#pleasehelp
Even if I never touch your lips, I will always remember you.
You made me laugh. You gave me joy. You made me think.
I doubt you did the same, but I- will still remember you. I often stared at your lips because I wanted to kiss you, and also, your lips were eye-level for me. I thought what it would be like to kiss you.
I want you. I want you to be my first.
Be my first kiss.
I remember how we met;-at a school-organized event. I thought you were funny and charming. You always smiled. You always made me feel special.
One problem:
You had your eye on someone else; I always asked if you still felt for him, because I want to know if I even have a chance with you. Like it was a competition between me and him, somehow. This guy you fantasized about but could never be with, for obvious reasons.
I just want to know if you’re smiling for the same reason I am at you.
Sep 4, 2019
Sep 4, 2019 at 11:49 PM UTC
The dreams all start so innocent
Running through a hallway
Hiding in a room
Playing gently
It's all fun and games
Until the bad man finds you
Until the running becomes fearsome
Your heart pounding out of your chest
Until the hiding becomes terrifying
You know you'll be found
The hands will grab your legs and claw their way up
Mouths will try to latch onto your body in a frightening attempt to satiate their hunger
Curling upward at the sound of your screams and cries
Eyes will be devoid of humanity as you search for some kind of mercy
That's when you know you lost the game again.
Nov 18, 2018
Nov 18, 2018 at 11:11 PM UTC