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Children fall often because they are looking up at the world around them, not at where they’re stepping. Their knees scraped on concrete, tears drying into salt on small cheeks. A teacher crouches beside them, hands gentle, voice quiet. "You have to watch where you’re going, sweetheart." And the child nods, solemn and small, believing that the worst thing that could happen to them is a fall. But the world changes shape around them. The floors become tiled, the doors heavier, the air thicker with warnings. Now, children fall not from clumsiness but from the speed at which a gunshot travels. The lessons they learn are no longer about letters or planets or how to apologize when you hurt someone’s feelings. They are about how to stay silent in the dark, how to hide behind desks, how to make themselves invisible. A siren is the new bell. A text to a parent, I love you, is the new prayer. Somewhere, a teacher holds the door shut with their whole body. Somewhere, a child counts to ten and doesn’t make it past five. The story repeats itself across states, across years, across headlines that blur into one another like a collective national stutter. Each one begins the same: It was an ordinary day. Each one ends the same: They never saw it coming. And between those two sentences is everything: the way parents stand behind yellow tape, trembling; the way backpacks are lined up in neat, lonely rows; the way a classroom can turn from a place of learning into a place of mourning in the time it takes a trigger to be pulled. We say thoughts and prayers like an incantation, a ritual for the living to comfort the dead. We raise flags, lower them, and raise them again, as if the metal pole could hold the weight of all these children’s names. And through it all, the world insists it is protecting itself. The adults look up at a blood-stained flag, at an amendment, at a gleaming metal idol they call freedom, while the children keep falling. We arm ourselves against ghosts while becoming them. We swear it’s about safety, but the safes are full of bullets and the schools are full of fear. I once heard a man say, "It’s not the guns, it’s the people." And I wanted to ask him, "then why are the people gone and the guns still here?" There’s a boy who used to draw superheroes in crayon, now immortalized in a mural holding a paper shield. There’s a girl who wanted to be a nurse, her photo smiling from a vigil lit by battery-powered candles that flicker like trapped fireflies. There’s a mother who still sets a plate at dinner, unable to stop feeding a ghost. And then there are the survivors, the ones who don’t fall, not yet. They grow up walking carefully, eyes fixed on the ground. They learn to fear loud noises, crowded places, memories that sound like gunfire. Some of them pick up pens, others microphones, others guns of their own. Some vow to change the world; some can’t stand to look at it. Because how do you grow up in a country that taught you to duck before it taught you to dance? Children fall often because they are looking up at the world around them, not at where they’re stepping. But now, the world around them keeps reloading; and the children are falling because the ground is littered with bullets and bodies.
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Apr 7
Apr 7, 2026 at 3:34 AM UTC
- Children Fall Often -
Children fall often because they are looking up at the world around them, not at where they’re stepping. Their knees scraped on concrete, tears drying into salt on small cheeks. A teacher crouches beside them, hands gentle, voice quiet. "You have to watch where you’re going, sweetheart." And the child nods, solemn and small, believing that the worst thing that could happen to them is a fall. But the world changes shape around them. The floors become tiled, the doors heavier, the air thicker with warnings. Now, children fall not from clumsiness but from the speed at which a gunshot travels. The lessons they learn are no longer about letters or planets or how to apologize when you hurt someone’s feelings. They are about how to stay silent in the dark, how to hide behind desks, how to make themselves invisible. A siren is the new bell. A text to a parent, I love you, is the new prayer. Somewhere, a teacher holds the door shut with their whole body. Somewhere, a child counts to ten and doesn’t make it past five. The story repeats itself across states, across years, across headlines that blur into one another like a collective national stutter. Each one begins the same: It was an ordinary day. Each one ends the same: They never saw it coming. And between those two sentences is everything: the way parents stand behind yellow tape, trembling; the way backpacks are lined up in neat, lonely rows; the way a classroom can turn from a place of learning into a place of mourning in the time it takes a trigger to be pulled. We say thoughts and prayers like an incantation, a ritual for the living to comfort the dead. We raise flags, lower them, and raise them again, as if the metal pole could hold the weight of all these children’s names. And through it all, the world insists it is protecting itself. The adults look up at a blood-stained flag, at an amendment, at a gleaming metal idol they call freedom, while the children keep falling. We arm ourselves against ghosts while becoming them. We swear it’s about safety, but the safes are full of bullets and the schools are full of fear. I once heard a man say, "It’s not the guns, it’s the people." And I wanted to ask him, "then why are the people gone and the guns still here?" There’s a boy who used to draw superheroes in crayon, now immortalized in a mural holding a paper shield. There’s a girl who wanted to be a nurse, her photo smiling from a vigil lit by battery-powered candles that flicker like trapped fireflies. There’s a mother who still sets a plate at dinner, unable to stop feeding a ghost. And then there are the survivors, the ones who don’t fall, not yet. They grow up walking carefully, eyes fixed on the ground. They learn to fear loud noises, crowded places, memories that sound like gunfire. Some of them pick up pens, others microphones, others guns of their own. Some vow to change the world; some can’t stand to look at it. Because how do you grow up in a country that taught you to duck before it taught you to dance? Children fall often because they are looking up at the world around them, not at where they’re stepping. But now, the world around them keeps reloading; and the children are falling because the ground is littered with bullets and bodies.
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Read it! They. Set You. Up. The family that I am “dreaming of”; I got you; in a sense. You know; family is forever and you have my forgiveness. It is kind-of comical in the end… Because this rift—always surrounding me. Although, I may not “agree” with some things; We can “agree to disagree”. But “don’t blame the person; blame the party”, Or, whomever authoritarian “redacted documents”. …Did, anyone, think that this charade Would “go-on forever-ver-ver-ver-ver…?" They’ve “got EVERYONE”. It’s. Not. Only. You. KNOW THIS. [I am non-compliant. I do not sign any paperwork.] ©2026Ellen Finn
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Jan 30
Jan 30, 2026 at 2:36 AM UTC
Black and White: A PSA to My Family
“If I die young”, Know this for certain: I Love. Life. AND, To a certain extent, I have loved the life that I have lived. There are no-more Of “those days” for me; “Those days”, being, my not being certain that “I want to Live and Let Live”. If I conspire; Against those “less fortunate”, Then, know, that my dying day WILL ONLY BE The day that I “die old; in my bed”. ©2026Ellen Finn
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Jan 30
Jan 30, 2026 at 4:04 AM UTC
"The Titanic Files" and My Demise
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May 5, 2025
May 5, 2025 at 7:30 PM UTC
This is a test.
i hate pedophiles. i don't care what you want to deem yourself as, if you're attracted to a minor of any sort, you're a ******* **** you always will be. don't even try to change it. you're hurting literal children. doesn't even matter if they're a teenager. neither does gender. you are traumatizing a literal child. they'll look back on you and think, "wow. that really changed me, and for the worst." if you get off to **** you're an awful human being. you are literal **** you like to watch people be hurt like that? maybe it takes an experience like that to change your views. maybe it takes actually being ***** to understand. it changes you forever and leaves so much pain. mentally and physically. the damage cannot be undone, no matter how long it is after. you think i ENJOYED being ignored when i said no? you think ****** assault is just a cute little fetish? **** off. do whatever it takes to never speak to any victims. you'll probably jack off to it later. when someone tells you their pronouns, do the world a favor and RESPECT that. if this person is trans, don't call them by their dead name. don't call them the opposite pronouns of what they want to be called. it's awful. gender dysphoria eats me alive every ******* day, and you can't take time to even think about how that weighs me down? i want to **** myself on a regular basis because i just don't feel right anymore. my binder doesn't even help sometimes. i look at myself and i know i'm just wrong. wrong body. wrong EVERYTHING. i don't like getting made fun of. being trans/non-binary/whatever you are isn't some cute little trend or a choice. stop fetishizing trans men. and trans women too! trans MEN (key word, MEN) aren't some cute little uwu soft boys. we aren't something you can just play with. trans women aren't "sissies" and most certainly are not trans just for your pleasure. as a trans man, i know how it feels to be fetishized. i am a man. you can't just make someone "not trans". calling them their dead name/dead pronouns to change anything. nothing will change the absolute torment they experience on a daily basis. as bad as it sounds, we can't help but suffer. gender dysphoria is a curse. understand that. i'm 15. i'm a trans male. i'm not your toy.
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Sep 8, 2020
Sep 8, 2020 at 5:37 AM UTC
PSA !!!
i hate pedophiles. i don't care what you want to deem yourself as, if you're attracted to a minor of any sort, you're a ******* **** you always will be. don't even try to change it. you're hurting literal children. doesn't even matter if they're a teenager. neither does gender. you are traumatizing a literal child. they'll look back on you and think, "wow. that really changed me, and for the worst." if you get off to **** you're an awful human being. you are literal **** you like to watch people be hurt like that? maybe it takes an experience like that to change your views. maybe it takes actually being ***** to understand. it changes you forever and leaves so much pain. mentally and physically. the damage cannot be undone, no matter how long it is after. you think i ENJOYED being ignored when i said no? you think ****** assault is just a cute little fetish? **** off. do whatever it takes to never speak to any victims. you'll probably jack off to it later. when someone tells you their pronouns, do the world a favor and RESPECT that. if this person is trans, don't call them by their dead name. don't call them the opposite pronouns of what they want to be called. it's awful. gender dysphoria eats me alive every ******* day, and you can't take time to even think about how that weighs me down? i want to **** myself on a regular basis because i just don't feel right anymore. my binder doesn't even help sometimes. i look at myself and i know i'm just wrong. wrong body. wrong EVERYTHING. i don't like getting made fun of. being trans/non-binary/whatever you are isn't some cute little trend or a choice. stop fetishizing trans men. and trans women too! trans MEN (key word, MEN) aren't some cute little uwu soft boys. we aren't something you can just play with. trans women aren't "sissies" and most certainly are not trans just for your pleasure. as a trans man, i know how it feels to be fetishized. i am a man. you can't just make someone "not trans". calling them their dead name/dead pronouns to change anything. nothing will change the absolute torment they experience on a daily basis. as bad as it sounds, we can't help but suffer. gender dysphoria is a curse. understand that. i'm 15. i'm a trans male. i'm not your toy.
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so, my poems are in no way actually good. I know that. But, if you have any interest in brutally honest metaphors, please follow me or just like something or leave a comment. They make me happy so please just leave something to let me know that I should even keep writing. Just leave a smile in the comments on a poem or on a poem you even remotely tolerated. That would help me I think. So, you by no means have to, you can just ignore this if you want to. But it would mean so much to me. Also, if you have any advise I'm always open to notes.
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Mar 4, 2020
Mar 4, 2020 at 12:16 PM UTC
Hey, a PSA
I found a cockroach crawling in your soup I say so suddenly "What are we ever going to do?" and when I turn I've seen you have become a cockroach too
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May 6, 2019
May 6, 2019 at 9:28 AM UTC
PSA
Today, I shared a post on Facebook. It explained that manipulating someone into having *** with you is a form of **** To the ex-classmate of mine who thought it was okay to post a meme with the tagline, "Regretting consensual *** isn't **** in response to my own post: Not only are you are a perpetrator of **** culture, you act as though **** is some sort of joke. You think victims "cry" **** like the boy who cried wolf, that their traumas are fabricated, cheap shots to seek revenge against impotent lovers and unfortunate one night stands. Being manipulated into engaging in any sort of ****** activity does not equate consent; because to manipulate is to unjustly coerce someone to submit to another. Consent is not the enigma society makes it out to be; really, it's quite simple. Did they say yes? I'm not asking if they said no-- that's irrelevant. Did they say yes? The fact that one individual feels the need to manipulate someone else into having *** with them implies that someone else didn't want to have *** in the first place. Guess what? If someone doesn't want to engage sexually with another person, then that is not consent, and just as **** can be imposed physically, it can also be imposed mentally and emotionally. So there you have it, ex-classmate of mine-- you've said your piece, and I have every right to follow suit. you are remarkably disgusting. And I'll be ******* ****** if I sit around twiddling my thumbs, scrolling through Facebook mindlessly, while you belittle victims of **** for the purpose of your own amusement. Thanks for coming to my Ted Talk, *** hat.
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Apr 19, 2019
Apr 19, 2019 at 6:49 PM UTC
PSA: **** Ignorant Little Boy
Today, I shared a post on Facebook. It explained that manipulating someone into having *** with you is a form of **** To the ex-classmate of mine who thought it was okay to post a meme with the tagline, "Regretting consensual *** isn't **** in response to my own post: Not only are you are a perpetrator of **** culture, you act as though **** is some sort of joke. You think victims "cry" **** like the boy who cried wolf, that their traumas are fabricated, cheap shots to seek revenge against impotent lovers and unfortunate one night stands. Being manipulated into engaging in any sort of ****** activity does not equate consent; because to manipulate is to unjustly coerce someone to submit to another. Consent is not the enigma society makes it out to be; really, it's quite simple. Did they say yes? I'm not asking if they said no-- that's irrelevant. Did they say yes? The fact that one individual feels the need to manipulate someone else into having *** with them implies that someone else didn't want to have *** in the first place. Guess what? If someone doesn't want to engage sexually with another person, then that is not consent, and just as **** can be imposed physically, it can also be imposed mentally and emotionally. So there you have it, ex-classmate of mine-- you've said your piece, and I have every right to follow suit. you are remarkably disgusting. And I'll be ******* ****** if I sit around twiddling my thumbs, scrolling through Facebook mindlessly, while you belittle victims of **** for the purpose of your own amusement. Thanks for coming to my Ted Talk, *** hat.
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One time I had a flower Planted in my room I gave it all the love and time That it needed to bloom I watered that flower everyday Gave it lots sun But after a while work got boring And it wasn't fun And so I left the flower Dying on its own Withered petals scatter around Because I left it alone So next time you get bored of someone Think before you do Because flowers need love to grow And people need it too.
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Jul 11, 2018
Jul 11, 2018 at 11:01 AM UTC
People need it too
I eat ***
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Mar 20, 2018
Mar 20, 2018 at 9:08 AM UTC
Tuesday
Lies and deceit, it's all around me Lies and deceptions, two bad surroundings I see no point, I see no end Those are enemies, who I thought were friends. I see and hear it, find it hard to believe They don't want any good, but only to deceive I don't know who to trust, everyone's a target The things they'll do it’s hard to forget Deceit and deception, over and over The chances of good friend, like a four leaf clover Be careful of personas or alters unknown Hidden behind a profile not wearing perfume but rather cologne
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Nov 18, 2017
Nov 18, 2017 at 10:42 AM UTC
Alter Egos
last night i was told that if i was truly ***** i wouldnt be “dressing like a **** - after you are touched by another person, they leave an invisible trace in your mind and on your body. that is not your fault. it takes roughly seven years for the cells in your body to replace themselves. the past year has been spent in a state of hate filled dysphoria, and i refuse to allow him to claim any more of that time. my cells are in a state of rebirth, and i am patient with them. unlike most **** victims, i have begun to learn to love my body. it is not my body’s fault that it was too weak to push him off of it. my body did not ask him to **** it, it specifically told him not to. in six years, i will have a body that he did not touch. i am still affected by what happened, but i have accepted that it is not my fault.
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Nov 15, 2017
Nov 15, 2017 at 9:06 PM UTC
// this is about loving myself
*************************************************************************** * PSA: Poetic Service Announcement - written 05/01/2017 * * Please feel free to share with established and future * authors on FB. *************************************************************************** . One of the toughest decisions, an author has to make, is the selection of a reliable publisher. With more than six months of personal experience, I have painfully learned that PBP (Published By Parables, headed by John Jeffries) is NOT one of them. For decades, I’ve listened to ministers tell me that “Mediocrity is not a hallmark of Christianity; it’s halfway between success and failure.”; and yet, the shoddy workmanship of transforming my manuscript into a usable PDF (that would produce the book) failed to even reach the level of mediocrity. I extend an apology to those, to whom a premature recommendation of PBP was given by me. Don’t repeat my mistake! Please. You’ll be grateful and thankful for heeding my warning. . This company engages in deceptive practices and doesn’t operate with complete transparency. For example, it advertises that it will publish your book for free. While this is technically true, you will have to make an initial payment of $185; $35.00 for the copyright and the $150.00 for the ISBN-Barcode. In addition, John will subtlety lecture you, regarding why he won’t cover this expense and why you should. . Before I began writing poetry seriously, I acquired 30 years of IT experience and 20 years of desktop publishing experience; so I understand conceptual ideas, the need for high standards and the importance of having a solid, but flexible framework. In addition, I was taught the criticality of working with a mindset of excellence- a topic taught by most ministers. One example is Titus 2:7-9, which states: In all things shewing thyself a pattern of good works: in doctrine shewing uncorruptness, gravity, sincerity, sound speech, that cannot be condemned; that he that is of the contrary part may be ashamed, having no evil thing to say of you. . Computer templates, used in today’s bookmaking operations, are not meant to be static; rather they set an initial foundation from which work can begin. Given the style of my writing, PBP had agreed to modify the template being used, as to minimize the impact of my having to change my writing to accommodate the shortcomings of said template. I understood that this would possibly extend the timeframe to get my book constructed. I was okay with this and never rushed PBP in its efforts. . With each iteration of manuscript changes, new random and unexpected problems began to appear; so I was blamed my project’s lack of progress, since the errors arose from PBP’s ongoing modification of my manuscript’s template. It’s unimportant to realize that ALL modifications to the template were made solely by PBP. PBP never reviewed an updated PDF before sending it to me; therefore, it became my responsibility to identify issues that resulted from the technical incompetence of PBP. So what if titles lost their boldface attribute, while the text of poems were inadvertently made boldface. So what if poems were displayed to the left of the left-hand margin, pages numbers were lost, or randomly displayed in boldface, or that page headers would be missing or cut in half- it was my fault for desiring a template customized to meet my personal need. So what if the page numbers were corrupted within my index of poems, from PBP inserting new pages into the beginning of my manuscript. So what if I was concerned that the index’s format was changed from the way I desired. Stuff happens and I need not concern myself over such details. Apparently I was delusional in thinking that I was responsible for the vision of my new book. . And if that wasn’t enough fun, PBP would ignore some of my changes, such as inserting the occasional blank line, as well as making unauthorized modifications that included adding, replacing and deleting PBP graphics. One graphic I was fond of, PBP removed because its intended purpose is meant for “internal company use only”. Guess I’m just an unruly rebel for wanting to use it. Since he originally inserted it into my PDF, using it must have been initially okay. This incident is one of many that shows John’s lack of attention to detail. . In addition, I was unreasonable for wanting my legal name displayed properly (so I can differentiate myself from the other “Joe Breunigs”; no offense guys!) That correction alone took John SIX MONTHS to address; my book’s title also created angst for PBP, since it contained an ellipsis. Twice I e-mailed instructions on how to insert one because he misplaced/lost the first correspondence. And so I was unreasonable once more, since his option of using three consecutive periods was deemed unacceptable by me. An ellipsis is my favorite punctuation mark; if he couldn’t handle my previous instructions, he could have COPIED IT DIRECTLY FROM MY MANUSCRIPT. . John constantly complained about updating the template and the slow iterative process of making my book. At one point, John made the remark of how he had published two other titles during the timeframe my book was being worked on. As Christians, we get in trouble when we compare ourselves to others, since everyone’s journey is unique. So it’s clear that PBP’s intent was to manipulate me into feeling bad, regarding PBP’s lack of progress. Supposedly I was out of line for suggesting that he remember James 1:2-3, which teaches us: My brethren, count it all joy when ye fall into divers temptations; knowing this, that the trying of your faith worketh patience. In discussions with PBP, I indicated that I have 15 complete and unpublished manuscripts of poetry. In addition, I stated that we would have the most hiccups during the creation of my first PBP, since we had no experience working together. Nor did PBP understand that this process of creating a personalized template for my work would save time during the construction of future titles- both for me and other poets. Should I apologize for forward thinking? . Given the problems I was forced to face, doubt became evident in my selection of PBP; so I decided to ask more questions, to step up due diligence on my end; NONE of my follow-up questions were ANSWERED. I had the audacity to ask for a contract, how much I could expect to earn per copy sold, why PBP didn’t request my SSN and other questions of concern. I wanted to understand how to stop PBP from making unwanted changes or ignoring the ones I desired. One would like to think that a publisher would be appreciative of a proactive author, seeing that I have one title already. At one point, I had the false hope that my book could be completed by December 2016, but not in time for Christmas. Now we’re into May 2017. . Nor was I ever allowed to see the prepared book cover- FOR MY BOOK! I was informed that I couldn’t be allowed to see it because the image MAY need to be re-sized. IMO, this is a ridiculous excuse. Since I never saw the cover, I was unable to either review it (for mistakes) or critique it. Supposedly the cover was made three months earlier; since I’ve not seen it, I must assume that PBP is not lying to me. And it was crazy of me to imagine using the graphic (OF MY BOOK) as a marketing tool to create excitement and interest in my latest title or possibly generate pre-order sales. When a publisher intentional decides to play games like this, does anyone else see this issue as a “Red Flag”? . Caught between his impatience, unrepentant attitude and ability to be easily offended, John refused to apologize for his technical ineptitude and unwillingness to press forward; instead he chose to hide behind his spiritual authority (which I do not fall under); he essentially demanded that only I had the onus of forgiving him. After a weak and failed attempt to bully me into accepting substandard work, he later announced that he was quitting my project. In a phony letter of apology, John even implied that I needed to accept responsibility for the failure to get this book made, since I HAD CONTACTED PBP. In addition, he reiterated that PBP is a ministry; if that’s true, then why didn’t he demonstrate patience, perseverance and humility towards me or ensure quality of effort… as unto The Lord? Should PBP want to dispute my account, John should be reminded that I’ve retained a copy of various PDF iterations of my unmade book with the aforementioned issues. . I took no pleasure in composing this PSA, but felt that it was my duty, to share my poor experience in dealing with a difficult publisher, to my writing communities. This notification could have been prevented, if John had repented, swallowed his pride and pushed forward to get my books made. Instead he chose to become an irrelevant part of my journey as an author, which is sad, since he acknowledged that I have a gift for writing poetry. IMHO, we the writing community, must be willing to stand up to publishers, since the responsibility (of the vision for our books) lies with us. We should be able to freely ask questions and have templates modified to suit the individuality of our books. Let your voice and concerns be heard. Please share this message with the writers you personally know. We should not be forced to accept shoddy work! John can be reached on FB at https://www.facebook.com/john.jeffries.33; the PBP website can be found by searching its full name. Please feel free to share this PSA on John’s page, so he understand the ramifications of his actions. .
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May 5, 2017
May 5, 2017 at 7:24 AM UTC
PSA: Poetic Service Announcement
*************************************************************************** * PSA: Poetic Service Announcement - written 05/01/2017 * * Please feel free to share with established and future * authors on FB. *************************************************************************** . One of the toughest decisions, an author has to make, is the selection of a reliable publisher. With more than six months of personal experience, I have painfully learned that PBP (Published By Parables, headed by John Jeffries) is NOT one of them. For decades, I’ve listened to ministers tell me that “Mediocrity is not a hallmark of Christianity; it’s halfway between success and failure.”; and yet, the shoddy workmanship of transforming my manuscript into a usable PDF (that would produce the book) failed to even reach the level of mediocrity. I extend an apology to those, to whom a premature recommendation of PBP was given by me. Don’t repeat my mistake! Please. You’ll be grateful and thankful for heeding my warning. . This company engages in deceptive practices and doesn’t operate with complete transparency. For example, it advertises that it will publish your book for free. While this is technically true, you will have to make an initial payment of $185; $35.00 for the copyright and the $150.00 for the ISBN-Barcode. In addition, John will subtlety lecture you, regarding why he won’t cover this expense and why you should. . Before I began writing poetry seriously, I acquired 30 years of IT experience and 20 years of desktop publishing experience; so I understand conceptual ideas, the need for high standards and the importance of having a solid, but flexible framework. In addition, I was taught the criticality of working with a mindset of excellence- a topic taught by most ministers. One example is Titus 2:7-9, which states: In all things shewing thyself a pattern of good works: in doctrine shewing uncorruptness, gravity, sincerity, sound speech, that cannot be condemned; that he that is of the contrary part may be ashamed, having no evil thing to say of you. . Computer templates, used in today’s bookmaking operations, are not meant to be static; rather they set an initial foundation from which work can begin. Given the style of my writing, PBP had agreed to modify the template being used, as to minimize the impact of my having to change my writing to accommodate the shortcomings of said template. I understood that this would possibly extend the timeframe to get my book constructed. I was okay with this and never rushed PBP in its efforts. . With each iteration of manuscript changes, new random and unexpected problems began to appear; so I was blamed my project’s lack of progress, since the errors arose from PBP’s ongoing modification of my manuscript’s template. It’s unimportant to realize that ALL modifications to the template were made solely by PBP. PBP never reviewed an updated PDF before sending it to me; therefore, it became my responsibility to identify issues that resulted from the technical incompetence of PBP. So what if titles lost their boldface attribute, while the text of poems were inadvertently made boldface. So what if poems were displayed to the left of the left-hand margin, pages numbers were lost, or randomly displayed in boldface, or that page headers would be missing or cut in half- it was my fault for desiring a template customized to meet my personal need. So what if the page numbers were corrupted within my index of poems, from PBP inserting new pages into the beginning of my manuscript. So what if I was concerned that the index’s format was changed from the way I desired. Stuff happens and I need not concern myself over such details. Apparently I was delusional in thinking that I was responsible for the vision of my new book. . And if that wasn’t enough fun, PBP would ignore some of my changes, such as inserting the occasional blank line, as well as making unauthorized modifications that included adding, replacing and deleting PBP graphics. One graphic I was fond of, PBP removed because its intended purpose is meant for “internal company use only”. Guess I’m just an unruly rebel for wanting to use it. Since he originally inserted it into my PDF, using it must have been initially okay. This incident is one of many that shows John’s lack of attention to detail. . In addition, I was unreasonable for wanting my legal name displayed properly (so I can differentiate myself from the other “Joe Breunigs”; no offense guys!) That correction alone took John SIX MONTHS to address; my book’s title also created angst for PBP, since it contained an ellipsis. Twice I e-mailed instructions on how to insert one because he misplaced/lost the first correspondence. And so I was unreasonable once more, since his option of using three consecutive periods was deemed unacceptable by me. An ellipsis is my favorite punctuation mark; if he couldn’t handle my previous instructions, he could have COPIED IT DIRECTLY FROM MY MANUSCRIPT. . John constantly complained about updating the template and the slow iterative process of making my book. At one point, John made the remark of how he had published two other titles during the timeframe my book was being worked on. As Christians, we get in trouble when we compare ourselves to others, since everyone’s journey is unique. So it’s clear that PBP’s intent was to manipulate me into feeling bad, regarding PBP’s lack of progress. Supposedly I was out of line for suggesting that he remember James 1:2-3, which teaches us: My brethren, count it all joy when ye fall into divers temptations; knowing this, that the trying of your faith worketh patience. In discussions with PBP, I indicated that I have 15 complete and unpublished manuscripts of poetry. In addition, I stated that we would have the most hiccups during the creation of my first PBP, since we had no experience working together. Nor did PBP understand that this process of creating a personalized template for my work would save time during the construction of future titles- both for me and other poets. Should I apologize for forward thinking? . Given the problems I was forced to face, doubt became evident in my selection of PBP; so I decided to ask more questions, to step up due diligence on my end; NONE of my follow-up questions were ANSWERED. I had the audacity to ask for a contract, how much I could expect to earn per copy sold, why PBP didn’t request my SSN and other questions of concern. I wanted to understand how to stop PBP from making unwanted changes or ignoring the ones I desired. One would like to think that a publisher would be appreciative of a proactive author, seeing that I have one title already. At one point, I had the false hope that my book could be completed by December 2016, but not in time for Christmas. Now we’re into May 2017. . Nor was I ever allowed to see the prepared book cover- FOR MY BOOK! I was informed that I couldn’t be allowed to see it because the image MAY need to be re-sized. IMO, this is a ridiculous excuse. Since I never saw the cover, I was unable to either review it (for mistakes) or critique it. Supposedly the cover was made three months earlier; since I’ve not seen it, I must assume that PBP is not lying to me. And it was crazy of me to imagine using the graphic (OF MY BOOK) as a marketing tool to create excitement and interest in my latest title or possibly generate pre-order sales. When a publisher intentional decides to play games like this, does anyone else see this issue as a “Red Flag”? . Caught between his impatience, unrepentant attitude and ability to be easily offended, John refused to apologize for his technical ineptitude and unwillingness to press forward; instead he chose to hide behind his spiritual authority (which I do not fall under); he essentially demanded that only I had the onus of forgiving him. After a weak and failed attempt to bully me into accepting substandard work, he later announced that he was quitting my project. In a phony letter of apology, John even implied that I needed to accept responsibility for the failure to get this book made, since I HAD CONTACTED PBP. In addition, he reiterated that PBP is a ministry; if that’s true, then why didn’t he demonstrate patience, perseverance and humility towards me or ensure quality of effort… as unto The Lord? Should PBP want to dispute my account, John should be reminded that I’ve retained a copy of various PDF iterations of my unmade book with the aforementioned issues. . I took no pleasure in composing this PSA, but felt that it was my duty, to share my poor experience in dealing with a difficult publisher, to my writing communities. This notification could have been prevented, if John had repented, swallowed his pride and pushed forward to get my books made. Instead he chose to become an irrelevant part of my journey as an author, which is sad, since he acknowledged that I have a gift for writing poetry. IMHO, we the writing community, must be willing to stand up to publishers, since the responsibility (of the vision for our books) lies with us. We should be able to freely ask questions and have templates modified to suit the individuality of our books. Let your voice and concerns be heard. Please share this message with the writers you personally know. We should not be forced to accept shoddy work! John can be reached on FB at https://www.facebook.com/john.jeffries.33; the PBP website can be found by searching its full name. Please feel free to share this PSA on John’s page, so he understand the ramifications of his actions. .
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*i am alive and you are but a copy of a copy of a copy of a copy of a copy of a copy*
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Oct 2, 2015
Oct 2, 2015 at 1:43 PM UTC
public service announcement
the night is quiet, a blanket dark and heavy, muffling all sonic sound rings, almost a surreal peace that brings, don't even know what a heart is supposed to sound like, heaving sighs, tears make no sounds as they spill from the corner not the center of closed eyes. ego-centric drop the pebble, dare ya drop the stone, splash ya drop the boulder, douse ya they all find the bottom for a sure footing               not putting out more than they displace, nothing human about their ways, they don't even know what is drowning. concentric a flame hues hunger to change, to look more fierce as fuel force an unleashed force nature's Berserker, a wildfire, the wind prophesized over the conflagration, for- getting itself and got involved, until the fire makes its' own melded, melting resistance in the the way as the sum feeds upon itself, yet the fire is, sure eccentric
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Aug 16, 2015
Aug 16, 2015 at 11:26 AM UTC
The "Entric" Collection
if you're in my life theres probably a poem written about you
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Jul 13, 2015
Jul 13, 2015 at 1:13 AM UTC
PSA
I know this isnt a poem but I feel its my duty as a moral person to report that there is fraudster messaging this websites members and asking them to email "Her" at which point she will send you false information about wanting to transfer money from senegal. I urge you, if you get a message from a member called nicystephani ignore them, they're only trying to defraud you. Their email is [email protected]. Please spread this message so that they can no longer try and trick people. Remember, don't fall victim to foreign scams
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May 15, 2015
May 15, 2015 at 10:39 AM UTC
PSA- Online fraudster messaging hellopoetry members.
*Every day I wake up and expect to see the sun rise and see it set. And everyday I wake up and go to school, Find my friends, And set our target, And when your group comes over, All you do is pick on me, But if you were isolated, And I was given some security, You wouldn't think about messing with me, You’d be the one who’d walk around all day, worried, terrified, that someone was going to insult you, every single day, So when I wake up and see the sun rise, And at the end of the day you wait for it to set, what would my world look like, if the sun never went down again? *
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May 3, 2015
May 3, 2015 at 11:20 PM UTC
Natural Order Of Bullying,
Hear the motions of the engines, Speed South to North, As well North to South, Care not they, the sounds they make. It is a confession. They speed in the land of **** It increases, then decreases, As they travel past, the open window, Winterless blast, a confession, It feels close to spring. Care not a bit that sounds, rude, to those who tomorrow, Will wake up to snow, while the blizzard sounds here, Are the rush of thoughtless trucks and cars, Which are driven at speeds above the posted limit, Even if they don't have to travel so far, To get home in the drizzle, to their green grass. Maybe snow would slow them down, Or keep them off the road entirely, No, no, not them, they are rude, They have this attitude, Drive like this, no matter what the weather, They are better than the conditions, they drive in. Another confession, they are in it to win, and no one else knows there is a contest and contestants. What a surPrize! Hand him a sextant as he drives at night, after all he has to navigate, Through Facebook and Likes and texts and bytes of downloads from YouTube...would not want to be fashionably late in reply otherwise Your social life, and status, may die. Trafficking bad habits, Instead of "look out for the other guy or gal" The phone and the life it holds, can be dropped, "worse than a dropped call", is all the sirens wail as they go by, Life in the balance, ghosts White knuckling it with one hand, While eyes are fixed, to a deathly white screen And fingers dance solo in some sexless act, The result is the same a distracted fact, The mind is no longer in the car, It has left the body already, Waiting for it to die, Watching from above and reaching to all Who have fingers and a phone Wanting to be ghosts and sticking to the life, Which will make it happen.....by accident. Drive defensively, Leave your phone in the trunk.
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Feb 4, 2015
Feb 4, 2015 at 1:47 AM UTC
I hear dead people driving cars and they don't know it...
Hear the motions of the engines, Speed South to North, As well North to South, Care not they, the sounds they make. It is a confession. They speed in the land of **** It increases, then decreases, As they travel past, the open window, Winterless blast, a confession, It feels close to spring. Care not a bit that sounds, rude, to those who tomorrow, Will wake up to snow, while the blizzard sounds here, Are the rush of thoughtless trucks and cars, Which are driven at speeds above the posted limit, Even if they don't have to travel so far, To get home in the drizzle, to their green grass. Maybe snow would slow them down, Or keep them off the road entirely, No, no, not them, they are rude, They have this attitude, Drive like this, no matter what the weather, They are better than the conditions, they drive in. Another confession, they are in it to win, and no one else knows there is a contest and contestants. What a surPrize! Hand him a sextant as he drives at night, after all he has to navigate, Through Facebook and Likes and texts and bytes of downloads from YouTube...would not want to be fashionably late in reply otherwise Your social life, and status, may die. Trafficking bad habits, Instead of "look out for the other guy or gal" The phone and the life it holds, can be dropped, "worse than a dropped call", is all the sirens wail as they go by, Life in the balance, ghosts White knuckling it with one hand, While eyes are fixed, to a deathly white screen And fingers dance solo in some sexless act, The result is the same a distracted fact, The mind is no longer in the car, It has left the body already, Waiting for it to die, Watching from above and reaching to all Who have fingers and a phone Wanting to be ghosts and sticking to the life, Which will make it happen.....by accident. Drive defensively, Leave your phone in the trunk.
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DEPRESSION IS REAL. depression is not being sad. depression is gray-tinted glasses that affect how you see the world, depression turns your emotions from stone to glass, you never knew the meaning of "emotionally unstable" until someone drops you half of a foot and you shatter. until someone cancels on you and somehow you find yourself sobbing in your room because the demons in your head tell you that nobody ******* cares about you, nobody ******* cares about you, nobody ******* cares about you. depression is real. i can feel it in my chest and on my eyelids and in my head and i can even feel it's iron death grip on my throat. some days i swore to God there was a four-ton elephant sitting pretty on my chest, but i was the only one who could see it. some days there were five-pound weights hanging from my eyelids and the only way to keep myself awake was to pump myself so full of caffeine that my hands shook while my eyes were still tired, making me exhausted and anxious and hyperactive all at once. some days it took hold of my head, squeezing my eyes so that my reflection was warped and twisted and grotesque, whispering into my ears that i needed to eat less. you need to eat less. some days it attacked my heart. i can not describe the sensation better than to say that some days it felt like my aortas were being beaten by dull wooden stakes or like my blood had been replaced with icewater. you're sitting in class enjoying a captivating psychology lecture when that thought pops in your head: "why are you even alive?" and your blood freezes, your ribs tighten, and something grabs hold of your windpipe so that all you can do to not say "i want to die" when the teacher calls on you is shake your head and say "i don't know." you're sitting in math class and you're supposed to be learning about integrals but all you can think about is everyone's reactions if you didn't wake up the next day; you're sick but all you notice is that no one noticed you were gone. maybe no one would notice if you were gone. one year, food was all that could make me feel happy; i found hope in the dopamine rush from the sugary calories; i rejoiced at the satisfactory feeling i got from devouring half of a pan of brownies. the next year, yes, i know i have always loved dark chocolate but today i just can't seem to taste it. or anything for that matter. the only thing i could get myself to ingest were liquids that would take my memories away for a while. i had no problem pouring cheap caramel apple ***** down my throat but could not get myself to pick up a golden delicious and bite into it because i knew i wouldn't have be able to finish it anyway. depression is real. depression is a ****** up monster that leaves no part of you untouched and can steal the very essence of who you are if you let it. depression can ******* rip you apart. someone will tell you that they love you and all you will be able to say in return is "no you don't." depression takes away who you are. because you haven't always cried every day, you haven't always been unable to eat, you used to be able to stomach an "i love you" and you used to smile when you saw your little sister. this is not you, this is depression, depression is real. you are not pretending, you are not 'not trying', you are not 'broken'; honey all you have are some unbalanced chemicals in your brain. but we're going to try as hard as we can to make them go back to normal. i know you're in there. depression is real. but so are you.
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Jan 30, 2015
Jan 30, 2015 at 12:22 AM UTC
public service announcement
DEPRESSION IS REAL. depression is not being sad. depression is gray-tinted glasses that affect how you see the world, depression turns your emotions from stone to glass, you never knew the meaning of "emotionally unstable" until someone drops you half of a foot and you shatter. until someone cancels on you and somehow you find yourself sobbing in your room because the demons in your head tell you that nobody ******* cares about you, nobody ******* cares about you, nobody ******* cares about you. depression is real. i can feel it in my chest and on my eyelids and in my head and i can even feel it's iron death grip on my throat. some days i swore to God there was a four-ton elephant sitting pretty on my chest, but i was the only one who could see it. some days there were five-pound weights hanging from my eyelids and the only way to keep myself awake was to pump myself so full of caffeine that my hands shook while my eyes were still tired, making me exhausted and anxious and hyperactive all at once. some days it took hold of my head, squeezing my eyes so that my reflection was warped and twisted and grotesque, whispering into my ears that i needed to eat less. you need to eat less. some days it attacked my heart. i can not describe the sensation better than to say that some days it felt like my aortas were being beaten by dull wooden stakes or like my blood had been replaced with icewater. you're sitting in class enjoying a captivating psychology lecture when that thought pops in your head: "why are you even alive?" and your blood freezes, your ribs tighten, and something grabs hold of your windpipe so that all you can do to not say "i want to die" when the teacher calls on you is shake your head and say "i don't know." you're sitting in math class and you're supposed to be learning about integrals but all you can think about is everyone's reactions if you didn't wake up the next day; you're sick but all you notice is that no one noticed you were gone. maybe no one would notice if you were gone. one year, food was all that could make me feel happy; i found hope in the dopamine rush from the sugary calories; i rejoiced at the satisfactory feeling i got from devouring half of a pan of brownies. the next year, yes, i know i have always loved dark chocolate but today i just can't seem to taste it. or anything for that matter. the only thing i could get myself to ingest were liquids that would take my memories away for a while. i had no problem pouring cheap caramel apple ***** down my throat but could not get myself to pick up a golden delicious and bite into it because i knew i wouldn't have be able to finish it anyway. depression is real. depression is a ****** up monster that leaves no part of you untouched and can steal the very essence of who you are if you let it. depression can ******* rip you apart. someone will tell you that they love you and all you will be able to say in return is "no you don't." depression takes away who you are. because you haven't always cried every day, you haven't always been unable to eat, you used to be able to stomach an "i love you" and you used to smile when you saw your little sister. this is not you, this is depression, depression is real. you are not pretending, you are not 'not trying', you are not 'broken'; honey all you have are some unbalanced chemicals in your brain. but we're going to try as hard as we can to make them go back to normal. i know you're in there. depression is real. but so are you.
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I said no. I know I said stop. But I haven’t met a guy yet who understood that. Yes and No are not interchangeable And stop never means go. And it’s not her fault for looking like that And it’s not her fault that all he wants is some *** But he won’t stop, and his weight is crushing her He won’t stop and he’s forcing her. The feeling of a man pulling at the back of your hair isn't a great feeling ever after you've been there in her position unable to control any of it Unable to push him off or away because he’s holding your hands with a wild grip and with a force that overpowers every ounce of your strength. After that, the touch of a man will rarely make you swoon or sway. And you won’t understand the feeling of guilt that never quite goes away That feeling that you are weak and worthless because all you could do was pray and take it. Because society has taught her she did something wrong: That she asked for it that she invited it. And maybe she was asking for something, but that sure as hell wasn't it. She didn't ask to be treated like she was worthless. And PSA: no woman is.
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Jan 15, 2015
Jan 15, 2015 at 8:43 PM UTC
PSA
Mary had a dead beat dad His fist hit hard and cold Every time that Mary screamed Her dad would hit two fold One day Mary ran away She sought escape from home She ran until her legs collapsed Left withered and alone Two men saw Mary late one night They sought to take advantage Mary noticed and she tried to fight But had the least of leverage As Mary lay with blood still fresh Her mind and body numb She thought of how to end it all Each thought so very glum A body lay upon on the ground That of a dead young lady Her body bruised with blood around Skin still warm but faintly On her chest a message etched The message reads as follows "I don't deserve to live And neither does my father Because of this fact I feel an overwhelming sorrow" This may have been a story But its one rooted in truth A child is a gift We must protect the youth
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Jan 8, 2015
Jan 8, 2015 at 12:08 PM UTC
Mary