#relent
Start with self.
The others can wait.
Thoughts are just passing clouds for which to meditate.
Observe the world as the observer, not the taker or receiver.
Judges are for benches. Do not sit alone.
Stand and walk into the songs of birds.
Free within your self called home.
Apr 5, 2023
Apr 5, 2023 at 11:06 AM UTC
And worst of all..
It was not these
empty screams
nor the shards of
broken lyrics I belted out...
It was the sole simple fact..
that I bled for you
I opened up to you
I believed you
And only you
inside and out...
I believed you...
when you whispered to me
Those sugar coated lies
Lying under the screaming stars
I believed you...
when you cuddled close to me
and told me it'd be alright
That I'll learn to love these scars.
And I believed you again and again
Over and over
Our story that never ends...
that I was not broken,
just simply bent
that I was not shattered,
just had a dent
that I was not pathetic,
just completely spent
that I was not crazy,
just...
well what does it matter now?
My tears inked this paper
but the thoughts of you
turned it into a long vent.
My intricately crafted emotions
now turned into a disaster
not worth a cent.
And no matter what I say
My future is already clear,
written in cement.
And I still love you..
I always will
Though I shouldn't
I relent...
May 22, 2017
May 22, 2017 at 8:17 PM UTC