#preparing
It's always been hard for me to switch,
To stop what I'm doing and move on to the next thing
That I'm told to do, whether it's at home, work or even going to the grocery store.
Sometimes I sit for 20 minutes before going in somewhere.
Punctuality has been a staple for me
Even if it means sitting in my car for an hour,
I will be there on time.
I like having time in between these things to prepare
It's like I need to switch mindsets before I begin,
Sometimes 8 hours felt like a punishment.
Other times it can fly by thanks to dissociation.
Oct 19, 2023
Oct 19, 2023 at 9:47 AM UTC
A light tea before her reading
so I can focus on her words
seek out their meaning
refrain her rhythms
define her rhymes
listen for her killer lines.
A music too rich to revise.
Sep 23, 2016
Sep 23, 2016 at 1:33 PM UTC
I've seen you
Your just like the man who says to his fire
'Why in the world
Should I gather wood for you
When your not even burning yet'
Nov 18, 2015
Nov 18, 2015 at 12:08 AM UTC
All I need is a friend
Sometimes I will do it all.
The hard part.
I make plans
I put myself out there
And I cancel.
Because as trapped as I feel in this little room,
As horrible as I feel right now,
I am not ready to even look at the road less traveled.
I am not ready
And I will not take a leap
Not when I keep falling.
Feb 17, 2015
Feb 17, 2015 at 11:09 PM UTC