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Do you love him? No...i Just...am happy when I see him But do you love him? Nah ...i just..Feel his saddness like it's my own So...You love him Yes. But like...in a more than friends but less than lover kinda way You love him. I dont. I just...i just care deeply. And we've agreed this isn't going anywhere so we're friends with benefits...im not in love yo..fuck..i just- You just love him Of course. He's important to me. His peace and the lack thereof is forever on my mind Bc you love him BECAUSE as a female I refuse to refuse the more than average king my affection or love as you call it. Lol...oh really? Fuck...YES OK I LOVE HIM..but im not "in love" you know? Genius...bc that makes sense... We decided we won't!!!. So I'm just loving him from 10000 feet in the air. With no future between us this I'm sure of... So why love him? Because God built me this way No he didnt...you chose to love a man who won't love you back...why.? Bc I don't love myself and one word texts some how these days feel like a kiss on the forehead. So you're lonely Watch your mouth. Im a Queen deprived and this is all I know. I'm just holding him down. So you're lonely, and lack the discipline needed to only afford love to he who returns it. Or she Right. I just want to love someone with out the ****** caveat. Unencumbered, untailored, unscripted- free, I want to fall in love...for once. Just once... in a spiritual manner I have yet to see or feel. But you can't. Why Not? You're too busy loving your friend.
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Nov 7, 2017
Nov 7, 2017 at 8:02 AM UTC
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Do you love him? No...i Just...am happy when I see him But do you love him? Nah ...i just..Feel his saddness like it's my own So...You love him Yes. But like...in a more than friends but less than lover kinda way You love him. I dont. I just...i just care deeply. And we've agreed this isn't going anywhere so we're friends with benefits...im not in love yo..fuck..i just- You just love him Of course. He's important to me. His peace and the lack thereof is forever on my mind Bc you love him BECAUSE as a female I refuse to refuse the more than average king my affection or love as you call it. Lol...oh really? Fuck...YES OK I LOVE HIM..but im not "in love" you know? Genius...bc that makes sense... We decided we won't!!!. So I'm just loving him from 10000 feet in the air. With no future between us this I'm sure of... So why love him? Because God built me this way No he didnt...you chose to love a man who won't love you back...why.? Bc I don't love myself and one word texts some how these days feel like a kiss on the forehead. So you're lonely Watch your mouth. Im a Queen deprived and this is all I know. I'm just holding him down. So you're lonely, and lack the discipline needed to only afford love to he who returns it. Or she Right. I just want to love someone with out the ****** caveat. Unencumbered, untailored, unscripted- free, I want to fall in love...for once. Just once... in a spiritual manner I have yet to see or feel. But you can't. Why Not? You're too busy loving your friend.
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