#ricardo
I saw his name
And everything around me changed
Blurred vision
Healed wounds becoming a fresh incision
I can’t breathe
But I couldn’t leave
Survival instincts
Thoughts of wishing I was extinct
Racing thoughts
I cannot connect the dots
Your name
Is my downfall rain
The kind I dread
Sometimes I can’t get out of bed
You see the outside and think I’m acting stupid
But let me sit you down and tell you what he did
Maybe but it depends
Maybe you’ll understand then.
Oct 25, 2021
Oct 25, 2021 at 6:45 PM UTC
Tonight I can write the thoughts I have for you.
So that someday when you read this, you'll think of me too.
I will write until the last moment.
For you have given me a life that is treasuring to spent.
You made me feel like I was in heaven.
You now have me seeking for a safe haven.
I hate the way you treated me.
I hate exactly what you did to me.
When you laughed at what I asked.
When you weren't there when I passed.
Tonight I can write the most bitter of them all.
For this will be the mark that for you, I hardly fall.
I will write for I can still recall the memories.
The memories we had full of joy and bliss.
Those moments where you are still with me.
That moment where in your side is the safe place to be.
I will write for I had been hurt with the things you've said.
Those thoughts of you made my heart break 'til it bled.
Tonight I can write for I can't get over you.
Because it would be the hardest thing I cannot do.
Nov 12, 2014
Nov 12, 2014 at 9:26 AM UTC