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To trust, Let people in, Relationships. That's what he said. That psycologist with Grey hair Thinning, Just like my relationships. Lonely, hating, loathing myself, Pain being controlled by addictions, Shame, My same shame increases the circles, Addictions, Running circles in my head-- Wanting to draw circles with a knife. STOP THINKING. My circles of friends growing smaller, Isolate as the weather becomes cold, My heart, iced, caged, No trust, no love. No one could love me anyway. Right? Wrong way thinking through this thick head Makes it worse. Wearing through my thin soul, This pain, pleasure? No. Run run away from this, Soles of my shoes thining, Just like the grey hair-- The psychologist's head. Trust, love, relationships. No shame in mistakes. Let people in? I always thought I never needed that.
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Oct 19, 2015
Oct 19, 2015 at 4:28 PM UTC
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The Lecture
To trust, Let people in, Relationships. That's what he said. That psycologist with Grey hair Thinning, Just like my relationships. Lonely, hating, loathing myself, Pain being controlled by addictions, Shame, My same shame increases the circles, Addictions, Running circles in my head-- Wanting to draw circles with a knife. STOP THINKING. My circles of friends growing smaller, Isolate as the weather becomes cold, My heart, iced, caged, No trust, no love. No one could love me anyway. Right? Wrong way thinking through this thick head Makes it worse. Wearing through my thin soul, This pain, pleasure? No. Run run away from this, Soles of my shoes thining, Just like the grey hair-- The psychologist's head. Trust, love, relationships. No shame in mistakes. Let people in? I always thought I never needed that.
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