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Masked by her glittering eyes
I see it.. I see… a glooming past,
Sinking in the disguise of relevence…
She just losing herself part by part.
The anguish, the suffering and the face of fatigue,
Professing to be the effigy of power, Let her be the one she was or Let her be the one she is .…
Everything that's gone… Everything that's left, It's her to decide when to RECOVER.
Feb 19, 2023
Feb 19, 2023 at 11:27 AM UTC
You don't know
How desperately I love you
But my stimulations drain me
Like ************ from the mind.
My heart, and my brain
The gladiator, and the lion
An unstoppable force,
an immovable object,
The Moon, and the Sun
Heaven, and Hell
I want so badly for you to understand how desparate I am to love you through my worst nature.
Feb 2, 2023
Feb 2, 2023 at 9:02 PM UTC
Would you drink my tears,
If I asked you to?
And maybe get intoxicated by the
salty taste I somehow still
find a way to get addicted to?
Cause I would,
for you.
I would fill an entire jar of tears,
any size you’d like.
Ask me for a bigger one and
I’d still find another reason to cry.
Could you bottle one for me,
too?
Apr 26, 2022
Apr 26, 2022 at 6:01 AM UTC
I've spent an eternity staring at my own reflection
Trying to find out exactly what made me get here
and I've only ever found out one thing
That my life is absolutely pointless
but I also have a feeling that if I spend another eternity here
I will realize something else entirely
Because I've been having these dreams lately
these vivid, disgusting dreams
in which I know exactly the answer to the question I ask myself
And in these dreams, I don't seem the way I imagine myself to be
when I find out the answer
When I find out the answer
I imagine myself joyful
because why else would I spend eternities
trying to find out why I'm here
if if would not grant me a lifetime of joy?
I seem to be walking quietly around my childhood home
looking at my hands as they rot in front of me
And I'm walking heavily, you see
like I'm being chained to the earth
and I would have to spend yet another eternity
just walking around my neighborhood
I just keep walking until my feet turns into soil
And I turn into soil
I know now why I can't keep searching for something
I will never find
Mar 15, 2021
Mar 15, 2021 at 4:35 PM UTC
Those nights when I inked my skin with words I wanted everyone to hear were the best ones
For once I had something to say and I wanted everyone to hear it
for once I am kicking over trash cans because the world is loud and I am nothing less than the world
and stomping on concrete but avoiding the bugs and flowers because the world is not gentle but I try my best to be
an angry kind organized mess
Praising the lord in all the wrong ways because the world is up to me and heaven and hell is in my bedroom
and a beautiful exorcism where I am stretching my limps for the first time made me realize that
God is dead but I am alive
Jul 5, 2021
Jul 5, 2021 at 6:19 PM UTC
There's a devil in the corner of my room who waits until I fall asleep to kiss my cheek and bid me goodnight.
During the day he cannot reach me because he is, as stated previously, a demon, in all its magnificent glory.
But he's not bad, not for me.
I tell him all my secrets, I tell him of all who looked at me with eyes I can't interpret. I'm trying my best here, and I think this four legged creature is the closest I'll come to being loved.
Apr 3, 2021
Apr 3, 2021 at 1:30 PM UTC
In one single night I realized the meaning in which I have been dwelling my entire life to find out the answer to
but now I fear that I know too much about what needs to be kept unknown
I've been mumbling the words of one thousand dead relatives every second of my life.
You can't hear me, neither could I until this one particular night.
I found myself on a bike riding south and wondering why I'm here, what made me get here and why am I on a bike and why am I riding south and why am I ten years old I feel like I should be one million
I fell asleep and woke up one year older, then I repeated the process and now the candles can't fit on the cake but my blow gets compared to storms
I can't keep up and on my death bed I will speak the words of Eve
She said, "This life was made for you, are you ready to do it again?"
and I replied, "We are the same, you and I"
Mar 27, 2021
Mar 27, 2021 at 1:56 PM UTC
I've been preparing for this my entire life
This particular unluckiness in love that seems unavoidable
It's been in fairytales I've heard as a kid
in the books I've read
in songs on the radio
in poems
in everyone
But no one ever told me that I would be the villain
Never once did I relate to the bad guy
But here I am
and I'm the bad guy
And every time the villain is explained
it is said that she is good in her way
That she never choose to become the villain
But I had the choice
I've been good my entire life but today I decided to be bad
Tonight I killed the princess and took the prince for myself
There's no poison, only me
Me being forced down innocent throats
until they bleed their secrets to me
To me
Apr 9, 2021
Apr 9, 2021 at 1:44 PM UTC
Why should I
Hold on to pains
And failures of the past?
Am I not mama nature's own?
Even trees in the fall
Let go of their leaves
For come spring,
Anew chapter shall begin.
Jul 16, 2020
Jul 16, 2020 at 5:29 AM UTC
Hymns of chaos are all my vocal chords sang, while the blissful sun approached the morning. All I could feel was ebbing darkness, fading away and carting my hope away with it oh hymns of chaos, sung in sweet harmony ! How your notes blend with the climate of my melancholy!
Jan 25, 2021
Jan 25, 2021 at 3:53 AM UTC