#porous
I have never understood
how some people can kiss
and remain continent,
no coastlines redrawn,
no tectonic surrender.
For me, every mouth is a monsoon.
Every pair of hands
leaves behind
a residue of constellation.
I am porous as pumice,
cathedral-thin,
a lung taking in
more than air.
The boy who wore cedarwood cologne
still lingers in the sleeves of my sweaters.
The girl who hummed old jazz
braided herself into my playlists.
Someone else taught my fingers
the delicate angle of a cigarette,
how to hold it
like a secret
between two trembling saints.
I cannot touch without absorption.
Cannot leave without sediment.
My closet is a reliquary.
My throat, an archive of borrowed laughter.
My tears taste faintly
of other people’s salt.
Some call it attachment.
I call it osmosis:
the quiet migration of essence
through the semipermeable membrane
of my ribcage.
How could I survive
a carousel of strangers,
when each goodbye
is an amputation
performed without anesthesia?
I would rattle,
a wind chime made of fingerprints,
clattering with borrowed ghosts.
No,
I am not built for the revolving door.
I am an estuary,
where every river I have loved
empties itself into me
and stays.
I would rather be solitary shoreline
than carry
the brine of a hundred
meaningless seas.
Feb 11
Feb 11, 2026 at 4:54 AM UTC
Memories are porous
like seashells with nano holes.
Peace escapes
this permeable space,
choking it with clamor.
Future - the black hole
swallows the past sans remorse,
amnesia struggles in amniotic fluid,
an echo rebounds
Silence is bearable now.
Feb 7, 2020
Feb 7, 2020 at 7:06 AM UTC
Two broken hearts
When they come together
They bleed out
From their fresh scabs
And they turn black
As the warmth from them
Trickles down
Dripping scarlet
Into our thoughts
And into our sanity
And we look down
At our intertwined fingers
As we scratch the backs of
Each other's heavily scarred hands
A murmur, our words
So porous and empty
They're carried away by the wind
"I love you"
Nov 29, 2014
Nov 29, 2014 at 9:35 PM UTC