#rigid
_Peace abides in the gentle velvet folds of patient time;
When industry is forgotten and rigid right angles
Give way to soft currents of inspiration;
Lacking definition, judgement or expectation
My yardstick shrinks and disintegrates into nothingness...
Inadequate to the task of measuring infinity._
Mar 13, 2021
Mar 13, 2021 at 1:00 AM UTC
Sometimes my rigid thoughts
turn to glass on the way
up my throat, slicing
my voice box and chipping my teeth.
How does one speak when
the words are doing nothing, but mangling my mouth
and flooding my brain?
Feb 19, 2021
Feb 19, 2021 at 1:12 PM UTC
We are naked when born
Choosing our place among forlorn ancestors
After death, a structured life denotes our span
Our modern thinking will not save the hunger pangs
For the meals are crisp, delightful as religious rites are
Born are we to serve our fathers
Who give everything to their fathers
Living a life of servitude
Never striding next to kings
What of the princes knowing no solicitude
We are only mere classmates
In a college of wisdom
Wizened by the plight of our teachers
To lead a nation or cure cancer
We are naked to ourselves, as we are simply accident-prone
If we linger on in this blue planet
Life most come to a tragic end
Where the followers of the chapel proceedings
Get the most out of this age-old tradition
Often divorcing logic from religion
Jul 4, 2020
Jul 4, 2020 at 1:46 PM UTC
When dreams are so vivid,
all my memories get rigid.
As I don't know which are real,
but nothing has ever been ideal.
So I'll simply write about thee
As I sip my confusion smoothie.
Jun 4, 2020
Jun 4, 2020 at 4:19 PM UTC
Trees turning late September
Leaves nosediving the ground
I know I should be changing too
Think as evening comes around
Fighting my shifting demons
Dropped to shaking knees
Autumn's knife struck my heart
Chill spreading like disease
With eyes shut in cold apprehension
Underneath a waning moon
Dreams
Sunshine
Disappear and are replaced
By fear of Winter coming soon
Wrapped tight in blanket of desperation
Colors switch to dull from bright
The nights steadily grow longer
See less and less clinging daylight
Making pathetic attempts
Lift myself off the floor
To transform like the weather
Wishing to not be the same anymore
But heart remains frozen solid
The months continue on
Seek a metamorphosis
Still meet resistance each dawn
Temperatures decrease little by little
Doubts and insecurity rise
Avoid facing the bitter wind
Everything in nature dies
Animals go into complete hiding
Have to admit I relate
Sleeping in to escape the world
A way I also hibernate
I try climbing towards my goals
Instead like seasons dizzily Fall down
Stripped barer than naked jagged branches
Forced beneath icy feelings to drown
Frost covers each surface
Departs as morning wakes
Dew remains as evidence
Like shavings after erased mistakes
Not long until snow layers earth
Buries all white touches
I couldn't bury flaws as well
Bad habits caught in my clutches
I stand rigid as an anchor
Though it might sound strange
Time ages all surroundings
Somehow I don't change
Mar 24, 2020
Mar 24, 2020 at 4:20 AM UTC
His hand on mine,
Guiding the pencil lines
He chuckled at my scripted joke
Destructive structure
Nov 4, 2018
Nov 4, 2018 at 7:45 PM UTC
I stare at the temporary sky
I wonder when it will fall down and apart
Time is rigid, it won't bend, so spend
Each moment in the present close to your heart
May 17, 2018
May 17, 2018 at 3:21 AM UTC
I wasn't there most days
skipping that class at school
I didn't like assignments made
they struck me, mean, and cruel
Don't use so many commas dear
why didn't you use the colon?
gestapo English causing fear
my brain inflamed, and swollen
I survived the curriculum
barely passing, with a D
teacher proclaimed, incorrigible
and threw more words at me
Too this day I wander back
wondering what might have been
attentive in my English class
turning out, my pen both sharp
and keen
Feb 21, 2018
Feb 21, 2018 at 10:26 AM UTC
take it.
go ahead, take it.
it won't harm you.
i dare you.
The evil serpet lies as it slithers down my back.
It's hiss and whispers send chills through my body.
I am stiff,
I am rigid.
I said take it.
You will achieve great happiness.
*Just outstretch your arms,
and it will be yours.*
Mind turns to greed,
My eyes turn red like the blood of the serpent's prey.
I open my arms, letting myself feel the power hit me,
knocking me to the ground.
See here,
For you have taken what wasn't yours.
You have played my little game,
and for that, you shall pay.
I lay on the ground, blinking in confusion.
My eyes. They fill with water, they drain their color.
I cry red, hot, fiery tears that burn as they roll down my face.
This. This is the least pain I deserve.
Nov 4, 2016
Nov 4, 2016 at 8:54 PM UTC
Everyday people say
things like this:
You know Marie, Every child is a blessing---
but It's such
a cliche thing to say.
There were 3 pregnancies...
Mine included
Only 1 prevailed
I sipped my liquor;
She ate her dinner.
Although diluted...
...so I disputed.
This is what 'they' really wanted.
Meanwhile, I already birthed 3 kids.
A happily Married couple vs.
A woman who was simply supple!
I still Wonder why
This pregnancy survived.................
Oct 20, 2016
Oct 20, 2016 at 7:54 AM UTC
School is just a prison.
White walls.
Strict rules.
Itching souls.
School is just a prison.
After all,
we're told what to wear,
when to eat,
what to do,
what to say,
how to behave.
School is just a prison.
What voice do students have?
What power do we hold?
What checks and balances exist by us?
Like prisoners,
all we can do,
is bow our heads and just
take it.
Apr 11, 2016
Apr 11, 2016 at 6:36 PM UTC
Muscles are a network of steel cables.
Winding together forming the landscape of the body,
Coiled to spring, convolted and twisting.
Rigid and strained, beneath the skin.
Taut. Tense.
Jan 17, 2015
Jan 17, 2015 at 4:46 AM UTC
Winter song. Fall passing.
And too with so many like this. When she is not there-
Vibrations after the battle, footsteps breathing deeply into the cotton beds and privy the shrews of their slavery. Heavens' toll after me, brine and abalone shimmering.
Cast in a shadow of half-arched feet, slender narrowness shimmering crystals obfuscate the fury of the ringing;
Every evening when I wake she shakes her bell.
It ripples like food coloring droplets undulating in a dixie cup on the mantel of a kitchen sink. The elbows sprout out first, then the head stridently strikes upwards catapulting the arms and wrists to the sides, and then at last when all is deep ****** blue, the raw hairless legs unmask themselves and fold out into the edge of a postcard and the reddy, cerise snowflake stain brands the juicy signature of an incredible beautifully imprinted star. And still she is not there.
Into the white rooms the insects crawl, at last the cacophony of their bedeviled stridulations eeking as if from a broken and collapsed jaw. A necessary end to every inch of hoarfrost strung across their elliptical hoot-shaped jowls-
These are the marks that time encrusts upon disheveled and dilapidated Spline.
In dark matter there are Spline. In shifty daytime television sitcoms, Spline saw at our ears and cost us trillions of migraines each year. Three Splines sit on a log, another four on a fence. They race each other in elevators, make inappropriate gestures, make airplanes disappear into the Indian ocean, and steal the breath right out of our lungs. Spline cannot come any closer. Spline are the dreary minutia which separate friends, they are the sentence that never makes it off of our tongues, the anger we leave curled into our fists.
She is not here and the fevers are burning. The languages are deafening. It is almost impossible to believe words like these were ever spoken aloud. She is not here and the jeans don't fit, the dogs are shy, and the accidents keep happening. There is never a glimpse at perfect and hot happiness. There is nothing here but the spotty ash-pocked masked faces of the Moon Men, hurrying and scurrying.
She is not here and the sea is drying up. The war is in the street and in the streets the men are dying. Everywhere is dross and cataclysmic end-dust, desiccated hours and dandelion seeds.
Inside of the room the music plays softly. Glass's solo piano Metamorphosis Three and Satie's Gymnopedie. It has been only six hours since she left, but
When we see each other I am superman
Oct 4, 2014
Oct 4, 2014 at 3:40 AM UTC