#prayfornepal
I used to look out the window,
and see the city scrawled out beneath me.
I used to see birds fly and imagine myself
with them,
no boundaries to my flight.
Maybe having my head too far up in the clouds,
lifted my feet from the ground.
And as I stood there, gently levitating,
the shaking earth took away everything.
Now, I'm a crumpled mess on the ground.
It hurts my eyes to look up at the sun.
Looking out the window shows only
a brick wall, a barrier to my imagination.
The birds have betrayed me, so has the sky-
the Earth has chained me to herself.
My wings have been ripped off,
even before they ever sprouted.
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Jun 16, 2015
Jun 16, 2015 at 11:21 AM UTC
This time I will lay back NOT beating my heart for you.
I will not pray to God to dry my tears, because
even a slightest me was destroyed by the bullets you threw from your mouth.
I lost myself trying to save us.
I lost us trying to save myself.
May 1, 2015
May 1, 2015 at 4:30 AM UTC