#predestined
Always different but somehow not new
That's the only way I can frame this walkthrough,
The day to day I walk through
To look through these eyes is not something I'd wish on any of you
At best it's glitchy level design, I can't get a map I don't fall through
Worst, this is all predestined,
like wrestlin',
Every blow right on queue
A nonconsensual change of view
Not only but mostly due to the view of what relentlessly plays out in the minds eye,
A prisonesque venue
I didn't use faulty glue to put this mess together,
Who would choose this to turn into?
Nobody buddy,
Bad seeds planted in toxic soil is why this shiit you see here grew
This isn't the standard "good plan gone askew"
This miniscule piece of timeline was doomed from debut
In every story there's never enough time to repair before I will predictively have to leave you
At least according to the solo read through
Please forgive me for I loved you the only way I knew how too
My "how-to" example did more damage than I could undo
This is already more than anybody expected me to amount to
These aren't woven excuses, this is off the cuff, from the heart impromptu
I just want you to be the one who doesn't see me like they do
I know that's a lot of me to ask of you
©2024
Mar 2, 2024
Mar 2, 2024 at 6:01 PM UTC
The easiest time to give up, the hardest time to let go.
It is bittersweet but worth the sacrifice.
Our love has always been venturing on edge of sadness and happiness; never yet reach its predestined.
Even so...
I want us.
May 21, 2021
May 21, 2021 at 6:38 AM UTC
Predestined meeting.
A meet cute for the ages.
Tender as a doe.
Jul 3, 2020
Jul 3, 2020 at 5:44 PM UTC
_Confessor_, I am reborn,
Vain with ash and frankincense;
Absolved of my inverted pleasures,
Reconciled to the morality of suffering.
_Confessor_, I am returned,
Predestined to gravely offend;
Nimbly contrite in my genuflection,
Gracefully weak-kneed in my resolve.
_Confessor_, I am reborn,
Although aged by my discretion;
Examined satisfactorily by my conscience,
Blessedly relieved through your encouragement.
_Mea culpa, mea culpa, mea maxima culpa._
Aug 30, 2019
Aug 30, 2019 at 4:30 PM UTC
Has my path been random or has it been ordained?
Did I make the choices that led me to this life so strained?
Some would say I was tested and it was always the path ahead.
Every choice and word predetermined, all destined to be said.
I always believed I was independent and making my own way.
But I have come to doubt it, I am so less certain of myself today.
Every choice I made has led me here to writing this today.
Less certain than before, less belief in all the words I've had to say.
Confused by life and doubting in just who the hell I am.
Always predetermined, cosmically intended to fail at the exam.
There is no sense to it if I was always meant to fall.
And there really was no purpose to testing me at all.
So even if its random and has all been by my choice.
The failure has been even greater and I am just an empty voice.
Jun 22, 2019
Jun 22, 2019 at 1:07 AM UTC
Predestined For Me
My beloved you are predestined for me
So share your beauty be just more caring
When we do not know what future be
The why to worry about autumn in spring
Let take life enjoy from moment to moment
Let's be real players of this wonderful game
Let us do not worry to bear the real brunt
You walk behind me and I will be on the front
This is how we will take life just step by step
This is how we will walk to edge of eternity
I will follow you on your footsteps to doorstep
Last but not the least lets agree not to disagree
Col Muhammad Khalid khan
Copyright 2016 Golden Glow
Dec 31, 2016
Dec 31, 2016 at 12:02 AM UTC
My beloved you are predestined for me
So share your beauty be just more caring
When we do not know what future be
The why to worry about autumn in spring
Let take life enjoy from moment to moment
Let's be real players of this wonderful game
Let us do not worry to bear the real brunt
You walk behind me and I will be on the front
This is how we will take life just step by step
This is how we will walk to edge of eternity
I will follow you on your footsteps to doorstep
Last but not the least lets agree not to disagree
Col Muhammad Khalid khan
Copyright 2016 Golden Glow
Dec 30, 2016
Dec 30, 2016 at 1:01 AM UTC
With you
The moon is a saucer of cream
And the sun a ball of honey
All to put in my tea.
The breeze blows
To brush my hair,
Perfume the air,
Push me forward to you.
Is love only for
Romance?
Security?
Affection?
Because this is so much more.
With you
I am a better me.
Laughing, smiling,
Loving, happy
Loving you is healing me.
Sep 30, 2016
Sep 30, 2016 at 2:34 PM UTC
what if
we were meant to be
in another lifetime
but i had known you
sooner than i should have?
Jun 9, 2016
Jun 9, 2016 at 5:09 AM UTC
i.
Amiss was I, in mine earthly vessel,
Agin the igneous chasm. Bane being's,
Inside of this thing were gruesome,
baleful, their laughter caused spasm's.
ii.
Amongst the hideous unholy creature's,
Bursted in, from on high, in majestic features;
A native speaker, a distant teacher, an angelic
Waker of love's soft due. She took me up whilst
She pulled me through;
iii.
I held her plumage, we held close tight,
Never thinking hadst I met this queen, though
We held close all night, all was right. At once tis
I was home, into her arm's, her embracing charm.
Hadst I met this empress before? Asked mine sinful soul.
iv.
Passing through a tunnel, going many miles a speed,
Mine blood dried, mine tears now fine, she saidst we must
Proceed; "O' how I thanketh thee queen, for rescuing me,
From that hellish pit in slime, in grime, dirt and **** As
didst I sit; as I whispered to her "I thanketh thee so much".
v.
At the end of the tunnel, I couldst see the brightest white,
It flooded me in amare, none heartbreak was there, just happiness-none to compare, wherein all made human reasoning dive deeper in their psyches; though tis this is what's real, mountain's that overtower the field's of rosebud bliss, I entered on in- the entryway of paradise, with Jane's kiss.
vi.
Seraphim sang a million songs, I couldst seeith loved one's, I couldst view mine old cat and dog; whilst tis this place hath none need for a moon or the sun, God lit this divinity; tis a wonderful reality of what mankind pushed away, or tis what many blind themselves from, ignorant and dumbed, by man's philosophy.
vii.
Mine amour' cameth back into sight, I asked her the question that was in mine mind during ourn flight; " queen Jane, I hadst asked, I kneweth thee mine love, long ago mine lass, verily I kneweth that tiara atop thine head, verily we were lover's in ourn spirit form before earth, yea mine love? Jane replied with a smiling look, "verily, verily, we art in God's book's, we were afore spirit lover's from ancient time's hook's, we were predestined to meet once again, the Lord sent me to thee Brandon, mine king, soulmate-best friend".
viii.
After she verified what I kneweth, the pain and anguish lifted off of mine shoulders, once a sinner now renewed, mine eye's stared into her's, I felt the affection between us two. Finally; me and her met again, mine all whom I looked for back on the globe, mine soulmate-mine soul; I felt joy for the first time since birth. I was elated, ive waited a long time, to be freed from death's curse. Mine longing and mine wanting of thee mine lass, finally hadst come; praiseth ourn God, for sending thee mine chosen one.
©Brandon Nagley
©Lonesome poet's poetry
©Earl Jane Nagley ( Filipino rose) dedication
Nov 30, 2015
Nov 30, 2015 at 8:03 PM UTC
i.
Daily, she summon's me
To her banquet of love;
As tis we shalt announce
A wedding with dove's.
ii.
The ivory creature's
Shalt be released from her Palm's;
I always readeth her hand's
They telleth of the future, and God above.
iii.
Preordained we were
Made for eachother we art;
The celestial recorded ourn name's
Written in the star's.
iv.
As tis, we shalt not part
In life, nor in death;
Whilst the world shalt end
I shalt holdeth her hand's, completed, blessed.
©Brandon nagley
©Lonesome poet's poetry
©Earl Jane nagley dedication
Aug 24, 2015
Aug 24, 2015 at 3:31 PM UTC
I am an auxiliary;
Aiding people with the best of my ability,
but, somehow, all my efforts are just a part of history.
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Oct 17, 2014
Oct 17, 2014 at 9:09 AM UTC