#quietthoughts
There is a strange distance in me.
I avoid birthdays,
weddings,
funerals,
crowded rooms
full of overlapping voices.
Yet somehow
I still love watching people celebrate.
I like the warmth of gatherings
from the edges of them.
The distant laughter.
The lights.
The feeling of lives intertwining.
I love the idea of weddings
more than attending them.
Love remembering birthdays,
sending thoughtful gifts,
quietly caring from afar.
Maybe I was never meant
to stand at the center of things.
Only to admire
how beautifully human beings
find each other
despite all the noise.
May 22
May 22, 2026 at 8:16 AM UTC
to the thoughts
that stayed longer than they should,
that echoed louder
than they were meant to—
Bon voyage.
i am learning
not every storm arrives
to destroy.
flowers remind us
why the rain was so necessary.
Apr 5
Apr 5, 2026 at 12:30 AM UTC
I know you are having
a hard time coping
but hiding inside
and cutting our ties
and avoiding
only makes you immature
by the rules of our societies
Let me instead,
make up for your loss
for the loss of thyself
is more unfortunate than any loss
Mar 30
Mar 30, 2026 at 12:46 AM UTC
(An ordinary receipt, doing a better job of keeping track of my life than I do.)
I found it by accident –
a small, crumpled record
of a day I apparently lived
without noticing.
It listed nothing remarkable:
coffee, bread,
a moment I must have walked through
on my way to somewhere else.
It had the date,
the time,
even the cashier’s name –
someone who greeted me
with a politeness
I must have returned
without thinking.
The total was modest.
The moment even more so.
Yet here it was,
surviving longer
than whatever thought
I was having at the time.
A thin strip of paper,
keeping better records
than my memory ever bothered to keep.
It knows the hour
I stood in a line,
the exact cost
of an ordinary afternoon.
Meanwhile I was thinking
about something else entirely –
tomorrow, perhaps,
or some small worry
that has already dissolved.
The receipt remembers
with perfect patience.
I’ve already forgotten the afternoon.
But the receipt
still knows
exactly
when it happened.
Mar 16
Mar 16, 2026 at 1:46 PM UTC
Some mornings open clear,
the kind of sky that makes you believe
in uncomplicated days.
Thoughts move easily,
like birds that know exactly
where the warm air rises.
Other mornings
a name drifts in
like a small, persistent cloud
that forgot it had somewhere else to be.
It doesn’t storm.
It doesn’t darken the room.
It simply occupies a corner of the sky—
a quiet weather pattern
I’ve learned not to argue with.
By noon
the usual winds arrive:
errands, emails,
the steady friction of ordinary hours.
The cloud shifts toward the edges,
thinner now,
though still present.
Evening makes it visible again.
When the kettle clicks
and the apartment settles
into its soft, familiar creaks,
the mind clears enough
to notice what never quite left.
I used to think
the sky should obey me.
But weather has its own patience.
So I let the cloud drift,
let it thin,
let it pass through the open air of thought
at its unhurried pace.
And on the days
when the sky stays clear
from morning to night,
I simply look up
and accept the blue.
Weather passes.
Even inside a mind.
Mar 7
Mar 7, 2026 at 6:11 AM UTC
I celebrate my life,
joyful, alive,
while the clock keeps moving.
Could it spare me some extra time?
Yet, I pause and look around.
The room is full—
happy faces everywhere.
On this cheerful earth,
my heart holds a stone.
In the sudden silence,
I fear I will end up alone.
One moment,
it is a milestone.
The next,
I am sitting on my own.
Caught in a flash of awareness,
I beg the universe:
“Please hold the time.”
But, the clock keeps moving—
could it please spare me
some extra time?
Feb 25
Feb 25, 2026 at 10:06 AM UTC
Feeling like a short piece—most
days I’m piecing myself back into
myself.
Healing small holes like a recent
piercing— recently sent…waiting
for the word; that feeling of being
Delivered.
I live between scenes—
the entertainment of play
I am a short piece, not broken—
not unfinished, just an interlude.
Feb 23
Feb 23, 2026 at 4:37 PM UTC
No longer looking at faces
Faces bring worry
Thoughts
Puzzles I don’t want to solve
Shoes move with time
Different shoes
Constantly moving
No puzzles
No questions
Just paths
Different paths
Unique paths
No judgment
Just shoes
Feb 18
Feb 18, 2026 at 4:27 PM UTC
The scratching of a pen
The turning of pages
Contemplative whispers
Imagination churning
Creating new worlds
Creating new sounds
Creating new everything
Hope can be found
We have not
The power of Angels
Try as we might
To replicate it
Building up dreams
Building a home
Building from fire
Ash and smoke
The scratching of a pen
The turning of pages
Contemplative whispers
Imagination...
~Everlasting~
Jan 22
Jan 22, 2026 at 5:33 AM UTC
You call it distance.
I call it silence.
We both pretend it’s fine—
will time smooth the edges
and leave nothing left to say?
Will the cracks weld together
while the silence still remains?
How did a friendship break between us
so quickly after it was made?
I tell myself not to care.
You probably do the same.
Should I try to repair this—
or should I stay away?
I wait for silence to speak first.
A little hope remains.
Maybe it never will.
Maybe I’ll just fade away.
Dec 26, 2025
Dec 26, 2025 at 4:36 PM UTC
When you sit with your thoughts
Your feelings get lost,
Perhaps bottled up
Far from the world’ reach
But even for you
It’s too far to see
You ask yourself
“How much can stay-
Besides of me?”
The answer shall come
Soon enough
Because the moment you lay-
Wide awake,
You’ll feel those feelings
Like a heavy weight.
Jul 5, 2025
Jul 5, 2025 at 2:53 AM UTC