its been 25 years since ive seen your face
but im still loving you seems to be the case. 
why cant i just let you go?
 you were special , i could sense emotion in you , 
a soul mate whos fire shined, through and through?
why cant i just walk away?
&nbsp;&nbsp;your love broke me from the very 1st kiss. 
lord why must i deal with this?
i can cry all i want but it will never heal . 
 To hold you in my arms made me feel , 
like a king who feasts on a royal meal. 
 now without you i am not whole. 
broken pieces of myself , swirl in a bowl. 
realizing i cant ever love again , 
killing myself i miss my one true friend.