#reunions
I rest better
knowing he was here
and that he’ll come back
you know how a puppy jumps
for joy at reunion with its master?
Though he is not my master,
that’s me,
waiting at the door
all senses armed
ready to explode with joy.
Wanting the moment
when he walks through the door
smiles, and hugs me
like he wants to squeeze me flat.
“Do you think about me as much as I think about you?”
He asked, loosening his hold so I could breathe.
“Probably not,” I lied.
“Savageery,” he said, chuckling.
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Songs for this:
This kiss is Mine tonight by Spongetones
I Can't Help Loving That Man by Björk
Feb 22
Feb 22, 2026 at 1:05 PM UTC
Peter (my bf) and I are keeping it modest, practicing the art of the small things. Among our repertoire of pleasures are simple conversations, after long, exhaustive school days, in non-technical language.
Shall we wax poetic-ish?
*Ever, my heart had blazed as if branded by fire.
Then love finally arrived to sweetly quench that unseen, smoldering blaze..
Fate, for a while, like scissors, came between us.
But having thus far proceeded, I did sorely miss the confections of closeness.
So, I shamelessly plotted to conjure sordid-reunions.
You may **** the force of my weaknesses and think me devilish,
but I am, after all, a living, female thing.
Do I relive that awful trauma? No, living in the past is like reheating nachos.
No one wants that.
Or do we? We take so many pictures, now-a-days.
Are we sore afraid of losing our yesterdays?*
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Songs for this:
matters of the heart by lovlaine
Oh Honey! (I Love You) by Peach Tree Rascals
Backyard Boy by Claire Rosinkranz
Oct 10, 2025
Oct 10, 2025 at 4:26 PM UTC
The day was long and greedily waited,
in near unspoken secret - like a thing
delightfully and enchantingly wicked.
We are reunited - simpatico - my love, lover and I.
We ravish each other and lavish each other
with flattery, endearments and entire pleasure.
We live sweet centuries in those tight hours.
Happiness changes the tenor of things.
Rains of feeling combine in torrents,
like the tinkling notes of a harp make symphony.
Our minutest nerves are instruments of joy.
Mornings start with exquisite excitement and
the dense reel and stagger of intoxication -
because we’re drunk with the fullness of life.
Leaves on trees called chestnut, linden and hazel, stir
gently in the breeze - those faint shoos and rustles, times
nature’s fractal design - blare, in effect, like terrific trumpets.
At night, as we walk together under cooling summer skies,
the stars in the far-flung firmaments, seem to huddle together
and whisper, like sisters, of life and the mysteries of earthy love.
We are the dust of those constellations - are we but spies?
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Songs for this:
Thank You My Angel by Over the Rhine
Perfect Day by Povo
Goodbye Sunday by Everything But the Girl
Aug 31, 2025
Aug 31, 2025 at 12:52 PM UTC
Manon (Mary) and I, sat in the Tuileries gardens, by the Louvre Museum. Her 7 month old daughter, Devyn, on a blanket in the grass, was earnestly practicing a roll from her tummy to her back - of course, we coo’d and applauded each success.
We’d been girls together, years ago, in 5th and 6th grade - we were ‘like thieves at a fair’ back then - playing ‘la marelle’ (hopscotch) and pétanque until the boys, in early exercise of their ‘penised privilege’ ran us off the court, scattering us like birds.
She wrote me off a few years ago. But to be fair, I was missing. Growing up, my family moved around like we were on the run. I’d come back to Paris some summers and we’d check-in, but summer schedules are ephemeral and years turned into distance and a seemingly permanent silence.
Her last voice message, from 2017, is still on my phone, her voice bright, cheerful and expectant. I listen to it every once in a while, holding my phone to my ear, like a private seashell.
I was moved to China, where I’m told - thank you, Grandmère - I picked up a brash, incisive, Cantonese, ‘overly-direct’ manor, while Manon,went on to Institut Villa Pierrefeu, a finishing school in Switzerland.
Her hands move like ballerinas, her voice is as clear and refined as
Baccarat crystal, her look - bixie-cut chestnut brown hair, a white, Fontaine Zuave shirt over black, ME+EM Italian Linen Wide-Leg Trousers with Keds canvas sneakers, is Parisian simple and elegant and her posture is effortlessly perfect - she makes me feel like a scrub in my black Beatles t-shirt and jeans.
I passed Manon on an escalator, two days ago in Le Bon Marché.
I was going up, she was going down, with this little Devyn doll on her hip. The little firecracker I’d only seen on Instagram was dynamite in person. Her little expressions are bright-eyed and somehow familiar, their laughs - mother and daughter - are the same, rolling, lilting trills I know by heart.
My watch showed 69°f as we sprawled picnicking on a tree-lined embankment of the slithering green Seine. Rain clouds were gathering to the south - the river acts like a compass -which can be handy. Looking back on friendships is fun, but now we’re looking forward - which feels like home.
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Songs for this:
New Toy by Lene Lovich
My Old School by Steely Dan
Angel by Sarah McLachlan
Aug 29, 2025
Aug 29, 2025 at 7:53 AM UTC
So happy am I, that you came
We had a fantabulous time
Talking for hour after hour
Catching up with each other
Relishing piping hot Vada Pavs
Followed by Tiramisu jars
And last but not the least
The best Hot Chocolate!
So happy am I, that you came
Really made me beam
All sorts of topics, did we discuss
Cricket, tennis, work, politics
Music, food, travel, trains
All in all, had a blast
Half a day free of stress
And full of entertainment!!
So happy am I, that you came
After a long, long time
Well, hope we meet again fast
So I can give the promised treat
Until then, take care, dear brothers
Wish you oodles of love, success, happiness and peace!!
Jul 11, 2025
Jul 11, 2025 at 7:13 AM UTC
We’re off to New Haven - hurry, hurry -
we’re jammin, crammin, slappin'
and slammin' everything into our bags.
“Fifteen minutes to take-off,”
Michael announced, “the chopper's waiting.”
with hugs all around we separated.
Our roommates too, are all catching flights
vectoring in from various sites -
our motley group will reassemble tonight.
Pew rated Yale one of the hardest universities
to get into in '23 - so is it really a certainty
that our cardkeys will let us into our residency?
Fall grades came out yesterday - Lisa and I are all grins
- we’ll have thirteen days to visit and settle in
and reorganize things before Spring semester begins.
I hope that your vacations were as fun as ours
but the New Year’s begun and in a matter of hours
we’ll resume the school grind, our holidays devoured.
Jan 5, 2023
Jan 5, 2023 at 1:12 PM UTC
What becomes of these fleeting reunions?
Do they wash away with the sea salted sand
and becomes fragments of a conversation once had
Do they transform into the sugar in your coffee,
or the honey in your tea,
and compel you to never forget about me?
Or do they live in this rustling wind
that picks fights with your consciousness
and leaves you in a state of rumination
between the present and the past?
Jun 21, 2022
Jun 21, 2022 at 5:26 PM UTC
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He did not go far. How could he;
you were his everything.......
You love the concept of Parallel worlds..
his is now intangible--
no skin-clad temple to hold him down
within the misgivings
and falleness, that entails
all things fleshbound--
his illustrious spirit, now encased within
the utter boundlessness of his
newly-dedicated housing of Prismatic Light.
This is now the new temple that contains
his eternal spirit.. and it is from
that impeccably-beautiful place,
that he now offers hope
and petition without end.. on your behalf.
Face to Face, now.. his once,
deeply-aching spirit, now finds
the perpetual Peace.. through true Resolve,
as he finds his neverending Encouragements,
now heading your way, on the Wings of
what is now, no less than that of Unlimited Possibility--
Raining down on to you..
Reigning now in the Heavenlies,
no longer diluted and misdirected
by human agenda
And here you sit, beautiful girl-- Not seeing or feeling..
because you are still subject to the same auspices
of falleness that eventually found its Unholy fruition
within his utter demise. No longer subject to it all,
he is asking you to rise above it, also..
the prayers of a newly-recognized Saint-- petitioning
directly in to Love's very Ache.. asking
that the horror-built walls, embedded
into your war-torn flesh would come down,
no longer so devastatingly-thwarting Love's deep
desire to finally have the chance to find
its beautiful way into you..
Yet your out of control self-hatred is hurting him--
almost as much as it is truly hurting you.
The last thing your guilt-ridden spirit wants to do
is cause him any more pain. Feel his loving presence..
and you will also then begin to feel his deeply-Loving petition.
It is perfect.. as are you--
Once you become separated
from your hook-embedded, flesh.
He is There..
helping you to become able to have access to it,
here.
That is where he is at.. that is what he is doing.
The Grace that he now so deeply embraces on your behalf, will
slowly begin to buy you the internal freedom that is necessary
to begin to become able to feel it all. Throughout the years,
you have learned how to begin to believe. If not,
you would have already blocked me again by now.
He is within the Realms of Magic, now. You love Magic.
Feel him there.. as he truly now is.. and you will begin
to learn, through feel-- the things in you
(that you so adamantly hold on to),
that are still hurting him. Forgiveness..
from his Mercy Seat towards you.. is perpetual, and without end,
because he knows that you do not as of yet, fully understand.
One day, you will.. and it will become to him, his greatest Joy.
It is not over. It is never over.. as long as that gorgeous,
war-torn heart still has a pulse in it.
Make sure that it will, until you can feel..
and the Morning Sun will truly rise within you.. fully anew.
Fully. Completely. Perpetually.
You will become the very glow
that he already right now, sees in you.
You Love me just as much as you hate me.
Love's reason is here-- right here in these words. You know
that it is all true. His spirit was far too beautiful for the
pain-infused fleshtemple that previously contained it..
while he was here. He left it for a better one..
one that is completely and fully, Perfect.
You can feel him far more often than your pain-wracked
heart and spirit will allow you to currently admit.
Perspective is everything, beautiful girl.
You love me for the glorious perspective that I am able
to bring to you.
That is the only way that I want to be loved.
You have been through enough.
Lets get you two back together, through your growing
ability to become able to see him..
and feel him... as he is--
not as your obscure.. self-contempt, scarred view,
now only shadow-sees him.
You have work to do, beauty.
You are his exceedingly, Worthy Beloved.
There is so much, so unfairly-attached to you..
that keeps you feeling as if you are forever unworthy.
He is 24/7 helping you.
That is what he does now..
and I can very much see why <3
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Nov 21, 2021
Nov 21, 2021 at 2:57 AM UTC
tied to your family
through exchanges of damage
how can you manage life
with the tether of the holidays ?
back in the vicinity
back in the fond
the fold of abusement
held warm
by secretious exchange
imbibe
care of mottled re-riggings
of tried over memories
re-rung in company
to be loudly agreed upon
again and again and again...
back with family
fellow obscenities
bellows
Jun 9, 2019
Jun 9, 2019 at 12:55 PM UTC
Reunions are great.
Catching up with old friends and family.
After months or even years apart, that first meeting is sheer bliss.
But with you, every meeting is a reunion.
Every second air fills the space between our finger tips
Every second our sweaty, caloused hands are apart time slows down.
Slow enough to make seconds feel like days, days feel like weeks, weeks feel like months and years..... I'd rather not think about it.
I just want to tell you that when Im with you, time feels right.
Not too fast. Not too slow.
Just right.
Jan 2, 2015
Jan 2, 2015 at 5:38 AM UTC