#recurrence
More proof the organs of the body are limiters rather than perceivers:
Dementia onset grandma sees all time at once unfold to her
in the hospital
I am her grandson, son, father, and brother in scattered fragments
The brother amid a manic schizoid crisis can read
your thoughts and see auras
despite my practiced techniques of staying stonefaced and neutral
Eternal Recurrence
Is this where you want to be when YOU come back?
Numbing our faculties with drink and smoke to
forget the faults of our individuality
Unconsciously strive for death
the hallowed and forbidden no man's land of
some universal hum
Forgive all your past
because we're all faulty radios seeking to
receive that same AM static
They used to say to be like the ocean
who can take in polluted rivers, but not be polluted itself
Now the ocean's dying
We achieved an unthinkable number of polluted rivers
It's high time us kind folk dry themselves off and
stop the apocalyptic Millerites from killing us all
prematurely
We need to convince ourselves we're blameless to
grow a backbone and point a collective finger at
the selfish flimflammers we've let rule us so long
Jul 21, 2025
Jul 21, 2025 at 11:46 PM UTC
Envy
how I hate it
It makes me want to **** a man for
dreaming, for asking me to dream.
What use is it, what use have you
in dreaming, in presuming
that I am not in my very essence
capable only of glimpsing the edges
the light-limned outline of the door
leading forward
and falling back again.
May 30, 2022
May 30, 2022 at 11:34 PM UTC
heart, a softened shard
thumping deeper than itself
I insert music in my ears
Picking things, living and inanimate,
snatching from all around me;
I put reality in my pocket,
kidnapping eyes
as I build my time-armor
to crunch the kilometers
so hard to swallow
feeding the cogs of routine
daily and hourly bits of myself
Nov 5, 2018
Nov 5, 2018 at 9:59 AM UTC
I was Choke to affirmity
In a compromising stance
A course of no regrets
A desire that's undeniable
What a pleasant mood
Unquenching thirst of fun
With a Lap tempting dance
ah, An engulf emotion
But Short lived moment
Wasn't I choked by illusion
A virtual love blinded by lustful vision
An undeniable motive of wanting
Of an unquenching thirst for nudity
A portrait of seductive curvy outlook
The craving moment of deception
A fake composure of deceit
The abstruse feeling of the unreal
Behold, a regrettable nostalgic
Of a fallen memories
Of the affirmed mood
Of virtual affection
Of the past that came to hunt.
Sep 23, 2018
Sep 23, 2018 at 6:18 AM UTC
The problem is hope.
The snake eats itself and dies.
The moon eclipses the sun.
All things end.
Things begin again, first with
dust.
Our star lights the sky in flame.
The snake blinks and slithers.
The way through
Is hope.
Dec 21, 2017
Dec 21, 2017 at 5:57 AM UTC
I revisit a scene once passed
A scene that went by too fast
I unconsciously reach out
And then
Fall into a ditch of murky black.
The first fall, a fall vestigial
The second fall, a fall wistful
Wistful, for I understand
That fall was untasteful
A fall that was not down
But sidewards
Not into a shadow but
A curtain painted black
A curtain that could always
Be drawn back
That is
If you wanted to push past
The strength that you lack.
A fall is a fall
But not always a fall;
In this universe
Direction is relative,
Symptoms and disease
Are not equivalent,
However
It is up to you
To draw back the curtain.
Mar 28, 2017
Mar 28, 2017 at 11:02 PM UTC
I was where I am now
a long time before,
everything comes back
the tide of events begins anew
I have seen my future
as it resembles my past
footprints forgotten
erased by the sand of time
I live my life in circles
turning around
spinning around
but never breaking through
Jul 15, 2014
Jul 15, 2014 at 1:25 PM UTC