#ryan
I'm not as blond as Ryan Gosling
I like your *** I hate to gossip
All day you are running on my mind
I wanna pound you from behind
Mar 26, 2025
Mar 26, 2025 at 5:52 PM UTC
Soul Blind Pt. 2
by Ryan P. Kinney
"Dad, Why do you look like you're crying?"
"Oh, you know. Sad things."
"Don't be sad, be happy."
"Both of those are always about you."
"Why?"
"Because when you are not here, I'm sad."
"When you are, I'm happy."
Aug 28, 2021
Aug 28, 2021 at 11:47 PM UTC
The (Only) Story
(A Friend Pt. 2)
by Ryan P. Kinney
"So, this is it then?"
"THE END..."
"No, only yours"
"Well, only this part of your story."
"So, What happens now?"
"Where do I go?"
"That's up to you."
"Where do you think you'll go?"
"I guess I hadn't really thought of it."
"It's time to start now."
"We've got places to go."
"Whatever you think, is right somewhere, someplace."
"You write your own story."
"I was too busy living to think about it ending."
"That's the point of it, isn't it."
"So, who are you?
"Oh, you know..."
I DO.
I know her
I guess we all do.
We've known her all along
from
THE BEGINNING...
Aug 28, 2021
Aug 28, 2021 at 11:42 PM UTC
Startled, I jump.
I have awoken in a bed. Not mine. I think.
But one that might have been an amalgam of all of them. It smells vaguely of lost loves.
“Hello, Ryan,” I hear from the darkness, once again making me jump. Standing in the doorway is a slight young woman. I could have sworn she wasn’t there a minute ago.
I step towards her. Rather than getting closer she slowly illuminates more, like a dimmer switch and a camera coming into focus simultaneously.
Stark realization overwhelms me. I rush over and close the distance in a blink, wrapping my arms around her, tears trailing behind me. They remain suspended in the air as globules of liquid remembrance.
“Heather?” “I thought you were gone. That we lost you?”
“I am. And so are you.”
“At least for now.”
She pries me from her and pushes back into the darkness.
“Am I dead?”
“Not yet,” she says.
“Are you… You?”
“Sort of.”
“I am the me you remember.”
“Being dead is like this odd disconnected collection of everyone else’s recollection of you. I am what you think I was.”
“The rest of me is in someone else.”
“It’s kinda like God. He/She/It/They are whatever people think they are. Whatever they worship as the divine is. They think therefore are.”
“Is this heaven?”
“No. It’s just me.”
“Are you God?”
“We are all are, kinda.”
“Look, I need to tell you something. Something you’ve lived with your whole life. Without living your whole life.”
“WAKE UP”
Jul 19, 2021
Jul 19, 2021 at 8:51 AM UTC
When it finds a match,
the fire sends its regards
for the source of its warmth.
Where heat
and breast floats gold,
I see the old sky new.
Why a mold
that charms cats and brothers
as the offender of kings.
What's more,
it knows
the Tarantula D'amour.
We all burn slow,
even if we die young;
so be it.
Well, let's live
today if not and especially
tomorrow doesn't exist.
Apr 1, 2021
Apr 1, 2021 at 11:29 AM UTC
I just want your sugar high
Saccarine sticky love notes
Tender, with your honey milky scent
Just love me, like the sucker I am
And let me swallow you whole
Feb 21, 2021
Feb 21, 2021 at 10:24 AM UTC
Ryan drew a monster,
The monster murdered Johnny.
Ryan erased the entire scene in time
To let him hide the body.
Where the chalk lines outline
A crime they never found a sign
Or direction to get a lead.
The chalkboard had a crooked smile
Silently speaking of its feed.
Johnny said he drew a monster,
Once upon a time long ago
Said he spoke the words to me
But those are lies and we all know.
Had he seen the monsters he left
I bet he would've tamed those beasts,
Instead, in present, now they feast.
Dec 3, 2019
Dec 3, 2019 at 2:46 PM UTC
Leap onto my lap and
Greet me with that kiss
After those long sluggish days,
Where my head hits the pillow
And you make me laugh instantly -
Take my smile
Like the thief you are,
And warm my chest with yours
Like you do at night -
Kiss me as you turn
To pillow talk as we wander,
But most of all
We never forget
To say
I love you.
Dec 13, 2018
Dec 13, 2018 at 7:03 PM UTC
Breaking everything I love,
Letting my insecurities ruin me
In ways I could never describe,
Never to see
Dimming lights
That disappear in the distance,
Over that hill we used to lay
Shining away
Eating at my conscious and heart,
Echoing my regrets as you go.
Dec 11, 2018
Dec 11, 2018 at 4:26 PM UTC
I want to call you
Milkyway,
That sweet outside,
That tasteful yet
gooey centre,
covered in a hard shell,
Yet you have
The beauty of the night stars,
Sky and all the wonders
It carries with it.
Dec 10, 2018
Dec 10, 2018 at 3:37 PM UTC
You see I’ve noticed,
That when you smile or you laugh,
You look at the floor.
You see I’ve noticed,
That everyone before me
Walked all over you.
But you have noticed,
The only image you see
In reflected eyes,
Is me walking you
Down the aisle, to start the new
Chapter together.
Dec 10, 2018
Dec 10, 2018 at 2:06 PM UTC
I went exploring,
To find an ocean too big
And land way too large.
But within it all,
I found a fair few totems,
Them all being you.
Dec 10, 2018
Dec 10, 2018 at 7:58 AM UTC
I was
different when you met me,
I had locked the other me away inside her cage
And I know you’d never met her but I’m sure you heard all of the noise she makes
Well, love, she’s out now
And I’m sorry, but she’s broken from her leash
I’ll try to tame her- but please realize
She’s still a part of me
Oct 30, 2018
Oct 30, 2018 at 12:27 AM UTC
Choose to be happy,
And someday your sorrows will
Learn to adapt too.
Sep 20, 2018
Sep 20, 2018 at 2:54 PM UTC
Chaos created,
The wonderful effect, of
Happier moments.
Sep 20, 2018
Sep 20, 2018 at 2:50 PM UTC
Give an impression
That you are free, chances are
Your flock will leave too.
Sep 12, 2018
Sep 12, 2018 at 10:47 AM UTC
1, 2, 3 go and run with me
Youthful girl full of misery
4, 5, 6 and I’ll **** your ****
Bat eyelashes, blow kisses til it makes you sick
Numbers, numbers won’t you tell me what I am,
Am I another number? Another notch on your belt band?
I remember how much I loved meeting all your friends
but now you’ve got me hidden like it’s something that I said
1, 2, 3 open up and see
Nothing but the bedsheets and calculus theory
4, 5, 6 can’t pick it up that quick-
You talk to me for hours but it doesn’t stick
10 years, I’m 20, you’re 30 years old
I was warm as tea but on the shelf I’ve grown cold
You’re so loud and proud- you don’t seem very proud of me
I’m sorry I’m not older
Maybe one day I could be
Sep 8, 2018
Sep 8, 2018 at 2:18 PM UTC
Hold me tightly dear,
I’m afraid if we lose grip,
I would do the same.
Aug 13, 2018
Aug 13, 2018 at 4:15 PM UTC
Always wake with choice
Let everyday be as
Perfect as your last.
Aug 13, 2018
Aug 13, 2018 at 4:14 PM UTC
Eyes that ****** my tongue,
A smile that captures the most
Wonderful feeling.
Aug 10, 2018
Aug 10, 2018 at 5:19 PM UTC
Hourglass waist drops
Between sheets, sharing heat we
Tumble into dreams.
Aug 10, 2018
Aug 10, 2018 at 5:15 PM UTC
Grab me, pull me close,
Look into my eyes like you
Are hungry for more.
Aug 1, 2018
Aug 1, 2018 at 2:49 PM UTC
Baby kiss my lips,
Try not to taste the pain it
Leaves behind after.
Aug 1, 2018
Aug 1, 2018 at 2:47 PM UTC