#poetryfrompain
my power is taking pain
and turning it into poetry
the parts of me that perished in the plight
etched into paper
left in open sight
the words i daren't utter
dressed up in golden light
for the truth
turns monstrous in people's mouths
so i hide catastrophe in constellations
thread grief through galaxies
hide rage in red giants
and everyone calls it beautiful
they trace their fingers over my metaphors
without realizing that
some of them are scar tissue
maybe that is the real superpower
to make ruin sound radiant
to swallow broken things whole
wring from them something radiant
and the lines that hurt the most
become the ones
people underline without understanding
May 12
May 12, 2026 at 10:58 AM UTC
I lived in the echo
before the sound arrived,
felt the breaking of things
that hadn’t yet died.
I walked in tomorrow
while you slept in today,
hearing the thunder
you swore was miles away.
I tasted the storm
before it touched the sky,
knew the truth of the fall
long before your goodbye.
I spoke in warnings,
you heard in doubt —
I screamed from the inside
while you shut me out.
They called it “too much,”
said I think too deep —
but I saw the waves
while you stayed fast asleep.
I carried the fracture
before the glass split,
held the ending together
so the world wouldn’t quit.
Then when the rain came
and soaked through your skin,
you said, “If we’d listened,
we might have won.”
Funny how hindsight
wears a shining crown —
you crown me a prophet
only after the house burns down.
I don’t choose the knowing,
it chooses me —
like stars writing secrets
I’m forced to read.
The universe whispers
inside my chest,
teaches me the worst
before it gives me the best.
It’s a blessing in daylight,
a curse in the night —
beautiful torment
disguised as sight.
Because knowing saves others
but scars me inside —
I see every ending
before I can hide.
I love with foresight,
and that’s the cost —
I save you from breaking
while feeling lost.
So walk in my shoes
if you dare to try —
see every goodbye
before the first “hi.”
You’d call it a miracle,
call it divine —
until the knowing
began to bleed you dry.
A gift made of starlight,
a wound made of truth —
I pay the price of seeing
so the world can see through.
Feb 7
Feb 7, 2026 at 5:00 AM UTC
I find peace in darkness...
I crave for my alone time...
I wait to get drenched in rain...
I like chopping onions...
I love taking shower...
I prefer nights over mornings...
Because these small moments allow me to let out my concerns, weep in peace and let my tears flow without others knowing and no need to give explainations to my tears.
May 18, 2025
May 18, 2025 at 12:23 AM UTC