#punches
If I'm worth the fight,
then I can take a hit.
It isn't whether I win,
it's if I refuse to quit.
That's funny, because just wait,
for about 24 hours.
Where I'll gain the tremors,
but lose uncertain power.
An inner conflict is my battle,
but one I don't think ends.
Should I be authentically useless?
There's a home I could transcend.
I could ascend upon my limits,
I'm a king to every kind of thinking.
I control my darkness,
in the rapid form of blinking.
Open, close, open, close,
My fists could match the sides.
They're knocking on my skull,
of course I'm gonna abide.
I lost purpose when I dropped value,
when nothing stopped me from the pain.
if all I give to the world is anger,
why shouldn't I receive the same??
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Dec 23, 2018
Dec 23, 2018 at 9:45 PM UTC
if you act perfectly happy for too long
a darkness will grow inside you
and will spill like blood.
regrets, screams
things you wanted to say
things you wanted to do
all the hits you took
which led to all the punches you pulled.
as your thinned heartstrings
finally snap,
you will too
and your fire will burn the world alive.
Jun 25, 2018
Jun 25, 2018 at 8:34 PM UTC
Written by Diana Garcia
My brain waves are like a storm
I wish i could sit in silence
I wish i wasnt so ******* torn
I tried to understand you but whats the use
it's my turn to talk but will you listen?
When you look at me what do you see
Your daughter, your sister or am I the punching bag that youve been missin'?
let me show you the scars you gave me
those wonderful gifts
that keep me up at night
the reoccurring hate
those angry tears.
All the times i went hungry
cause i refused to come home for years.
Over and over again i was told.
Theres nobody to blame other than myself.
YES! cause it is I who but my well being up on the shelf.
Ive checked out, to this i do admit.
I am numb and I simply exist.
How can I love, hate, or any of those words in the adjective list
when all I know is how to roll with the punches, how to roll with waves in the stormy ocean with all these god **** dusty emotions..
Oct 24, 2017
Oct 24, 2017 at 8:22 PM UTC
Who's in senses
and who's not
Who's more egoist
and who's bigger insane
Both are hateable
but I can't say that
The home is toxic
but I have to breathe
Environment is killing
but I have to live
Live in silence
ready for more punches
No other way
just be patient
Can't take stand
against my own assets
Apr 17, 2017
Apr 17, 2017 at 11:14 AM UTC
i threw my past at you,
thinking you'd understand,
because pain is relative, and
i knew you got that much
but whats been thrown at me,
be it punches, or knives, or
you and
your words
i guess i just put more
trust in the thought
that you'd think more like me and
you'd, for once, have sympathy.
Jul 6, 2015
Jul 6, 2015 at 2:16 AM UTC
Times are changing
Better role with the punches
Or get out of line.
I think maybe I'll take
Some help this time.
Some say it's greener.
Well, it was greener on the other side.
Fertilized with pride.
With jealousy, contempt, and glamour
Lies and hypocrisy. All without honor.
Spread on those fields so crisp and clean.
But there's so much more
That went unseen.
So cheer up darlin
It's a New day coming.
Lets go on home
Throw that dog her bone
And start over.
Times are changing
Better get out when you still can
Realizing pride is one thing that
Will make you fall harder, but
Can make you stand taller.
Don't be afraid to start again.
Aug 16, 2014
Aug 16, 2014 at 2:13 PM UTC