the wind on its lovers lips?
No, thankfully not.
And in choosing can you pull thought from mind? With an ease which sets you free to be taller than trees and freer than snow.
Sadly it is with me, when I say no.
Feb 12, 2019
Feb 12, 2019 at 5:13 PM UTC
you loved "me"
but you did not really love "me"
you loved the idea of "me"
but the vision of "me" you had
was the same one
of a million other girls
even guys
in the crowd
— i was a diamond to you, but diamonds didn’t mean much when you were in a mine full of them.
Mar 15, 2018
Mar 15, 2018 at 1:59 PM UTC