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I tried to be Insta-famous
Insecurities celebrated
Half naked, for the attention
High on pillies, money, vacation
With every notification
Filling the void behind my left breast
I worked for it
With body goals like this
Rock solid abs
Icon: fire and 100%
A whole snack
A girl that don't crack
Strip on that pic
Like Cardi B on that pole
Dancing around men
With the only goal of getting rich
Hurt them
Slight curl at the corner of my pillow lips
Ruin them
Feed the feed with self-admiration
It was the meds
or was it?
Inner ego
Remain incognito
Only every other photo
Only then you can show
How you could work that camera phone
May 8, 2018
May 8, 2018 at 11:05 PM UTC
Benefit overcomes side effect
A little piece of heaven with
A little piece of hell
Red one with lunch
Heart shaped, just took once
White one, 12hours apart, AM-PM
Cute one, if needed in sleepless nights
Helps all senses ravishes in delight
Once missed a pill, allowed me to judge clearly
Something isn't right
Now, I realize how it made me feel
Sweat sediment like a dawn dew
Pill behold an unparallel beauty
Treat it like a piece of timeless art
Struggle trying to be the same, with a
Wish of a different past
Celebrate "No Pills Day"
A better life I wish to pursue
Feeling wild and free.
Feb 19, 2018
Feb 19, 2018 at 10:09 AM UTC
Dopamined
Sertralined
Fluoxetined
Citalopramed
Eescitalopramed
Paroxetine
Fluvoxamine
Trazodone
all put me in the zone
A zone of super happiness
my doctor, did condone
The smile upon my face
by drugs combined, just right
A screaming in my mindless cage
realizing, I simply didn't fight
Feb 23, 2017
Feb 23, 2017 at 2:39 PM UTC