I'm walking behind you 
I call your name
My grief so overwhelming 
It fills me will pain
Can you hear me 
Do you understand
Not so long ago you rocked to the beat of a band
Slowly you turn toward me 
Your face a canvas without expression
Your behavior  
Your speech 
Filling with indiscretion
Show me laughter 
A reaction 
So I know how you feel
My life changing so rapidly 
It feels surreal
I love you with all my heart 
Today 
Tomorrow
Forever
This illness that is yours 
Is something I Endeavor