#ravenfeels
DEAR PENPAL PEOPLE, once upon a long time ago there was too much to take:-)
once saw a scene
so mystical for the eyes to charm to sweep
got back after the longs after the years
looked again with a hope of an appeal
lips dried for the moment not the same
close my eyes escapes don't want more shame
breeze so cold for the fog to ****
the thing that made my heart on thrill
never come back no matter how brilliant
them those of the hunters stole old tastes to a different
------ravenfeels
Apr 19, 2021
Apr 19, 2021 at 3:59 PM UTC
DEAR PENPAL PEOPLE, songs can make us imagine too;]
backs of freckles
cheeks to knuckles
breathes of swallows
deep to shallows
wild of mellows
-------ravenfeels
Apr 15, 2021
Apr 15, 2021 at 8:31 PM UTC
DEAR PENPAL PEOPLE, so grateful for all this overwhelming support--this motivates me to write even more--never thought people would even indulge what I write--thank you all so much <:<:<:<:<:
again you haunt again you prey
target my dreams on hopes of disarray
you know what that I like
seem to shield my tears from nights
drunk on a hell I feel I pleasurably delight
but what I don't
that biting hungover on the following bright
------ravenfeels
Apr 14, 2021
Apr 14, 2021 at 4:25 PM UTC
DEAR PENPAL PEOPLE, you can bleed without a shed of a drop of blood:}
in surrender to the real
a shirt is torn a cut was named a deal
for the release to greed then the skins to bleed
I draw you margins a put test to bend to kneel
to the torment in the heat you shoot to feel
in there where I see
no one has a view but me
your veins of pure temper dripping in jealousy
raise in no empathy
------ravenfeels
Apr 7, 2021
Apr 7, 2021 at 6:20 PM UTC
DEAR PENPAL PEOPLE, explaining is hard:--''
search the olds
never the least
clung onto hopes I hope to cheer
drag the stick and flick them bright in chains
get the ignite and force a light for to be fight in epic
------ravenfeels
Apr 7, 2021
Apr 7, 2021 at 6:15 PM UTC
DEAR PENPAL PEOPLE, my lover is my bed;=]
chest to the bed
laying on my head
arches for the dead
they talk I know but in the air not said
-------ravenfeels
Apr 7, 2021
Apr 7, 2021 at 5:33 PM UTC
DEAR PENPAL PEOPLE, don't rush into things:\
waste before you taste
I refuse to believe the understands of this maze
or maybe I do in an unhealthy tunnel I pace
plastered on my thumb
can't hide can't delete
abandoning the louds from above even the beats
of my heart not the need
of the rhythm that I feed
of the sorrow that I plead
--------ravenfeels
Apr 6, 2021
Apr 6, 2021 at 5:31 PM UTC
DEAR PENPAL PEOPLE, I wrote that so long that I don't even remember what I meant anymore???---:
it is what it is
she used the words
traced myths on the board
then changed the tints
all over the place she wished the hints
a miraculous visit
been bet on the mere illicit
for hemispheres to plan new dragonflies bare naked fishes
------ravenfeels
Apr 6, 2021
Apr 6, 2021 at 5:26 PM UTC
DEAR PENPAL PEOPLE, let them talk---not even hearing;->
as if they talk
like to a fault they swirl to get a may
as if they walk the walk
like its not in me for this day
------ravenfeels
Apr 6, 2021
Apr 6, 2021 at 5:16 PM UTC
DEAR PENPAL PEOPLE, colors are the reason we're alive---at least for me;>
purple purple
in my mind forced hurdled
been scraped on my timeline
been worn on my curves fine
yes the archer in the water associated
stupid but for the imagination to retake it
on those eyes that looked into my defenses
affection in the caresses
of my defined tenses
rather than that of the skies illuminated on beach
or hairs on backs so hard to bleach
now I see clearly
nothing but the signs that come freely
butterflies that I hate secret narrows
walls already painted threatening arrows
already loving for them hollows
-------ravenfeels
Apr 6, 2021
Apr 6, 2021 at 5:15 PM UTC
DEAR PENPAL PEOPLE, can't make up my mind if the days of before were better than the after:]
not even the light
in the dark I don't want anymore
but the dark in the light too comes so hard on my
days of before and after
------ravenfeels
Apr 4, 2021
Apr 4, 2021 at 2:06 PM UTC
DEAR PENPAL PEOPLE, plastering a smile is torturous sometimes:\
smudge the torture and stand with pride
plaster a smile and the tears of grief you hide
cope a force and shred the cages breaking frees
rise even when the mockery spreads and the clock spits threes
change last years cape and stiffen the knife
hang just for you to get out of your strive
------ravenfeels
Apr 4, 2021
Apr 4, 2021 at 2:00 PM UTC
DEAR PENPAL PEOPLE, night or day??? :
in the late night his touch ignites a missed touch of his love
-------ravenfeels
Apr 4, 2021
Apr 4, 2021 at 1:43 PM UTC
DEAR PENPAL PEOPLE, that was the final part of this small-short-story;}
She unveiled a cashmirizing elegance to an appealing eye
She revealed her dim soul trusting the open hands
She carried her legs to the ground stepping out of her territory
She abandoned her angels and demons just to forget her fears
She tethered her sun to her moon
for that mesmerizing feeling he whispered into her ear
------ravenfeels
Apr 3, 2021
Apr 3, 2021 at 1:22 PM UTC
DEAR PENPAL PEOPLE, people are not what we want them to be:>
What makes him so intense
What makes him so mad that the clench of his jaw shapes him
What makes him so stiff that his gesture of amusement softens his infuriating rage
What makes him so confused that the irritate demeanor longs for more rather than ease
What makes him so wild that his nerves pace with tire of need
What makes him so boisterous that the favor of calmness portrays his body
That his ice breaks offering her the aspiring warm from his heat
------ravenfeels
Apr 3, 2021
Apr 3, 2021 at 1:06 PM UTC
DEAR PENPAL PEOPLE, a savior is not always a him---it can be a life situation that enlightens yours darks and guides you through the way;}
In a blink of an eye he spots her
Her captivating beauty in her damaged soul
Her reviving presence in her urge of nonexistence
Her blazing innocence in her burn lit cape
Her eye stark hidden in her dim look
Her charm in her thunder strikes
Her deprivation in her held breathes
In a blink of an eye he spots her from afar in a room of beasts
------ravenfeels
Apr 3, 2021
Apr 3, 2021 at 12:54 PM UTC
DEAR PENPAL PEOPLE, this number keeps haunting me---nice:]
spaced in faze spaced in shock
waiting for the hit of the clock upon us
jaded in here scattered in there
falling deeply into depths of despair
piles of threes and stashes in seven still unspoken fourteens
into the floors and walls of the magnificent heavens
count of one then a skip of a spree down
into curses of minutes in a bunch of twisted twenty threes
------ravenfeels
Apr 2, 2021
Apr 2, 2021 at 6:26 PM UTC
DEAR PENPAL PEOPLE, maybe we are granted the gift of falling for us to rise up stronger---never suppress what you are feeling even if it is bad---better to let go now rather than haunt you forever;>
Lost in her guiltiness she looks for peace
Lost in herself she looks for the truth
Lost in her mind she looks for a sense
Lost in her thoughts she looks for an escape
Lost in her own lands she realizes the emptiness
Then lost in her emptiness she gathers her bricks and stones
to shield up her demons into a indispensable wall
------ravenfeels
Apr 2, 2021
Apr 2, 2021 at 5:49 PM UTC
DEAR PENPAL PEOPLE, sometimes realization hits hard, like a suffocating breath:\
They broke her bones and scratched her pride
They whipped her skin and shattered her spirit
They locked her soul in her body
They stole her truth
and swept her dreams
and split her heart into a million piece
They deprived her of hope and kept her thirsty for a breath
------ravenfeels
Apr 2, 2021
Apr 2, 2021 at 4:55 PM UTC
DEAR PENPAL PEOPLE, I think my words speak for themselves;}
tired of the blinded faults
disgusted by the brutal unappreciation
manifested in the untied bonds
to **** the place and fire up the numbs
maybe ending in tons of regrets and flooded ponds
yet my indecisive conscience knows no faked up fonts
and my rage is bored of a game of prison where no fun
just please me with your silence drowned
keep me with your mouths shut down
you call me rage with no bounds
well blame yourselves for the upcoming storm and sounds
-----ravenfeels
Apr 2, 2021
Apr 2, 2021 at 1:47 PM UTC
DEAR PENPAL PEOPLE, trust is not always there for us:|
paint my portrait
with a finemet a doll
never in the heart
nor in the soul
always tainted in a jack
of a framed pretentious
unexplained miserable morg
------ravenfeels
Apr 2, 2021
Apr 2, 2021 at 1:29 PM UTC
DEAR PENPAL PEOPLE, don't pretend the innocence when you know that evidence:]
you know I'm a forest a wild sent rule crucial
scars abandoned on attached feels I call brutal
on you a ceiling too high to reach
far from the abnormals we share we teach
my sick matches your sick
your sick matches mine
it collides it ticks
burrowed from the glares of a daemon monster flare
been sold to the harsh heads
been kept at stake
the stark of shame
glosses of unhealthy addiction of reigns
no one knows nor understands us our meaning
things we used years to strive hard to achieving
rotten wolves as in our animalistic
in search of prey
a hellish nature fevered burning hate of the realistic
remind my mental
were owned by devils
not sentiments not rental
pretend the innocence when the obvious seeps
let go of the hold to grip on the recklessness that creeps
bent beats of unmeasured clefts but for the darker not the tender
a dominant number on the silent hypnotizing hummer
i ravish skins when control is no more
its hunger
shot on veins killed
****** out of blood
same as ecstasy
same as adrenaline
still racing on a flood
------ravenfeels
Apr 1, 2021
Apr 1, 2021 at 3:58 PM UTC
DEAR PENPAL PEOPLE, never and I mean ever skip a song because of a childish intro!!!LISTEN TILL THE END:>
blame me for my blind eye
hesitant on the hearing not the see it dies
blame me on the reason
my last years gone depressed season
began so dull so dumb a childish try
turns out to be so **** hard to deny
drunk on the chorus that switches its motives
its so called focus
pleasant for the ear
a fancy for the crescent defeater
one with a furious raged demeanor
on the mind a wild falling pleader
thief of previous cherry symphonious instrumental feeder
to be a runaway to the arrogant feels a betrayal
when it absolutely sways the Venuses to the ultimate portrayal
to be so precious a part in the hallway gone crazy gone jealous
to be so malefic in the addicting becoming a bit waste of the Chellos
to be so lonely on the glared faults
on the failed dreams of filling constant thoughts
repressed upon charmed up lingering past fonts
plastered on the admit
flustered on the submit
a fine line between
some
savior a haven an unknown felon
some
killer a torturer soured up lemon
------ravenfeels
Apr 2, 2021
Apr 2, 2021 at 12:31 PM UTC