#polaris
As you told me I figured you could be my guide
I put my guard down as you take me
This is somewhere too far
And yet you have made sure
That you could leave me, anytime
I didn’t see that coming but of course
I have to find my way on my own
Just to realize you took me where I once were
Am I really kind and selfless?
You reminded me my old pains and angst
And still made me feel like I’m worthy
Most of all, I admired what I saw
I can’t help but to think of my endless possibilities
Thank you,
But are you still there?
Almost unreal,
What was that?
Whoosh,
Where are you?
A wind,
A whale song?
My, my, my mind is all over
I can’t stop thinking of getting better
But I also can’t stop thinking of getting better with you
Feb 10, 2021
Feb 10, 2021 at 1:34 PM UTC
That night was our (my) Polaris,
where I thought our futures would take us.
I suppose it wasn't Polaris because you left me with my future, not ours.
I wished for the stars to take us where we thought we'd be, but I guess I wished for dust in the desert.
The stars took back their promises.
Aug 27, 2020
Aug 27, 2020 at 1:29 PM UTC
its been a month
funny how time flies
it seems only yesterday
you were there
laughing
smiling
holding my hand
singing along to showtunes in the car
we were happier than we had ever been
i shouldve known it would end
life has a hard-on for ******* me over
ruining all the good in my life
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whyd it happen to you
of all people
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we had a lot of plans
college together
an apartment in the city
maybe getting married
adopting a kid or two
spending another thirteen years as best friends
and then some
but those plans never work out
do they?
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i dont know how ill move on
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i listened to the cd
the karaoke we did at the arcade two years ago
livin on a prayer
we were fifteen
freshman in high school
even when youre scream-singing
you have an amazing voice
had
you had an amazing voice
i envy the angels who hear you singing now
save a song for me
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i hope this finds you
wherever you are
i figured polaris would help
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you are my home
always have been
always will be
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farewell
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ill see you soon
May 25, 2019
May 25, 2019 at 8:34 PM UTC
I have had enough of lovers
Wishing to be the sun in my sky
And creating diurnal dependencies
That block half its dome at a time.
To shine with such effulgence
Should be an honor all my own.
Who else is my constant companion?
Who else sets my caverned heart 'glow?
Instead, let all that is loved by me
Be a dazzling array of constellations,
Each brilliant Sirius and Betelgeuse
Whirling, returning through my seasons.
And if I should find such a Star again,
Let them be not Sol, but instead, Polaris -
Gleaming steadfast, in their own region,
Never dipping 'neath horizon's terrace,
Their simply existing
A northward guide
Keeping me truthfully
Aligned.
Feb 12, 2019
Feb 12, 2019 at 11:54 PM UTC
Ibarat bintang, mungkin kau adalah polaris bagiku.
Sang petunjuk arah, kala aku sedang tersesat.
Sebagai pelipur lara akan harapan dan impian yang telah tergerus keadaan.
Bagiku, polaris juga sebuah tuntutan untuk mencapai impian dan harapan yang masih tersisa.
Namun, polaris tidak selamanya akan jadi bintang utara.
Akan ada masanya, kau digantikan oleh bintang bintang yang lain.
Aku terlalu terhanyut dalam pesona mu.
Hingga aku lupa, tidak akan ada yang abadi.
Bahkan polaris sekalipun.
Nov 20, 2018
Nov 20, 2018 at 3:36 AM UTC
From the first time I have known You
I have loved You
You have always been the Venus at dawn
The shining star I've known
You are the morning breeze I feel
such kind of feeling for real
You are the shining Sun I see
the light which sets me free
You are the Polaris at night
the star that gives me light
I am your admirer
Your seeker, Your lover
You are my Soul, my Heart
and nothing would keep Us apart
You're every beauty I've seen
every wonder therein
Now and Until forever
I will always be Your Lover
@}~'~,~~
Feb 25, 2017
Feb 25, 2017 at 3:07 AM UTC
It's windy tonight. Not a cloud in sight. And the ever-glory of the mass blue sky was dotted once again with the friends of the sky. Guardian of my house, Orion, with his strong, bright 3-starred bow, burns steadily, as opposed to the Ursas of the north, with the bleak Polaris, its light a little faded due to the lights of the northern cityscapes.
I think of you in these circumstances. Whether you'd be looking at the sky as well, trying hard to find the connecting dots. Stay warm under this cool season, alright? I've yet to brush my teeth or even get my blanket and pillow, because I've decided to sleep under the stars tonight, and they're too beautiful for me to even pass a second without looking at them.
Just like how I think about you. My thoughts are still as the stars in the night sky, sometimes bleak and sometimes bold. I hope you never lose your way even if you feel like it. The Polaris will always be guiding you. My thoughts will always be guiding you. For you, I'll be constant as the stars above, so always know that you are loved.
Dec 21, 2016
Dec 21, 2016 at 11:55 AM UTC
You've got a twinkle in your eye,
one I really can't describe.
Yet your laugh shines so bright
it reminds me of the stars in the night sky.
Maybe it's because you feel so out of reach.
I could be asked to wish upon a star,
yet I'd think about you.
You're like my North Star.
You guide me.
I'm not sure what lies ahead,
and that alone is overwhelming most nights.
But my certainty clings to the fact that
I know my future will be bright,
so long as you stay in it.
Aug 16, 2016
Aug 16, 2016 at 1:04 AM UTC
*The quietness
come from under skin of the world
The wind
come from the wishes between dreams
The skies singing
in the midst of clouds
The shadows running to the shine
Old stars were some part
of the ocean blue
Jupiter never come to the world
Jovian ring never see aurora polaris
The world never walk to the universe.*
Oct 30, 2015
Oct 30, 2015 at 12:42 AM UTC
14 March 2014
There are nights when I find,
Myself alone under your grace
Your presence carved
In my surroundings
I’m lost again.
Why do I never learn?
When you always
Show me the way
Nothing is dark enough
At this night with you
I can’t be afraid
Up there, you’re just
Watching me over
Until the first light
Of dawn rises
Inside of me
This journey along
The dark and long night
Sail through the sea
Of charcoal clouds and
Fish for the stars
Anchor in the moon
And just like that–
Awed by the mixture
Of dreams and nightmares
The beauty of contrast
Of beautiful and grim
The two sides
Of the story
Short days and
The nights are long.
We found each other's
Company.
Loneliness, let’s not—
Put it in the heart.
You’re not alone,
Hold my hand as you
Guide me to safety.
You’re my direction
My north star
Polaris
Jun 7, 2015
Jun 7, 2015 at 11:55 AM UTC
For Theresa. Rest in peace.
Every star shines on you
Tonight.
Polaris, the North Star,
Will be your guide,
Reflecting your aura
In the smile
Of the Atlantic’s waves.
The silent forest
Looks to the skies
Where Ursa Major twinkles back
The light held in your eyes.
Sleeping bruins dream
About ice and glowing
Blues and greens
Dancing above;
The Northern Lights.
Every star will shine on you
Tonight.
The North Star, Polaris,
Will be your guide.
Feb 27, 2015
Feb 27, 2015 at 2:18 PM UTC
I was more
than that
of a black hole
before your eyes,
five years ago.
But today,
you brought me
out from nothingness.
I’m shining
like Polaris,
watching over you
as you sail
through
rough seas.
May 18, 2014
May 18, 2014 at 6:41 AM UTC