#religiousguilt
I shoplifted my first cross necklace, Theres something so poetic about doing a bad thing for a good cause. In a similar manner i found religion in your busted lips. And if i found my religion once, i don’t need to find it again.
May 19
May 19, 2026 at 4:38 PM UTC
you never belong anywhere
ain't it bittersweet?
the consequences of
colors,
colors of your love
and the color of your skin
they never belong
not even with each other.
ain't it bittersweet?
queer of arabia,
my antithesis,
******* and mekkah
don't go together
but life's just a test.
ain't it bittersweet?
Mar 8
Mar 8, 2026 at 6:10 PM UTC
My heart it hurts
It breaking my rips from the inside out
It leaves me rooting right through
Makes me frow up all the love i have for you
Every cut on my skin proves
Im willing to lern how to lose
Myself even more than you
They ***** the love i cannot give you
My head is full of dreams and stories
Stiffed to the brim with new idees
You're in every happy ending
In every book i erase myself
Let me paint you in the morningsun
Capture you grinning to the girls you love
Let me use this brush and paint
To give you an insight of your light
Every tear fell from my cheeks
Proves im not just a freak
I feel and feel and cant help but think
Oh how better life would be
without existing
The scent through the door is clear
It smeels like rotten pease and leaves
It feels like a forgotten dream
It feels like a missed opportunity
And when she'll die ill be in pices
Will you see it will you be there
To safe me from ripping open
My heart is butcherd bleeing broken
Dec 15, 2024
Dec 15, 2024 at 4:27 AM UTC