#rearranging
I feel
I feel it again,
this urge to sing.
Like something in me is waking up,
something I thought I lost.
I used to sing all the time.
It wasn’t just a habit, it was a dream.
I really believed I could become a musician.
But somewhere along the way, I changed.
Or maybe… I just stopped listening to that part of me.
Now I’m wondering,
can I still sing?
Or did I leave that version of myself behind?
Apr 2
Apr 2, 2026 at 4:58 PM UTC
I tried
I played Monopoly yesterday.
It felt strange, but fun.
I had debt, made mistakes…
but I learned things I can’t even fully explain yet.
And somehow, I’m okay with it.
I’m choosing to just sit with it,
because maybe that’s part of growing.
Now I want more.
I want to try new things.
I want to step outside, meet people,
be seen, not for attention, but for who I am becoming.
I want to create, because I know I’m creative.
I don’t want to hide that anymore.
I want a life I can look back on and say,
“Yeah… that was me in my late teens. I lived. I tried.”
I don’t know exactly how it will all turn out,
but I do know this,
I’m going to try.
And I’m going to give it my best.
Apr 2
Apr 2, 2026 at 4:55 PM UTC