#roadmap
Springtime frost confronts apricot blossom—
Destroyed, damaged, and disappointed—
Leaves the garden to rely on cherry and plum.
Apr 16, 2025
Apr 16, 2025 at 7:46 AM UTC
I'm crazy about you, in that I'm sure
you set up my day so I can endure
you correct me and guide me, to take on the world
it's easier with roadmaps that aren't so ****** twirled
pretty sure I would stagger, when I walk out the door
but with your wise guidance, I'm ready for more
Brian Hill - 2020 # 166
Jun 18, 2020
Jun 18, 2020 at 9:48 AM UTC
Life is a hard road,
to move inside.
Spending much time
far from home of heart.
Far from place where soul unites with breath.
Place where light vibrates as fiery gift.
Where moments connect one to Divine.
Life is a bumpy road,
to drive on.
Spending much time
far from cravens of heart.
Far from land where miracles unfold.
Place where dreams root and flowers grow.
Where peace leads inside map of life.
Life isn't a hard road
to drift inside.
When awaking to travel,
far into land of heart.
Far into place where wisdom echoes.
Place where love rules and dance flows.
Where all ego roadblocks disintegrate.
Life is what you make it.
Heart pumps in whispers
its a map to follow in breath.
Dec 16, 2018
Dec 16, 2018 at 5:24 PM UTC
I don't know how to not count
my footsteps, I tread
lightly on foreign ground because I fear
any semblance of change and I fear
disturbing this place and time with my presence.
take it all out of me. It comes
back to me with flashes behind my eyelids, but I'm learning
to let the dust settle after I brush it off
of my hands.
Late night promises turning into
roadmaps to lead us through the half-plans and changing seasons,
I scarf this down with abandon because time
does not always wait for us and so I want to inhabit
all the corners of your psyche before it is too late, before we take a wrong turn and the maps
we drew up no longer apply.
taste my solitude, it ripens
with the sweetness of new fruit because, after all,
even I can change, and it seems you've sculpted
a masterpiece out of me while I played
unaware in your
shade.
Toss this up into the wind, I have no need of maps
in the future I seek - it is golden all
on its own, and the wrong turns become calculated into
peaceful accidents, new paths into
foreign horizons. I slide these uncertainties
out of their shells and break
them open in the clean
spring air - you always told me to
clean out my closet before worrying
about someone else's.
Do these dreams learn to take flight
in the morning, or remain stagnant like dust
settling over old skeletons?
I'll leave that up to
the sunrise and fate's clumsy fingers, she leaves
me hanging often but in the end her blunders
are always suited to some unknown purpose.
Apr 29, 2018
Apr 29, 2018 at 12:10 AM UTC
She's just touching the surface
reaching no more than her own pain
losing days trying to wash her tear stains
the world's wishing her to rise above
look in their eyes and see the truth
to see what they try to allude
there is no straight way, no easy route
and everyone is the passenger of the same boat
looking for the very same perfect coat
But no one will get something which is not theirs
fate has decided everyone's own roadmap
there are some small steps, some big traps
Wait for the check points, rather than all stones
the game of the life, all to achieve and leave
don't just halt at one step to grieve
because she's just wasting her time.
Nov 26, 2017
Nov 26, 2017 at 2:34 AM UTC
For years I stayed through his **** a compulsive liar, selfish, demanding, always too serious
But i loved him all the same,
Now I stand alone, left in the cruelest way possible.
Ruined before, now ruined even more.
The drugs won him over and now the drugs help me cope.
I was lost with a road map.
Now even that's been burned and I can't see which way is up.
I guess I'll just keep staying, waiting on forever.
Mar 6, 2016
Mar 6, 2016 at 11:44 AM UTC
My body is a roadmap
Dotted with state lines and stretch marks and red arrows pointing to You Are Here.
There are scars like flags crossing my arms claiming gripping holding fast to this
Earth this life
Highways that lead nowhere
Train tracks that click clack against my ribcage
Cars that rumble in my brain.
Exhaust fumes fogging thoughts.
My body wears these hills on my chest like rugged territory unstaked unstated these weight plateaus like failure flatlining against the horizon.
My body is untraveled unfolded uncreased
These eyes like lakes see depth from new perspective dipping fresh into cool clear vision.
These legs like rivers cut through worlds rushing hard and fast
This head like boulder
steady and stoic even with anxiety
quaking through my core.
My body is a roadmap.
I seek only adventures within.
Dec 1, 2014
Dec 1, 2014 at 4:46 AM UTC