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I am convicting myself of loving you
the most loneliest trial to attend
alone I sit on the stand
I raise my right hand
to God
that there is a truth
I am hiding
burying inside me
a national treasure
of finding
the truth
is
I love you
I see your amazing
I admire the weakness of your strength
those elements of you that lack
the sight of eyes
hands couldn't even feel
I have to leave you
I don't want to
you have to leave me
with silence filling my ears
completely full
of my tears that feed me
my fears that keep me
from living my life
without you here
your laugh has become the best sound on Earth
your smile has carved itself tattoo on my skin
scrubbing the lust off
fighting the demons you left within
as I opened my life for you to fill me
I wait for the rest of you to leak out of me
but all in love is not fair
now I am condemning myself to the only lie told
I had to do all that I could
to get away from you
since I didn't get my way with you
Nov 2, 2016
Nov 2, 2016 at 11:08 PM UTC
Violet to your ears
I slowly watch my heart pierce
itself to your skin
engraved into your passions
each word,
each action,
each thought within
every hand motion,
every verb.
Your daily stance
I've seen myself inside of your hands
& I felt so home
So comfortable.
The though of me never being alone
was merely touchable
it
made my temple sing the blues
a saxophone blowing in you
Ricocheting my melody
It's violet to my ears
rose water
his love fell on me
now his garden is all I want to hear
May 7, 2016
May 7, 2016 at 10:27 PM UTC
I can taste your breath
merged with my smoke
as I inhale to capture
the last wind
that was taken from me
& now I watch you dance away
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Jan 11, 2016
Jan 11, 2016 at 11:13 PM UTC
He does not remember paying for my love,
I have the half ripped down the middle
tear smeared receipt
in my hand
as we speak
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Nov 29, 2015
Nov 29, 2015 at 7:59 PM UTC