you can carry a heart 
but you can't tell it
what to feel for you

maybe this whole time
i haven't been afraid of
falling inlove
i've just been terrified of
loving the idea of someone
so much that it overshadowed 
the whole.

i haven't been afraid of
falling in love because 
i've dived in so 
deep under water
i don't want to see the way up 
because in love, breathing 
becomes less of a burden,

no i haven't been 
afraid of loving,
i've just been terrified of taking
a spark

and turning it into 
the whole **** fire.

- crimsyy

a/n: thankyou so much for reading! I hope you like this poem as much as i do (: