#ripandy
We'll miss you Andy, Our angel has gained his wings
Dec 31, 2014
Dec 31, 2014 at 3:12 PM UTC
I'm just tired. Of everything.
Lay your head on my shoulder and rest
Kind and tender offer, truly touches my heart, but my head is too heavy a burden for me to rest on anyone.
I will take that burden as I hold my own. If I were Atlas the Titan holding the sky above I would still take that weight
*You are beautiful.
Please don't stop being beautiful, love.
I no longer have a sky,
But you make me want to rebuild mine.
If only a piece.
You are a star,
Shining at night.
You are a lamp,
Shedding some light.
You are a hope,
Making me want to fight.
Want to fight.
But to weak to stand.*
**I will be your shoulder to cry on
I will be your arm to lean on
I will hold your hand when things get rough
I will light the way in your darkest times
I will be here to the end**
I just want to cry but the tears won't come.
Why cry darling? You have no reason to shed tears
*I'm so broken, *** I'm two shards away from gone.*
I can be the glue that holds you together. < holds you close > I will be here
*Glue always seems to wash away with me
< curls into a ball >*
Then I'm industrial welding. I'll be here for as long as you need and longer
Darling... you are a lovely piece of humanity, never lose that about you.
Please just hang on [my real name]. I couldn't bear losing you.
Dec 30, 2014
Dec 30, 2014 at 8:15 PM UTC
Why isn't the sky crying?
When the most beautiful soul has reached up to meet it?
Shouldn't such an embrace bring tears?
Or sunshine?
Why now, is all black and quiet?
Traffic continues when my heart has stopped.
The sky holds the love of my heart
That I never could.
And I'm crying,
And the sky is quiet.
I just hope the sky knows how lucky it is.
And I hope my love, my darling, can see me from somewhere
And know how much I love him still.
Dec 30, 2014
Dec 30, 2014 at 6:22 PM UTC