#resolute
___La, I am an honest deceiver,
For whomsoever shall lend his lies to me,
Will be repaid threefold in pretty devilment.___
Mar 4, 2021
Mar 4, 2021 at 4:23 PM UTC
the pure hallowed souls
of tribes children behind us
we stand resolute
Feb 16, 2021
Feb 16, 2021 at 8:52 PM UTC
Sleeping on the top bunk
I got really good at crying
without making a sound.
Strong and resolute,
is what I aspired and pretended to be.
I never learned to fight,
let alone to fight fair.
There is no room for contention
between myself and I,
or anyone for that matter.
Now I seem to be left defenseless,
but can't tell the difference
between safety, security
and when I need to be defended.
Everything is easy,
everything is lovely.
Sleep instead of thinking,
like my mother before.
Mar 4, 2018
Mar 4, 2018 at 1:15 PM UTC
Body blistered
Mouth aflame.
Lies like Serpents,
Slither in the mouths of
Those to blame.
Tame
The inferno,
But lost in pain.
Rivers of blood,
I choose to maim.
Aug 31, 2017
Aug 31, 2017 at 3:01 AM UTC
Sounds swim constantly
Through the aches behind my unopened eyes.
The latest slumber trek is at an end.
The pace of my brain
Akin to a shortsighted grasshopper:
No focus,
Leaping all over the pace.
My inert body
Resolutely immoveable.
Just 5 more minutes.
Feb 25, 2017
Feb 25, 2017 at 2:32 AM UTC
Defeated
only in body
Denied
only in love
Destroyed
only to rise
Attacked
only to defend
Maligned
only in character
Breaking
but never bend
Nov 3, 2016
Nov 3, 2016 at 9:56 AM UTC
Silly boy, you weren't ready for this.
You hadn't studied for it.
Love is joy, you never felt it like that.
Now it's your weapon.
How is this for you?
Does it help?
Will this pain bring you to work harder?
ть в порядке?
Angels watch your misguided adventure.
They're laughing at you.
God whispers into your ear.
Or is he the devil?
People avoid your crooked walk.
Loved ones, already cursed with your touch.
She got away, and is still cursed.
You divide .
How long will the wind guide you.
Devoid of free will.
**** them all.
Curse them with your touch.
Forever within your heart.
Poison your mind with doubt.
Silly boy, you gave up choice already.
Now you're on a road to ******
Angels lower their heads in disappointment.
Devils look away.
Just another obsession.
I'm about to turn to dust.
Jun 21, 2016
Jun 21, 2016 at 3:13 AM UTC
seas receive
thousand cries
stifled sighs
broken ties
silent tales
held within
cache sounds
unheard din
breakers come
to incite
endless rite
pointless fight
tall he stands
resolute
rocklike form
absolute
striding on
ancient seas
takes her due
gradually
steals his hold
stealthily
firmament
casts its spell
undermines
with each swell
strategy
crystallized
her control's
minimized
empyreal
victory
behemoth
must agree
all it takes
is a move
change his stance
he can prove
though the seas
snarl and pout
in the end
there's no doubt
while there's worth
status tall
at some point
we may fall
think ahead
where we be
lest we're trapped
in some sea
Jun 18, 2016
Jun 18, 2016 at 7:08 AM UTC
*sometimes
calls
for
a
battle
to
win
the
race
even
after
the
gold
is
taken*
Apr 9, 2016
Apr 9, 2016 at 12:17 AM UTC
In admittance,
In ecstasy,
In guilt and in anxiety,
In the gutters of Yuexiu,
The plains of Tamaulipas,
My precious mountain top
Near Calgary,
Or this flat, honeycombed and
High above Kyoto neon,
I’ve finally lost;
I surrender.
I surrender to –
Wave a white flag in comfort,
In defeat, and a first, when I warm,
Come this newer blanket,
Whilst we dance,
Come a first smile, decades, and
Finally to fathom,
“Embrace,” eternity, this
Hold opposed pierced when –
Swords eventually rust,
But fields forever bloom.
Mar 31, 2016
Mar 31, 2016 at 11:13 PM UTC
I can’t feel around, “you,” anymore.
So to, the smiles only happen atop numb.
And I’d call it a, “kind of solace,” in knowing
Tomorrow wouldn’t matter either;
Not quite so much, so long as five, at least five
Of your, “sisters,” remain under ice and in the fridge.
This cure, “acquiesce and amnesia,”
At any given time,
Culls all but one, you –
My wife, and a third year’s scorn.
Nevertheless, I don’t want you to forgive me.
I truly don’t. I only want you to leave,
Pack and make good on your covenant so that this
Swim may end, for my toes should test elsewhere.
Just and walk away. Don’t look back, “please,” “PLEASE!”
Don’t look back so that I may finally look ahead!
Jun 19, 2015
Jun 19, 2015 at 11:12 PM UTC
*I spat feathers from my mouth;
A fall from heaven
Worth the cost of heavenly wings.*
Apr 13, 2015
Apr 13, 2015 at 6:22 AM UTC