#possessive
You are the enchantment wrapped in my bones,
consuming my veins, my soul—
a curse that lies within the bottom of me,
for as long as time breathes.
It is madness,
like a disease rising in my flame,
like a soul that aches,
yet refuses to surrender itself.
For as long as I remember,
my love for you remains untouched,
trapped where time cannot reach—
It is almost an obsession,
an obsession I was never meant to escape.
I drown in it,
I rot in it,
only to be forever etched into me.
I cannot tell if I love it, or if it consumes me,
but I choose to let it devour me entirely.
You asked me, “Why me?”
Your tempestuous, shattering voice calls me, unrelenting.
The question burns within me—
Why I am so bound to you,
Why your shadow lives within me,
Why I am so selfish for you.
All of those things within you,
and yet I ache to carve your initials into my flesh.
Mar 29
Mar 29, 2026 at 3:38 AM UTC
To love,
with the hopes that it does not mark as another lesson
we often embrace love too tightly,
hurting love, suffocating it,
drowning it with your fear of losing love and
without you realizing,
love grew exhausted
from needing all the strength, it has just to step out and breathe.
We think so much about how bad it is if love leaves yet we didn't allowed love to live without confronting
a fear of a future
hopefully that will never happen.
Jan 5
Jan 5, 2026 at 6:52 AM UTC
My baby, my baby,
Where are you, my baby?
You’re all I need, want,
You’re the gem of my heart,
Tell me my baby,
Where have you gone?
Where have you been?
Who have you seen?
Without me all over,
Oh my baby,
Please come home,
Don’t leave me,
Oh my baby,
I need you here by my side,
Protected and loved,
Oh my baby just come home,
Save this poor woman's heart.
Dec 10, 2025
Dec 10, 2025 at 8:57 AM UTC
Dear Eating Disorder,
you crept in quietly
a whisper I mistook
for guidance
You promised control
wrapped it in discipline
told me you were here
to make me “better”
But you carved my days
into numbers and guilt
turned every bite
into a battlefield
You stole my reflection
traded it for fear
and called that
“love”
and I believed you
I followed every rule you whispered
let you lead me
even when it hurt
you turned my days into equation's
meals into math I could never solve
and fear that if I slipped
I’d get the whole problem wrong
I trusted you
I let you lead me
believe your lies
think you were protecting me
But you were really breaking me
The mirror shattered into pieces
every time I looked
each fragment reflecting fear
shame, and a version of me
I didn’t recognize
my mind a storm of whispers,
my thoughts screaming at me
every time I saw how “ugly” I was
like I could never be enough
like I was too much and not enough all at once
Dear Eating Disorder,
you broke me in ways
I still don’t know how to fix
Maybe one day I’ll heal
but for now the shards
of that broken mirror
still sting where they touched me
reminders of the hurt
you carved into my view of myself.
Nov 22, 2025
Nov 22, 2025 at 12:28 AM UTC
OH THE SUN, DO YOU HEAR ME?
I LOVE YOU.
Basked in your light, you are the love of my life.
Can’t help wishing you are all mine.
Let the green die, the blue freeze
As long as you are all mine.
But I can’t dim your shine like that,
so it’s fine; don’t need you locked inside
to know your heart is still all mine.
Nov 21, 2025
Nov 21, 2025 at 12:46 AM UTC
If I am to be saved,
how do you plan to do it?
And what are you expecting in return?
If I am to be saved,
where is your horse?
You plan to save me with just pretty words?
If I am to be saved,
what are you saving me from?
I don’t really need your protection-
I learned long ago how to run.
So if I am to be saved,
while you sit on your savior’s throne,
am I meant to be the trophy?
Wild, untamed,
now quiet in your home?
Aug 8, 2025
Aug 8, 2025 at 3:31 AM UTC
Each time I think of you
It is as if
I call down the moon
To frame your silhouette
Embraced by another
It is as if
The four winds
Shall burn us both
With the jealously
Born from my nature
It is as if
Each composition of
Scented dialogue
Withheld from my eyes
Became a letter
Of indiscretion
Unleashed upon the world
Apr 17, 2025
Apr 17, 2025 at 2:08 PM UTC
It takes to much to live
Collected from the start
'Till the wick can no longer be lit
All I have left to give
Is this mangled mess of a heart
And a broken spirit
Passive or aggressive
Lifes and bodies fall apart
Death is all we inherit
And death is possessive
No retort
Take the hit and grin and bear it
©2024
Nov 1, 2024
Nov 1, 2024 at 9:07 PM UTC
I dug a trench
to keep you close
growing the hedges
with rope and hose
I filled a moat
to keep you in
a buoy, no boat
if you tried to swim
I planted flowers
bushes, no tree
lest you could climb
and found you free
I paved a road
there you cut a path
far from the garden
away from my arms
now I’m building a bridge
across a sad sea
if you ever decide
to come back to me.
Feb 5, 2024
Feb 5, 2024 at 3:09 PM UTC
I am a possessive creature
I am held together by passion
Fear me when I am mad
Love me when I am motivated
I am a jealous creature
I will love you to the moon and back
Break me and I will be vengeful
Kiss me but touch no other
Not one stroke
Not one glance
I want my name tattooed on your heart
Because yours is burned in my brain
I am a possessive creature but so are you
-J.R
Oct 12, 2021
Oct 12, 2021 at 2:51 AM UTC
My love is wrong in the eyes of the sane
to them it seems my love is irrational
possessive, obsessive
chained to my wrists
I suppose it's my fault
I suppose it's all their's
I think I'm forgetting the normal thoughts
and feelings a person is to have
Clinging onto the familiar
and what was thrown at me when
I was younger.
It scares some away
and brings others closer
Sep 3, 2020
Sep 3, 2020 at 7:21 PM UTC
noun | the way his hand rested on the small of her back. the curve of her hip pressed against his side. the soft click of a lock, keeping her in his gilded cage. it was nice at first, the way he spoke about her as a belonging. perhaps it was her own loneliness that made her crave his. the allure of fixing him was too enticing to deny, so she dove headfirst, recklessly swimming against his nature. but the explosion of a thrown wine glass on the wall behind her when she needed to leave, needed to get out, made her hate the naive girl she once was. and still she loved the way he pressed gentle kisses on her tear stained cheeks, apologizing and begging her to stay. and, despite herself, she knows she will.
May 26, 2020
May 26, 2020 at 1:01 AM UTC
We march for freedom
We march for independence
From a lot of things
But
At the end of the day
All we want is
For someone to call us theirs.
Apr 16, 2020
Apr 16, 2020 at 8:55 AM UTC
I smell your dark intent in the air,
Whether it's in my mind, I don't even care,
Before you speak, Let me make you aware,
She is my girl and you don't even dare.
I can rip you apart, like a wild bear.
I'm with her, you don't need to care.
You might be good, but, it's very rare.
She is my girl and you don't even stare.
Mar 30, 2020
Mar 30, 2020 at 6:55 AM UTC
You looked so majestic sitting there
Delicate, divine, and bare
Vulnerable but I didn't care
How could I?
You, with your brown eyes and your short brown hair
Resting on a broken chair
Defeated but I didn't care
I had to lie
Over and over and over again to get you
Over and over and over again, I let you down
Over and over and you were over it, you'd even given up your crown
You should have known better when I said that I'd be there for you
You should have known better than to believe when I said that I would help you through
I'll tell you that I'm sorry but by now you should know the truth
Helping someone other than myself is something [that] I just can't do
I saw my chance and I acted fast
Things this pure (you see) they never last
At least they never have in my past
I bled you dry
I didn't want you to leave the shadow I cast
With your love so deep and your heart so vast
You'd be happier in a light you could bask
That's why
Over and over and over again I hurt you
Over and over and over again to keep you down
Over and over and you were over it, you couldn't even reach your crown
You should have known better when I said that I'd be there for you
You should have known better than to believe when I said that I'd be there for you
I'll tell you that I'm sorry but by now you should know the truth
Helping someone other than myself is something [that] I just can't do
I can't be good to you
Mar 26, 2020
Mar 26, 2020 at 8:20 PM UTC
The sky today
is like the meal you just served
Brittle and distant in some sections
but overall palatable
Why don't we ever eat out?
you ask
Because things abruptly fall
when we least expect
Like prices and temperatures
or your basic need of me
If we go somewhere we might
meet other people
And that could only end badly
for the both of us
Feb 23, 2020
Feb 23, 2020 at 6:13 PM UTC
Im scared to leave you even in my dreams
Seems like I'm possessive
Cause You're impressive
Every night i close my eyes
I want you in front of me
My heart bleeds until you're here with me
I'm getting insecure
I need those thighs to sleep in every night
Even God has no right
To seperate us
only when there is
A fake love
Dec 29, 2019
Dec 29, 2019 at 12:56 AM UTC
This year taught me people will leave if you love and care about them so much.
Dec 13, 2019
Dec 13, 2019 at 7:59 AM UTC
It all starts with a sentiment of caring
And slowly it becomes your routine.
Losing your very conscious as time passes ,
You go deeper with the same motive that you aren't doing it enough.
Feeling proud about your moment
Until you find something damp as you step
You feel a little gibberish but ignore it
because you're busy worrying about them.
It all starts making sense when they give a slight repulsive vibe,
And you, vaguely blame yourself,
fueling your mind to declare a war with itself,
Sleepless nights and hopeless mornings , you just think about why they are being repellent ,
A text with a couple hours of late replying just creates a Picasso of chaos.
Alas you've found out that the thorn of insecurity has pricked you
Yet you're impatient and stubborn to accept it , but not for long
Cause you longed to be their priority just like they are yours
Hitting you hard with every second passing by and you find yourself disgusted and clingy
Troublesome and panicked to find a way out but it just hurts like alcohol on a bullet wound , stingy
Oct 25, 2019
Oct 25, 2019 at 11:18 AM UTC
"I never knew it was toxic, until I tasted freedom with love. I never knew what it was like to be loved, without being encaged. But now I can take my decisions, I can roam free. I can be loved and be my own person. I chose what I do today and forever.
It was love before, it is love now. But now he loves me into independence. I discover more about myself. I find myself healing.The stifling breath, and aching sobs in my chest are slowly fading. It was love before but the bad outweighed the good. Too weak and in love to leave. But I am not a possession, I am my own person."
- excerpt from a monologue of breaking free from a possessive relationship
Jul 25, 2019
Jul 25, 2019 at 4:09 AM UTC
your eyes belong
to my undeniable stare that has infinite meanings and thousand thoughts
your lips belong
to my unbounded lust that flows out as a lovable kiss
your chest belongs
to my irresistible touch that tattoos my name and marks my reign
your ears belong
to my words and nibbles from our night bed fights under full moon light
your hands belong to me to hold
I'll want them even when I grow old
your shoulders belong to me to lean
and I, forever want to be your queen
your heart that's beating
that's mine
only mine
no... I would never share
for this whole world, I swear.
Jun 24, 2019
Jun 24, 2019 at 7:19 AM UTC
Somedays I feel like I’m
Huddled in a corner
staring wide-eyed
At the world passing by
watching me through
Plexiglass walls
and spotlights blaring down
all hours of the day and night
all I have ever wanted was to be natural
An apostle of instinct
Fighting back using the laws
of claw, and gnashing fangs
But instead
I’m met with cattle prods, and steel chains
I’ve learned that the world just doesn’t play fair
I’ve learned that love and loss come with the same price tag
You lose parts of yourself either way
So many people want to take others
out of their habitat
And put them on display
I have spent far too many days
in other people’s possession
and now I am finally breaking free
I just need
Someone
That will hold me loosely
Someone
Who will let me live free
Someone
Who can love me
For being wild
May 4, 2019
May 4, 2019 at 7:02 PM UTC
You are my life support.
And I am plagued by the past.
Call me beautiful like it's the only thing
Keeping me breathing.
Kiss me like you mean it,
Your love is my medicine.
You are my life support.
Be forever bound to me.
Apr 1, 2019
Apr 1, 2019 at 5:46 PM UTC
Safe from all harm
embraced in one arm
You will always be by my side
wiping away your tears you have cried
That man cannot hurt you now
you snatched my heart somehow
Oh, baby do not fret
you should not regret
he may be upset
I will warn him with a threat
Mar 3, 2019
Mar 3, 2019 at 8:59 PM UTC