#postnatal
I've always been soothed
By the sound of the sea
You both arrived with waves of pain
And crashing of water
Perhaps that's why I'm soothed
By the two of you
The steady blink of a lighthouse
Anchored to the bed
Until you had to come out
A knife to the sand dune of my belly
I couldn't feel my legs
But I could feel you
A tiny hand, a star fish over my heart
Holding on as we were cast adrift
To navigate unchartered waters
Sometimes it felt like we were going under
But you were always there on my chest
The swell of the waves
Up, down, up, down
It seems a life time ago
Those stormy nights, milk drunk, lost
We've built castles, moats and skimmed stones
I have always been soothed by the sound of the sea
And I hope that the two of you
Will always be soothed
By me
Nov 6, 2024
Nov 6, 2024 at 1:05 PM UTC
I could hear her words,
faintly..
like an echo through water.
But I want drowning.
When I was in the womb
I swam in darkness..
Now all I see is
white heavy clouds,
depriving me of breath...
The last thing I saw was my mother
crying,
as my father
ran with me, then I saw blue..
And knew he'd never let me drown
in her arms..
Feb 27, 2019
Feb 27, 2019 at 5:28 PM UTC