#pleaseforgiveme
I know you don’t believe in God
You’re way too smart for that
But wherever you lay now
Please hear me now I have
Accepted what has happened
That we cannot travel back
Please forgive me for my selfishness
And the kindness that I lacked.
You were the one friend
Not soon forgotten friend
Taken for granted one.
The last time we spoke
I wasn’t really listening to you
I nodded and acknowledged you
And in retrospect
you knew.
My ears were drifting
Away to others
Chatting down the line
But you played along and understood
It was natural for my mind.
Wise beyond your years
You pretended you were blind
Another time we’d talk
And it would all be fine.
You were the one friend
Not soon forgotten friend
Taken for granted one.
Nothing churns me more inside
To know that you are gone
Hand picked to leave this beat-up world
And leave behind us cons.
If I could travel back to that
old table in the sun
I’d listen to your truths
Watch your lips and teeth and tongue.
You were the one friend
Not soon forgotten friend
Taken for granted one.
You held such wisdom in your past
In your future you knew more
I’d kick the God that wrongly ripped
Your music from life’s score.
You were the one friend
Not soon forgotten friend
Taken for granted one.
May 12, 2020
May 12, 2020 at 9:06 PM UTC
A friend,
a night.
Some food,
a smoke.
Invitation --
a couple drinks.
A couple more,
making friends.
Pass the phone
a couple times.
One mistake
a promise & a crash.
Dec 3, 2018
Dec 3, 2018 at 11:56 PM UTC
*You said you can’t believe me,
You said you lost all trust,
You said I left you,
When I tried to save us,
I’m sorry for the **** I done,
It wasn’t worth losing you,
I still miss you tons,
Now I feel broken,
You broke me too pieces,
You know I still miss you,
You said all trust is broken,
Even when I said I wouldn’t lie,
I know I lost my heart,
You stole it I’ve fallen apart,
You have my heart from now till forever,
Just please forever or at least forgive me*
Jul 26, 2016
Jul 26, 2016 at 7:55 PM UTC
I need you to leave my sin list,
Only one way to rid you out;
I'm not asking for much, I insist,
Just forgive me, don't cry or shout;
I can amend the past,
But I can't turn back time;
Please forgive me, this one's the last,
You're a sin I can't hold forever as mine.
You're happy though it was I who sinned,
I'm incomplete though it was you who left;
No time like now to revive my heart that's thinned,
Be fair and forgive me, it's my turn to widen my clefts.
Nov 5, 2015
Nov 5, 2015 at 11:15 PM UTC
The pain, the anger, the guilt, the crying, the emptiness, and the loneliness doesn't ever go away. The memories will always be stuck in my head. So I wrap the rope just a little tighter every time I remember and then I kick the chair over, close my eyes and forget everything for a split second, because I'd rather die from a rope around my neck than from my pain and misery.
Aug 2, 2015
Aug 2, 2015 at 10:20 PM UTC