#reza
I died as i sip, the last inch drop of memories...
Tasteless, unfragrant, fragmented vacancies...
Recollecting, regulating the blurry negligible visions...
Recalling, rewriting, summarizing the Summaries
It felt like Treachery, disregarding this treasury...
life is a Memory, and then it is nullity...
Or at least that's what the wise man said...
We drown ourselves in each shot and swim out with a sigh
Sometimes with a gloom and sometimes with a smile
But in the end, both fades away,
And oh how quickly they fade away...
As if waves washing away our names written on the shore...
it fades out to presence, to sense another sore
sores, like old chest boxes, we dive deep in each,
swimming into it's memories, bone narrow they breached
like Leeches, we **** on our melancholy as we silently screech
watching pains as days turning to wrinkles, as closer we reach
We build our future, though we live for the past...
We all get obsessed and we all get attached...
We move forward to looking back trying to find a meaning...
But after all, Life is a memory, and then it is nothing...
Or at least that's what the wise man said
Sep 25, 2020
Sep 25, 2020 at 5:37 PM UTC
Oh Jalaluddin!
You counseled me to "Tear down this house"
My House
Because I Love you
I'm taking your advice
Tearing it down
Brick
by
Brick
Plank
by
Plank
I'll start from the outside
And work my way in
People will stop and stare
"Another crazy person" they'll observe
"He's gone mad" they'll whisper as I break down the walls
"He's a fool" they'll note as I bring down the chimney
"He's lost" they'll gossip as I break the foundation
"Stay away from him" they'll warn as I sit in the rubble
"Were they right all along" I'll ask again and again
"Did I make a mistake"
"Did I burn my life on a whim"
"How do I know"
"Is it possible to know"
It's a lonely place this one
In the ruins
Tired and hungry
Gathering energy to dig
With the Pickaxe You gave me at birth
Alone
Homeless
Afraid
I Surrender...
Jul 24, 2018
Jul 24, 2018 at 3:03 PM UTC
Dance Recklessly
With Passion
With Purpose
Like
Each Step Is
C r e a t i ng a Universe
Let each step set fire to fear
Move to music your Heart makes
Make the floor slick with your sweat
Feel... Feel... FEEL... FEEL!!!
For the Love of God... FEEL!!!
Before it is too late...
Feel.
Dance Recklessly
Knowing
There is no other way.
Jul 24, 2018
Jul 24, 2018 at 2:50 PM UTC
You’re beautiful from every angle
There is no perspective
That
I Can
Take
Which reveals otherwise
You’re beautiful from every angle
Jul 19, 2018
Jul 19, 2018 at 6:38 PM UTC
Let that butterfly
land
on
my
Heart
It’s been so long since I’ve felt anything there
Well… other than the THUNDERCLAP
That was you closing the door
Let that butterfly
land
on
my
Heart
It’s been so long
So long since I felt butterflies there
Dancing so hard it made me feel sick
I miss that kind of sick…
Let that butterfly
land
on
my
Heart
It’s been so long
Too long…
Let me hear the wind from its wings…
I hope they whisper Truth
Let one antenna brush up against my Heart…
To remind me that I can still feel
Let it see me…
I need to be seen
Don’t fly away
little
butterfly
Jul 17, 2018
Jul 17, 2018 at 3:41 PM UTC
They robbed us!
The one’s that told us what it means to be men…
THEY LIED!!!
They told us feeling is wrong.
And they taught us to be STRONG is to be silent.
"Build a pit," they said, "make it so deep that a lifetime of emotion can’t fill it."
And we oblige.
But we know it’s there…
The stench keeps us up at night.
The fetid fumes cloud our vision;
The windows to our souls opaque to the outside world and those we Love, those we want to reveal ourselves to.
Meanwhile, inside, we’re clawing at the glass with bloodied hands.
GOD HELP ME!!!
I want to be free of this!!
See me!
I’m a human being!
I have hopes,
I have dreams,
I have fears,
I feel sorrow, I know regret, and I believe in redemption…
but all of this...
It's for someone else… someone weak.
What a lie!
So delicious we swallowed it whole—a bitter pill dipped in honey
Given us by those we love,
by those we trust.
The poison works through us,
unrelenting,
T w i s t i n g us, turning us against one another…
No emotions!
Not here!!
You’re a man!!
Be a man!!
**** it up!!!
**** it up until it chokes you!!!
**** it up until you can’t feel anymore!!
**** it up until you’re dry and broken!!
**** it up until you forget...
What life was and what death is…
**** it up because that’s what men do.
They corrupted our legacy
They stole our future.
And we let them do it.
We helped them do it.
Aug 29, 2016
Aug 29, 2016 at 10:33 PM UTC
I want to make Love to you, like the flame to the wick
Wrapping around you
Caressing you
Lighting You UP
revealing YOU
The Real YOU
Not that silly facade you show the world -- cold and lightless
We are shapeless and flowing... dangerous and beautiful...
Love and Lust
Fused
Consuming Each Other
Awake and Alive
Tasting the Divine as our Temple burns
This is Life.
This is Death.
Sep 27, 2015
Sep 27, 2015 at 5:24 PM UTC
Life is not a straight line
It curves
in chaotic
unpredictable and
Beautiful ways...
A chance encounter on the way home
A lover lost in a storm
A sunrise after a long lonely dark night
The first cold of winter
And the last dew drop in Spring.
Miracles more than mere Moments
The emotions and memories
Shading in the pattern
Giving it shape and depth
Defining something imperceptible until it is Done.
A Cosmic Mandala - Temporary Divinity
This is Life
so...
Embrace
the
Curves
Mar 21, 2015
Mar 21, 2015 at 7:24 PM UTC
Is this what It is
Sitting at a table
Surrounded but ignored
Teeth falling
Memory fading
Skin hanging
Friends dead and dying
Is this what it is
Generations erupting and then receding
Ages coming and going
Is this what it is
To live
To die
Why did we choose life
Why do we believe in death
Dec 24, 2014
Dec 24, 2014 at 5:51 PM UTC
Reflected, in your eyes, I see...
Imperfections
Blemishes
Misery
Pain
Is that how you see me?
A taTteREd tappestry
A misfit
Dis-connected
From my motivations and inspirations
Lonely
Afraid
Sad;
These all seem to me to be reflected, you see, in what you see that I see reflected in me.
Oct 8, 2014
Oct 8, 2014 at 5:25 PM UTC