#rejected
some days numbers haunt each step
counting up, counting down
constantly moving all on their own
shadowing choices made
and choices rejected.
Mar 13
Mar 13, 2026 at 9:22 AM UTC
The first time we were together, you said
I didn't love you enough
The second time we got back together, you said
I loved you too much
I am starting to believe
That you just don't want my love at all
Aug 8, 2025
Aug 8, 2025 at 11:30 AM UTC
I don't like it when people fight.
My mom and dad do every night.
I lie in bed and pretend to be asleep.
My mom looks in; I don't make a peep.
Sometimes I wish I didn't live here.
I'm a little girl who only feels fear.
When I go to school I put on a big smile.
I pretend things are fine, and it works for a while.
But there are days when I am very sad.
When I've been called names and told that I'm bad,
Then I keep to myself and hide my shame,
For I don't really know who to blame.
I'm scared to have friends come over to play.
I never dare ask if my friends can stay,
For I don't know when they will start.
I'm just a little girl trying to be smart.
The dishes breaking, the yelling, the shouting.
Their fights are ever so mounting.
I'm the innocent victim who feels rejected
Instead of feeling loved and respected.
But maybe if I wish really hard
The memories will ease and I won't be scarred.
When I awaken, maybe my wish will come true.
Out with the old and in with the new.
A new way of living for my parents and I.
There'll be no more tears for the little girl to cry,
But it's really hard on children to grow up like this.
They'll look back on a childhood they really missed.
Jun 23, 2025
Jun 23, 2025 at 12:50 PM UTC
When you are
feeling alone, and
within Solitude,
all on your own,
no one else,
just you,
you feel
like you are
an outcast, and
you are
feeling so blue,
when you have
no friends,
and when you
don't fit in, but
you try to,
when no one
is around, and
you are feeling
so down,
you are
considered an
Outsider, and
on your
face you wear
a frown; but
you are not alone,
just want to make
your day Brighter,
your kindness
is shown,
you should
feel much Lighter,
So, don't feel bad if
you are rejected,
there are others
just like you,
that you could relate
to, and
feel connected,
so, when you
are feeling like
you don't belong,
there are others
that are the same,
so, just be strong,
I am here to
motivate,
encourage,
and Inspire,
Have Faith, and Hope,
Just Lifting you Higher,
Just broaden
your Horizons, and
make your path wider,
Are you
in Isolation???,
Do you feel
like an Outsider???
B.R.
Date: 5/3/2025
May 3, 2025
May 3, 2025 at 2:15 PM UTC
words never mean anything
and the ones that do are never being said out loud
silence is a prophet
a very somber one at that
but we just love to believe in something, don’t we
maybe tomorrow will change everything
maybe tomorrow will reveal nothing
nothing is the antidote for expectation
it’s in the sweet numbness of their rejection
it’s in the bitter aftertaste of your undying hope
it will happen again
I will happen
Jan 29, 2025
Jan 29, 2025 at 6:34 PM UTC
Like paper, one mistake and your out,
Like a pen, once your ink is done, you’re out,
Like a bag of crisps, once you’re empty inside they’re done with you,
Did you want this, or did you let others do it to you?
Did you ever try escape the loneliness?
Did you ever wonder why?
You could never be satisfied with yourself
You can never accomplish things like others
Only ones you will ever make happy, are those demons on your shoulders
Whatever is happening to you, is your own doing.
Oct 18, 2024
Oct 18, 2024 at 8:15 AM UTC
Paint a bitter picture
with a letter full of truth.
Let it be offensive.
Let it be uncouth.
Even if it hurts me
Have your feelings be outpoured
because I'd rather be
rejected
than to simply be
ignored.
Oct 21, 2024
Oct 21, 2024 at 9:40 PM UTC
The date was April 3, 2000.
A cool zephyr blew and
I forgot every morning blue,
Right when I saw the angel,
She was so beautiful,
As if a princess, or a fairy,
I was 9 at that time.
She had come down from the hills,
From the Himachali town of Solan,
And she had just come to our school.
I looked at her, and I was dumbstruck.
Her sideways glance,
It was so fascinating,
As if a fairy came down,
From the mountains, I mean,
I can never forget her,
Neither her name,
Nor her harmonious voice.
She became the class monitor,
And I intentionally made a noise,
To get her often talking to me,
Oh I remember everything clearly,
"Atul–Keep quiet!" she'd shout,
And I'd laugh silently, but laugh anyway,
And her nostrils would flare red.
In 2001, I drowned in the infatuation,
Deeper than the Mariana Trench,
Sitting on my school bench.
In 2002, her father expired,
And she was traumatised,
Seeing her sad, I was shocked too,
And she stopped talking to us,
But she always scored well,
Yes, she did score nicely,
And I was inspired.
In 2003, I changed schools,
But in 2005, I met her again,
She gave me her number,
I often used to call her,
Not once did she,
Because she didn't have my number,
Not that her caller ID didn't show it,
But our EPABX number always varied.
In 2007, I confessed to her on a call,
I told her, "I have always loved you,"
And she scolded me without waiting,
"Atul! I never expected this from you."
She continued, "Never call me again!"
I was crestfallen, disappointed, and sad.
I'd have sung my original song had she accepted.
That song I composed for her,
Had come out of my heart.
It was a lyric of my desperation.
And a tune of my romance.
It was a hope of my loneliness.
And a promise of my love.
But she rejected my proposal.
I never called her again, out of respect.
Anyway, I credit her for making me a poet.
I credit her for making me a singer & artist.
But I still love her so deeply, and
So truly that I look for her everywhere,
In every prospective match,
In every passing batch.
These days she's in Chandigarh.
Sep 24, 2024
Sep 24, 2024 at 8:33 AM UTC
I feel like I was just dumped
Weighed, measured & rejected
Unfriended & discarded
It was so unexpected
My heart's broken into pieces
My love has been deleted
Feels like I wasn't good enough
I'm completely defeated
I don't want to leave my room
Don't want to leave my bed
I simply cannot find the strength
I wish that I were dead
I had 4 months of happiness
And now it is all gone
How could something felt so right
Turn out to be so wrong
My heart's broken into pieces
My love has been deleted
Feels like I wasn't good enough
I'm completely defeated
Dec 24, 2021
Dec 24, 2021 at 3:41 AM UTC
Are you sure?
It asks,
so you can change your mind.
Yes, I say, frustrated, exasperated
and watch it move into the recycle bin.
Scripts, prose, ditties and lines
rejected, superfluous or just don’t seem fine
Thoughts, idioms, metaphors in disharmony
chucked into the gunny
to be dumped to clear space
or to be recycled as part of another dream.
Dec 23, 2021
Dec 23, 2021 at 9:42 PM UTC
If you get over the fear of rejection,
Youre unstoppable.
Oct 7, 2021
Oct 7, 2021 at 10:47 PM UTC
I try to write from different perspectives
Think outside of my box and be more objective
Give every style of writing a chance
Be open to learning an alien dance
I appreciate effort and creativity
Even if it's subjects that for me don't come easily
I try to write and read from different perspectives
But one thing remains constant
I feel rejected
Jul 23, 2021
Jul 23, 2021 at 7:34 PM UTC
I've been lost. I've been found.
I've been up, down, and around.
I've been here. I've been there.
It feels like I've been everywhere
Without going barely anywhere at all.
I've been accepted. Rejected.
Made fun of by my peers.
But i'm here to tell you if I've made it through,
There's hope for you too.
Just breathe,
and don't be embarrassed
If you shed a few tears
May 19, 2021
May 19, 2021 at 9:11 PM UTC
there's no need to be alone
so long as someone wants you
no reason to be sad
so long as there's happiness to be had
not for you
not a need to be afraid
unless you live with your fears
one track one line, a straightaway
only left to shift the gears
not for you
this machine
this marvel of a beast
a prize itself
but not for you
Jan 12, 2021
Jan 12, 2021 at 9:37 PM UTC
I hate you for leaving. I hate me for believing.
Nov 9, 2020
Nov 9, 2020 at 6:04 AM UTC
existing in this land-sphere quite touch-and-go
when you stare for something that you hope to
when something expects to be with you
until you discern that you obtained neither
things are unreachable on your own limitation
useless is your own notion
to gain nothing is the best way out that you ever made
the excitement is just filled with none nothingness but the soreness
Nov 4, 2020
Nov 4, 2020 at 9:14 AM UTC
She faced the mirror
It said “pretty”
She faced the man
He said “beauty”
I faced the mirror
It said “empty”
I faced the man
He said “sorry”
Oct 19, 2020
Oct 19, 2020 at 9:36 PM UTC
You’ve infected that part of me
that cries when I’m alone
Now my tears are iron chains
that block me from the sun
I feel none
Oct 5, 2020
Oct 5, 2020 at 9:48 AM UTC
Tell me a lies
The way you bake those pies
Rough tongue that ties
Words into beautiful lies
These tangled thoughts
Kept me from telling truths
Oct 3, 2020
Oct 3, 2020 at 5:04 PM UTC
You the one who have ice cold heart that no other else appreciate. The wind will slowly melt it in time, when you need truly.
Oct 3, 2020
Oct 3, 2020 at 7:41 AM UTC
I hung up the phone
And collapsed into myself, sobbing
The sky was honey gold with rainbows
And the ocean was a lovely royal blue
You don’t think of me in THAT way
And I wish I didn’t too
I was crying cuz I felt myself physically lose something I had come to depend on
And
I was crying with my eyes shut to pretend nothing happened
And
I was crying over that rainy Sunday morning in the parking lot
When I couldn’t flip my skateboard like you
You held my shaky hands
So that when I thought I would fall you would be right there, your calm hands in mine, your breath on my forehead,
When I fell you fell with me,
Cuz when we go down,
We go down together,
But this time, I was falling FOR you,
Tripping over my laces for you,
Head spinning for you,
Breath catching for you,
With nobody there to catch me.
Sep 20, 2020
Sep 20, 2020 at 12:30 PM UTC
l felt like l knew you
but it was never about you
and l must have been confused
to think that l meant something to you
people change
seasons are the same
but l must have been insane
to think that this wasn't a silly game
play my heart
just as you play Fortnite
l wished to hold you one night
but you told me it just wasn't right
l loved you
something about you
that made me see only you
but now all l can say is l ******* hate you
Jun 24, 2020
Jun 24, 2020 at 1:42 AM UTC
I care not for the boxed city behind the walls
Look to the white sheeted hills where I stand
In all my emerald glory ready to release my fiery terror upon the ones who stupidly scorned
Ostrasised for my peculiarity
'Fire breathing' they shouted
'Witch' they chanted
What do they know of being different..
Nothing
My cold wet hand holds my burning-orb
Fate will release its hand on this dark dark night
Sheep to the slaughter
Sheep to the slaughter
Jun 18, 2020
Jun 18, 2020 at 3:56 PM UTC