#sadd
It's paining,
My heart is aching
Something is sadden
Because I am feeling,
a Joylessness and hurting,
If I see you,
I am boring
I am suffering
I am nagging
Feeling hatred
and
Fall in hatred
Jul 26, 2020
Jul 26, 2020 at 11:52 AM UTC
I know I can have some fun without
waking up the sheep
without turning my soul
into that of a drone
just trust your close friends
and only them.
Keep others on good terms
but dont worry about sifting through their worms.
All you need is a close few
and an animal to take your chew
so lest get real loud
lets get ****** and proud
swaying from the constriction
of the justice so fiction
we'll drive some folks wild
cause not everyone likes us
but thats the lesson of a child
you can always choose who you
entrust with your trust.
Feb 17, 2019
Feb 17, 2019 at 5:57 AM UTC
And just as the season changes; so does she.
As the sun goes down mid day, so do her thoughts.
Her emotions are raw and brisk, just as the wind in the night.
She applies layers to herself, as if she were going into a blizzard.
But this isn’t a bundling up that you can see.
She builds thick walls to protect herself from more than the cold.
Darkness seeps in and covers her.
She is consumed by her despair and she remains frozen.
-ED
Dec 1, 2018
Dec 1, 2018 at 2:16 PM UTC
it was on this summer day in the middle of August
I saw you standing in the middle of the city
you were surrounded by all kinds of people
but I only had eye for you, you were so beautiful
in my dreams you were talking to me
in my dreams everything was alright
yesterday I saw you again, standing in the city
playing music on your guitar, the streets were your home
and I was singing along with the sound you made
two kids not realizing what was coming
our love was like a pink flower field
we were beautiful but we were dying
that day I saw you standing there
I knew everything was going to change
it was a road that led nowhere
but all I wanted to do is go there
Apr 18, 2015
Apr 18, 2015 at 5:57 AM UTC
this winter will be not be easy
it’s only 35 degrees
and i can’t even make the trip out to my car
the cold air tastes like regret
and it freezes in my lungs and
i’m having trouble breathing
i’m having trouble breathing
and all i’m seeing is black and all i’m hearing
is laughter that’s not my own
and i’ve been home now for hours and i still feel the chill in my bones
i will never be warm
i will never be warm
Nov 14, 2014
Nov 14, 2014 at 8:19 PM UTC