#romanticlove
Every man has left a different door open in me.
I keep the lights on for all of them.
I have learned to call this love
instead of what it is:
a mouth that stays open
long after the word has gone.
They come to me burning
and I let them.
I have held so many people
through the worst nights of their lives
and still gone to bed alone,
my hands still warm
from someone else's grief.
The ribcage is a room.
I have known this for years.
I have furnished it for everyone
but myself.
How beautifully they applaud the bruise.
To be known for the song
is to be unknown for the throat.
I am always the feast,
never the table.
I watched a boy kiss a girl under the streetlight,
his mouth the anchor,
her body the sea.
I have so much water in me
and I am still dying of thirst.
They walked back to their lives
I built out of air.
I built out of air
and called it enough.
I called it enough.
God, I called it enough.
May 16
May 16, 2026 at 5:02 PM UTC
Say I love you, Ms. T
Willing am I, to change
And expand my range
But I will change only my behaviour
Not my nature
For you, can I be silent
Become less brutally honest
Speak more softly
Walk more slowly
Keep some distance
Be less tense
Irrespective of the situation
Give you more attention
Even go to jail if required
As long as the cause is good!
Say I love you, Ms. T
With you, will I always be
Loyal to the tee
Through sunny and rainy days
Even if I never get my way
Your secrets, will I keep forever
For you, deeply will I care
However, never will I be overprotective
No matter what, will I do my best to stay positive
After all, are we a team
And you make me beam!!
Say I love you, Ms. T
So much fun, can we have
And so much, can I give
A night out at Elliot's Beach
Swapping tales at lunch
While I savour a Beef Biryani
Writing poems about each other
Listening to Harris Jayaraj songs together
Dissing the central government
Getting into a Harry Potter related argument
Travelling in a "toy train"
Dancing in the Chennai rain
The list will be endless
And will I make sure, nothing you miss!!
Say I love you, Ms. Y
If you love me back
I swear I will always have your back
Because, are you my world
And it is your hand I will forever hold
If not, then thank you for this beautiful opportunity
To write yet another piece of romantic poetry!!
Nov 21, 2024
Nov 21, 2024 at 8:25 AM UTC
What if I love you, Ms. V?
It will make me shine like the Sun
Never again, will I be alone
My heart will beat at the speed of an aeroplane
Like a top, will my brain spin
Like a flower, will my face bloom
And from ear to ear, will I beam!
What if I love you, Ms. V?
Talk for hours and hours, we can
About any topic under the Sun
Be it Harris Jayaraj music
Or Indian or international politics
Or chicken vs mutton
Or travelling in trains
And can I go on and on
Trust me, never will I get bored
Of course, neither will you get bored
I will make sure of that
No matter what!!
What if I love you, Ms. V?
A shoulder for you to cry on, will I be
With anything and everything, can you trust me
I keep secrets
As well as Hercule Poirot connects the dots
In any Agatha Christie ****** mystery
And never will I be in a hurry
So, you can take your own sweet time to open up
Or for that matter, can you yap and yap
And I won't mind a bit
After all, every single relationship requires a lot of effort!!
What If I love you, Ms. V?
For you, am I ready to change anything
To ensure you keep smiling
Just not my character or nature, of course
To do anything for you, am I not averse
Just not anything unethical or immoral, of course
I will be there for you on your best days
And of course on your worst days
After all, love doesn't come without its share of pain
And as we all know, there is no gain without pain!!
What if I love you, Ms. V?
Definitely, will it change my life
If you are to become my wife
But yes, not so soon of course
To deciding anything in a hurry, am I averse
I will give you all the time and space you need
It's part of love, will I add!!
What if I love you, Ms. V?
Well, I hope you will love me back
If yes, then will my life be free from anything and everything dark
I will be one of the happiest people in the world
Even all the gold in the world
Cannot give me THAT feeling
Because, to me do YOU mean EVERYTHING
If no, then thank you for giving me the opportunity
To write this piece of poetry!!
Sep 24, 2024
Sep 24, 2024 at 7:24 AM UTC
It has often been said
That true love doesn't exist
But that doesn't stop me from dreaming
After all, I am a romantic
And it's not like I believe in true love
Only because I've read about it in books
Or seen it happen in movies and TV shows
In fact, I've experienced it myself
Not once, but twice
On the first occasion, I was young and naive
Enjoying life to its fullest
And when the love bug bit me
It was one of my happiest moments
I looked forward to every single day
And for the first time in many years
I actually made a concerted effort
To excel in academics
However, to cut a long story short
I missed the bus by a mile
When it came to confessing my feelings
Right, let's come to the second occasion
Technically, it was an arranged marriage
But for me, it was as good as a love marriage
Because, after our engagement
I grew so deeply attached to the girl
That I was blind
To all the red flags thrown at me
Every now and then
Again, to cut a long story short
It eventually ended in a divorce
However, as I've mentioned before
I have not lost hope yet
After all, time is still on my side
However, I need to draw a line somewhere
Firstly, being open and honest
Is an absolute must
I will tell you everything
But I expect the same from you as well
Secondly, I am looking for someone
Who is loyal till the very end
I will be with you
Through thick and thin
But if you cheat on me
Then it's over, once and for all
And finally
You need to accept me as I am
With my pros as well as cons
That includes understanding my autism
And the limitations it places on me
Especially as far as social interaction is concerned
Of course, it works both ways
I am not looking for a perfect person either
After all, if it's perfect
Then it's not true love
And one of the major reasons I still believe in true love
Is that it's full of imperfections
That's what makes it so endearing
And so human
Apr 20, 2023
Apr 20, 2023 at 12:46 PM UTC
..a cutting edge
I drown in it
Cause to see this gem
Then feel this slight
Is hard to right.
Nov 15, 2020
Nov 15, 2020 at 2:07 PM UTC
Well now this is sad and tragic
For both of us to hear
You and I at cross purposes
Ever our fate, my Dear
I just found your correspondence
Last letter that you sent
It was, I think, the final time
That you called me a friend
It was in a pile of papers
From my old mother’s house
With other cards and notes you gave
Back when we were devout
I will use these words to explain
In a way you’ll never see
That this miscommunication
Gave a wrong view of me
You sent it at a year or so
After we were finished
Within its words I sense your hope
Love not yet diminished
I think you may have mentioned it
After you came back home
When I once tried to talk but you
Walked by and wouldn't slow
A mutual friend spoke of it
Some two decades ago
And I was mystified because
I simply didn’t know
I didn’t recall the letter
Forgotten its receipt
But when I found and read its words
I recalled its described deeds
Your letter was at my mother’s
‘Cause I was injured bad
I’d had surgery and meds
With healing to be had
I received it in the doorway
Of my home at college
I tore open with alacrity
Falling from my crutches
I read part of your note that day
Then stuck it in my bag
Packed your other notes and cards
To fix the hurt I’d had
After my knee operation
Sitting up late at night
Unable to sleep sound because
Meds made my heartbeat slight
I recall being sad one eve
In Mother's modest home
Watching her little poor TV
Reviewing your slim tomes
In your letter, amazing lands!
And magical far places!
And one hundred mile per hour
Motorcycle chases!
Such experiences you had all
Through Europe’s bevelled plains!
But I in healing poverty
Felt sore lament and pain
I could not join you there, at least
Not for several years
Did you even want me to try?
You couldn’t know that fear
Your family was very wealthy
It’s hard for you to see
The lowly circumstances
That were the start of me
You never knew how bad it felt
My inadequacy
To give you that magnificence
That you deserved to be
Poor upbringing was no issue
For your generous heart
You never held it against me
Never pushed us apart
But it caused misunderstandings
From worlds so different
And my worries about it too
Increased how much it meant
I read your letter ‘til I saw
Your plans a year away
When you said with hopefulness
You’d move to Greece to stay
That is on the note's second page
I never read page three
‘Cause that's the point when I just knew
That you were lost to me
If I had read a bit further
For a lover's redress
Was hid a small request you made
In false casualness
You sought a call for your birthday
Bare affection from me
The letter asked for that action
A simple courtesy
Your year away almost over
You were soon coming back
I was thinking about restarting
And fixing what I lacked
Like truth serum the meds would have
****** away all my fight
I’d have called you...so so quickly
I’d have called you...ev’ry night
My Precious Girl, I’d have called you
There’s no way I wouldn’t
Healing slow on a pleather couch
There's no way I couldn't
I used to wish for your number
I was so ready too
I’d been pondering what we’d had
And I still wanted you
You were badly hurt thereafter
There was no getting through
Your broken heart gave a verdict
And THAT's when I lost you
It’s a tragedy in our lives
As that was your last sign
Of my lack of real love for you
And fickle boyish mind
It rankles so much in me now
Since that’s not how it was
It’s just one of those fateful things
God’s little joke on us
….
A Happy Belated Birthday
For now and all your life
I wish you joyous contentment
And love that’s free from strife
But I know something deeply in
My bones and in my soul
I know I would have called you if
I’d read your letter full
And I’d have wished you way back then
A Happy Birthday too
And I’d have told you on that call
How much I still loved you
Jul 25, 2020
Jul 25, 2020 at 12:09 AM UTC
I just saw you.
The other day.
You were so nice.
You looked so great.
Such emotion
when we two meet!
You are so tough.
You are so sweet.
For a moment
I saw you melt
When I hugged you
and love we felt.
How do I tell
These things inside?
How to confess
These things I hide?
You fill me up,
then leave me empty.
You push me back,
then you tempt me.
You cut me deep.
You patch me up.
You make me thirst.
You fill my cup.
You make me cold.
You make me burn.
You make me flee.
You make me yearn.
You make me strive.
You make me lazy.
You make me calm.
You make me crazy.
All of these things
you do to me
And so much more
you’ll never see.
Is this love real
or just a toy?
Am I your man
or just a boy?
Is this for now?
Now together?
Just your dalliance
or forever?
Can I stay true?
Fidelity?
Can you open
yourself to me?
I am your love
you seemed to say.
But you left and
pushed me away.
Then just get out!
Leave me alone!
Get off my couch!
Now leave my home!
Don’t walk away!
Don’t ever go!
You have to stay!
Please come back home!
I will let you bind me I will let you show me
I will let you blind me I will let you know me
I will let you grind me I will let you grow me
I will let you find me
Please come and find me
I will be bold
and I will mold
myself to you,
if you I hold.
Please just show me
that there are ways.
That there’s a path
past youthful days.
I’m almost there.
I’m almost ready.
I’ll be better.
I’ll be steady.
I’ll never know you.
But I will try to
Do what I can do
Because I love you.
Jul 25, 2020
Jul 25, 2020 at 12:02 AM UTC
Thirty tear-splashed pages
My response with runny ink
Not us anymore, don't you think?
Fire consumed it in a blink
You just left me!
Okay, you had a chance
You could not pass up
For our romance
I get that but...
I said someday I'd marry you
You threw it right in my face
So I'm the non-Greek Catholic geek?
Well, stick this in your Orthodox socks
You'll never again disgrace
This young Irish fool!
Sated, but not happy anymore
I am quick out the bed, going home
After pleasing another random girl
I AM good enough for
To see you swish and twirl
Through my rattled dome
But I hope you sense or know
How I just made HER toes curl
How could you say
Over a year every day
How much you loved me
But at the last drive away
Like I'm just a roll in the hay?
How could you tell me
I'm just for college
I'm a temporary smidge
That we're not bound to be
You give us short time
Then leave for half of it
You tell me "Have a nice life!"
But you get a pass for it?
And I'M that ***hole kid!?
What's that bull****?!
It is just nuts!
Am I too poor and not tan?
Am I too pale to be your man?
So what! SO WHAT!
How could you dis me like that
Dismiss me like that
And then give an act
Like I hurt YOU so bad?
Making it all so breezy
You pop up and ask me to visit you
'Cause I have to show YOU something?
After telling ME I can't be your Everything!
And rolling away like I'm NOTHING!
Dancing to your same tune
For you, leaving was easy!
Now, Little Rich Girl
Write and tell me about your adventures
I will listen awhile
In lands I dream to see, but cannot be
You spoiled child
Tell me how great it is
Tell me how your heart is light
Tell me it all
I want to hear it, right?
Yeah. Not a'tall
Tell me where you go
While I do the same crap
We did back here
While I stay trapped
Your outgrowing shows
I give up. I'm done.
You are NOT the One
I'm not writing
Even one letter, "My Friend"
That I will send
I'm not the stupid kind
I see the request to write back
Jump through the hoops you stack
Maybe you want me back
I read between lines
I can hear you again
I can sense your smell
I see your face, taste your lips...
**** it all to HELL!
Where's my pen?!
Jul 24, 2020
Jul 24, 2020 at 11:36 PM UTC
A moments of sleepiness summertime
The stillness is raised
The love that flashes under your eyes...
In a dream, in a mad valley
I am not alone......
Every night,
Every morning,
Every afternoon
I sing with goddess of my love....
This is a one of the finest vowels in romantic opera,
Every nod reads the unborn love to you and me
The moon light is flowing,
and the ***** get dampen...
maiden hands emerge in naked cloud ..
frenzied embrace of her delicate body.
In a dream, in a mad valley ...
I am not alone
oh.... my Goddess of love
Forever together
One love
One illusion ...
come on sink into this swing with me....
May 12, 2020
May 12, 2020 at 2:39 PM UTC
Not much difference;
Delusions and Euphoria;
Love and Mania
Apr 17, 2017
Apr 17, 2017 at 2:24 AM UTC
You're not as essential as oxygen
or sleep.
I could still walk without you.
But,
without you,
who'd put the spring in my step,
the jig in my day,
the sun in a ray
or
the see in my say.
Aug 26, 2015
Aug 26, 2015 at 6:30 AM UTC
Still,
this summer breeze;
no wait for me
or
weight on me;
you make me light
and untouched by form,
when we touched you were warm enough to startle the birds
from the trees,
on the summer breeze.
Aug 26, 2015
Aug 26, 2015 at 6:27 AM UTC
You make me smile,
and the far sun hotter,
add rhythm to my potter.
Your dance in slumber out numbers all other,
my present tense that opens spaces;
I feel the sunshine on my face,
I feel your sunshine on my face.
Aug 19, 2015
Aug 19, 2015 at 10:35 AM UTC
They asked me why I keep saying that I'm heartless. I told them it's a long story. But I saw the eagerness in their eyes. So I said that it all started the last time I fell in love. When I'm in love, I give my whole life. When I give my whole life, I mean literally everything. There are no walls, no boundaries, no space in between will keep me and my love apart.
I fought the most terrible wars and survived all emotional storms and droughts. I sailed all seas and climbed all mountains for the sake of love. I held on so tight to the rope connecting me and the one I cherish the most. I rode all traveling trains and skipped all stops. It was nothing but magical. Every morning was a glory and every night was a sweet dream.
I was so in love that I cared too much. I cared too much that I left my physical body on the ground while my spirit flew to the sky. I jumped from clouds to clouds following you like the moon to the sun. I couldn't keep my eyes off of you.
But I was a prisoner of love. I loved you so much I became selfless. One day, I asked myself If I really did fully figured you out. Sometimes when I look at you, you give a smile that wasn't genuine at all. You were like a strange mountain no one has ever discovered yet. Were you not comfortable to show your bare self to me that you kept putting bricks to form a wall?
I was dumb enough to think I could dig you up with my rusted shovel. I always hoped that the everyday love I offered you will give you sunrises not sunsets. But as you took them, all I could see was your hungry soul eating all positive energies. You were blue like a cloudless sky.
I felt like the wine bottle you drank from each day. I slowly became empty. I was never refilled. And they say that saints and heroes are the only martyrs and for the first time in my life I felt like one. Strange how my only motivation was a flag with an inscription of the word love.
Do you remember that very night when you asked me to let you go? It hurt me even more. I've been spending all my time just thinking about you. I loved you too much. But was that it? Was it because I loved you too much? Was it that you couldn't handle it? You never told me the reason. I watched as you readied yourself for the coming war that would end all city fires. You shattered all glasses in my shelves once you turned your back at me. I waited for you to utter your last words but you never did. You walked away like a member of a funeral band. I was left standing with now a hopeless dream. It was too late when I noticed that you were holding a cloth in your hands. I didn't know what was inside until I watched my hands unconsciously hold onto my chest. At that moment, I fell on the cold ground and swam on my own blood. You took my heart with you. You stole it from me.
Before I closed my eyes that day, I swore to never love again. But why would I love? I am now heartless. My chest is now empty. I can never love anyone again.
People like you come and go. I never knew that your true form was a thief with a black coat. You steal hearts and leave.
Jan 17, 2015
Jan 17, 2015 at 9:22 PM UTC