#realfeelings
I had friends — but never knew why.
I laughed with them… but still felt shy.
They smiled, I smiled — but I stood apart,
They were close in distance, but far in heart.
I saw them enjoy, and I enjoyed too.
Those were moments I wish I still knew.
They were just three steps away —
Yet I felt like I had drifted astray.
It’s like they’re present,
And I became past.
We had good talks…
But they didn’t last.
I had friends.
But now they’re lost.
Jun 23, 2025
Jun 23, 2025 at 2:04 AM UTC
I never lost faith in love, I was just scared
All around me I felt the loss in the air
The spring always baffled me;
For the winter was never there
In the basket of life, I felt the dread drawing near
The anticipation was vexing for a simple guy lying bare
I lost touch with my hobbies
I lost touch with my buddies
I lost being that funny guy
Who spoke so angelic; Truly Euphoric with a good sense of that comedic relief
I lost….
Lost the confidence, lost being the player
Lost my patience and a head full of loose screws
Time healed the wound but what about the ruse?
What about those sentiments? What about the bruise?
What about those promises? What about the cruise?
I was a little negligent but, what about you?
You talk about promises but all you do is ruse.
You talk about sentiments but all you do is refuse.
You talk about amendments but all you do is bruise.
You took away the sobriety and let it all loose
You took away the honesty and you took me for a fool
All I ever wanted I was to fall in love, thought you were the muse
I never lost faith in love, I just got used like a tool
-Asher Graves
Apr 27, 2025
Apr 27, 2025 at 10:44 PM UTC
I write to u in metaphors
As if they were hieroglyphics.
A different langue that I do not speak,
But I write frequently In disguise-
Away from the moon
Where the sun doesn't want to hug the earth.
That's how I begin every day without the light.
Just a blissful word that speaks to my ears to get up.
I have wounder around in my own writings
speaking to people that I dont know.
As for the both of you
I have become more than a stranger
A distant son.
Like a needle in a hay stack.
Wondering if my lips will ever speak out my true feelings.
Figuring out rhymes without a sense of tone,
Because I have surrendered to silence.
An became death to nature.
Have I lost my heart?
Have I been blind to never open up?
I have called my feelings Hiding beneath every word.
As tears shower this paper because I have extended my vocabulary to spell out love.
An I write what my voice negates to say
"I Love both of you,
An I shall Stay
until my last living breath".
By E.R.S
Oct 16, 2018
Oct 16, 2018 at 6:59 PM UTC
I've seen changing people for money,
I've seen dithering people for money,
Its not god but,
I've seen dying people for it,
I've seen burning people in sunlight for money,
I've seen trembling people in cold for money,
It's not homer but,
I've seen destroying home for it,
I've seen changing relation for money,
I've seen surrendering people for money,
Its not diet but,
I have seen sleeping people without meal due to no money,
I've seen ashamed people for money,
I've seen running people on fire for money,
Its not food but ,
I've seen dying people form hunger due to no money,
I've seen ********** woman for money,
I've seen burning daughter-in-law for money(dowry),
Its not cloth but,
I've seen walking people without cloth due to no money,
I've seen quarreling brethren each other for money,
I've seen dancing girl on the road for money,
Its not luck. But,
I've seen changing luck from money..
Jun 4, 2017
Jun 4, 2017 at 4:56 AM UTC
I'm just going to start off with this
a fairytale that was beautiful all filled with bliss
You and I is what I miss
I miss your touch and your kiss
Perfection was never found between us
but we created it but then we fussed
I got comfortable and lazy
fueled with bitterful lust
I lied to you hurt you but where did it end?
A broken heart, tissue boxes
Love that cannot mend
To wish that I was direct
is all that I should have been
acknowledged there were problems
where else I was keen
I lost my sight of you
I lost a part of me
Thinking this was a dream
believed to have gone green.
Now that you are gone
I know that it's over
To think you and I'd come to an end
I still wish upon a four leaf clover
It was both of us
things didn't work out
nature took the course
it's not what I'm all about
I wish i'd hit send
text you what i'm thinking
but i know it'd just annoy you
the hazard lights be blinking.
I know that if this went to your phone
Our love is absolute wreckage
but I'd type backspace before you'd know it
it's just an unsent message.
Nov 16, 2015
Nov 16, 2015 at 6:41 AM UTC
She is confused about a lot of things
those things include a guy like him
There is this song she always sings
a song that tells her real feelings
He is good at denying
and she's an expert at hiding
Both of them, afraid to confess
but it doesn't make their feelings less
Eye contact is always met
and they say its part of "being friends"
mixed signals are always sent
they both wonder, is this how everything will end?
She's very tired to find a meaning
to every move he is making
He is now thinking, "what is she feeling?"
but all they want, is just a happy ending
-AA
Jul 25, 2014
Jul 25, 2014 at 10:58 PM UTC