#prosopagnosia
Like a time-lapse view of a melting ice cube,
or the erasure of a blackboard equation, he
disappeared from his face. All the features
remained: a head, a nose, eyes, mouth.
What melted away right at that moment
was who he was. Once a familiar relative—
now a total stranger. A being without
a story, zero associations, nameless.
She marveled at the fluidity of her
perception. The building blocks and
scaffolding of the mind just tenuous
threads, gossamer filaments.
The brain as cotton candy.
Where others may have panicked,
raced to gather all the vanished
referents of this person, she floated
calmly in the buoyant waters of
the impersonal. She only resisted
when the reel began to play in reverse
and—feature-by-feature—this
family member re-inhabited the
body sitting across the room
from her and she could only try
in vain to forget again.
May 20, 2021
May 20, 2021 at 4:38 PM UTC
bodies starting
to lose shape
blurry smiles
without a name
the person in mirror,
they are looking strange
i'm sorry that i don’t remember
identities just
seem to fade
Mar 5, 2020
Mar 5, 2020 at 3:27 PM UTC
I saw them, I sw**r
Sometimes they were in line,
Sometimes scattered everywhere
I saw them around me
They were on the ground
Leave them alone and
They'll never make a sound
Touch them the wrong way
And if they’re close, they’ll crumble
In their downfall
In the end, they'll always lose their humble
I can’t see the difference
Is it just me or they are all the same
They’re just clones of each other
I can feel their pain
I couldn’t tell them apart
Without my fingertips
They’re all duplicates
A species of a looped never-ending clips
What if
I am just as bare,
Another domino
I can’t recognise my own reflection
So I guess I’ll never know.
Feb 1, 2019
Feb 1, 2019 at 6:39 AM UTC
I want to write about you
I want to let you know
I’ll send my love to you from afar
I want to write about you
I want to write about you
Describe you as a perfect disaster
Make you feel the same way I feel
I want to write about you
I want to write about you
Make you a king among all the people
I’ll give you the crown you deserve
I want to write about you
I want to write about you
Your hair always up in a quiff
Eyes shining like a dime
I want to write about you
I want to write about you
Tell you how it feels
To not be loved back
I want to write about you
I want to write about you
Tell them how it feels
When you looked at my way
I want to write about you
I want to write about you
Tell them how it feels
When you looked at her with affection
I want to write about you
I want to write about you
Tell them how much I want your eyes to look at me
Tell them how much I want you to smile at me
I want to write about you
I want to write about you
Months had passed
And now I can’t remember your face
I want to write about you
I want to remind you
Notice me as soon as you see me
‘Cause I might not remember your face
I want to remind you
I want to remind you
Talk to me please
Your voice is only what I can recognize
I want to remind you
Sep 17, 2016
Sep 17, 2016 at 3:25 AM UTC