#predetermined
Butterflies dance around
Creating fate ever so
Even with the screaming sound
As if we are spellbound
We are all actors in a show
Butterflies dance around
They have our fate aground
It cannot be changed, oh-no
Even with the screaming sound
No control on the battleground
Best to lay as a willow
Butterflies dance around
Memories with us turn brown
People always come and go
Even with the screaming sound
Life is never fully bound
Have faith in will even though
Butterflies dance around
Even with the screaming sound.
Jun 2, 2016
Jun 2, 2016 at 4:38 PM UTC
I attained that you are predetermined,
quiet and an ever stalwart girl
I attained you are admiring success
and you are precisely deigned
with truthful excitement and analyses each move you make
you are an expertise really,
and you have the ability to learn with understanding
you're introspective, yet you're introvert
Let me say you like September breeze - my month
That's why I have a faculty to detect a bigger picture of you
That's why I consociate with you
I'm sure God brought you to life just for me
Me and you have allotment in common,
and we can achieve the innermost of it
I would name her portia, your name of course
if I were to have a baby girl with you
from your intellectualist optimism,
I'm sure she would adapt clearly
I'm sure she would suits the two of us' s integrity
if we are a summer breeze,
she would be like a December beverage
The three of us full of smiles
Apr 23, 2016
Apr 23, 2016 at 9:17 AM UTC
Has my path been random or has it been ordained?
Did I make the choices that led me to this life so strained?
Some would say I was tested and it was always the path ahead.
Every choice and word predetermined, all destined to be said.
I always believed I was independent and making my own way.
But I have come to doubt it, I am so less certain of myself today.
Every choice I made has led me here to writing this today.
Less certain than before, less belief in all the words I've had to say.
Confused by life and doubting in just who the hell I am.
Always predetermined, cosmically intended to fail at the exam.
There is no sense to it if I was always meant to fall.
And there really was no purpose to testing me at all.
So even if its random and has all been by my choice.
The failure has been even greater and I am just an empty voice.
Jun 22, 2019
Jun 22, 2019 at 1:07 AM UTC