#realthoughts
This one scared me the most.
Because it wasn't about the past.
It was present tense.
Still active.
Still running.
Still affecting everything it touches.
No closure.
No end.
Just ongoing.
And I though healing meant
that things would stop hurting.
But sometimes healing just means
you learn to function
while it still does.
––xx10m
Apr 29
Apr 29, 2026 at 11:55 AM UTC
There's no sign at first.
Just a road that slowly narrows,
options disappearing
one by one
until there's nothing left
but forward.
And then
it stops.
No warning,
no detour,
no way through.
Just silence
and the realization
that you can't keep going
no matter how badly you want to.
I sit there for a while
hands on the wheel,
like maybe if I wait long enough
the road would fix itself.
But it never does.
Dead Ends don't change,
you do.
You turn around
not because you want to,
but because you have to.
And somehow...
that feels like both "failure"
and the first "honest" step
you've taken in a long time.
–––xx10m
Apr 29
Apr 29, 2026 at 10:38 AM UTC
Depression was gained
Brains were strained
As we enter the game,
We knew it couldn’t be the same
We were supposed to be anew
But we all knew
School is only a prison
Even though we listen
We have finally risen
Speaking about the feelings
Like the red roses
Blooming in the fields
Causing healings
School has been causing friction
So I use fiction,
To stop a restriction
So I wouldn’t let the tears glisten
As school ends,
I hope for a happier time
But I can get in line
As I’m not the only one
Who has been inflicted
And restricted
Jun 10, 2021
Jun 10, 2021 at 5:56 PM UTC
although the voices in my head may not be real
i still listen to what they say , and even feel what they feel
so if you too had dreamt what iv'e dreamed
It would all be surreal
but its a nightmare, which derives from memories
life is what you make it
we all have similar tendencies
its simple mathematics
you start with parenthesis, experience the exponents
and multiply the time wasted, divide that by zero
and your in the same situation
it a numbers game in addition to the subtraction
Numbers
are the only thing go on forever, its a LimitLess attraction
Aug 22, 2014
Aug 22, 2014 at 10:03 PM UTC