#relearn
he said, “stop apologizing.”
it’s a bad habit of mine.
I apologize even when
I know I’m not at fault.
he said, “stop apologizing.”
I didn’t even realize I was.
it’s an automatic response that
I’ve been programmed to use.
he said, “stop apologizing.”
I tried to notice when it happened,
but it’s not an easy habit
to unlearn after years of training.
he said, “seriously, stop apologizing.”
I said “I’m sorry.”
Oct 19, 2020
Oct 19, 2020 at 10:19 AM UTC
And the truth is
Live person
Can act
Like a dead
But the dead
They can't
It just is
I felt that
Jan 13, 2021
Jan 13, 2021 at 10:43 PM UTC
I came back, from the great fight,
With my heart in a mess,
My mind began to crumble,
And my strength was ebbing away,
When did I forget the victories already won?
Cover up the truth, see the conquering line receding?
When did the spots reduce my vision?
And my dreams lose their bright contrastings?
I have found, that victories in life, are not like plaques on a wall,
But wrestling belts, for you must always fight to keep them.
Oct 11, 2014
Oct 11, 2014 at 10:41 PM UTC
We often confuse what we wish for with what is
Our minds and hearts can get into such a mess
We think yet we feel even more
Only to find the door to an empty room once more
Once it was great it felt so much more
Yet I seem to already know but I cant help but let it have another try
I let my heart have the start
Only my mind is clearly more aware
How , I just tag along giving in to be
more confused and tattered again
We think we can be smarter we can be stronger yet we end up again
in a similar mess
Confused & Constricted
Maybe I will listen to my mind maybe just maybe I will..
© Jennifer DeLong 7/11/19
Apr 1, 2021
Apr 1, 2021 at 8:57 AM UTC
I decided to give you back
I know now
I thrive with those who see
where I begin
Nov 17, 2020
Nov 17, 2020 at 3:50 PM UTC