#plead
"Dear God, make me a bird, so I can fly far, far away from here..."
A crushing mouth
Two hands of hate
A sacred bond
Turned twisted fate
Oh Lord oh Lord
Where art thou?
A desperate cry
Met with no sound
Please help me
To understand
Thy mysterious ways
Brought by thy self-righteous hand
You take no stand
As innocence is perversed
All knowing AND all loving?
A one sided prayer, the victims curse
"Dear God, make me a bird, so I can fly far, far away from here..."
©2025
Aug 15, 2025
Aug 15, 2025 at 7:51 AM UTC
Tell me we're never getting back together.
Tell me you don't love me anymore.
Tell me that just the sight of me conveys your dark days , your ongoing relapse, your latest downfall, your mindless fails.
You see my face because I was there with you.
Cleaning & holding you up, filling you with hope when you had none..
you were done & had completely given up on the world.
..I didn't have too. now I wish I didn't. If I can go back in time I would change all that. Walk out on you & never look back. Save us both. But I stayed.
I fell & followed you into the darkness. Release me **** it .
Give me closure
As true as you can ever be towards another human being. Say it.
Whatever it is, whatever it may be,
Just please, release me.
Nov 13, 2024
Nov 13, 2024 at 7:07 PM UTC
I read, like an open book
All others can see the words written on my pages.
I contain tales, read as secretive,
A hushed whisper that only a handful have seen.
But how many times has this booked been checked out?
A sea of white masks, deadpan through the years
So cherished once, now faded, emotionless.
Forgotten both to me, and I to them.
My secrets are secrets no more -
I own my past, without connecting to it.
I am an open book, because who has to connect with a story?
People can project on a tale,
As what better to have in a confidant, than a horror story?
Something you can read from the comfort of your bed,
A scary, scarred, stream of words that still seem otherworldly.
Frankenstein’s monster will never be faced –
So, too, is this failures’ life.
You understand, you say.
You sympathise, you say.
But how can you, when I checked myself out long ago.
Feb 22, 2020
Feb 22, 2020 at 4:59 AM UTC
Oh me, oh my, even when I try I lose it all, I've never understood why
Mind and heart ravaged but can't reciprocate, what happened to an eye for an eye?
You plead for a win, I beg for a tomorrow, abused by karma without ever meeting the guy
Every day I pray for one more opportunity to watch the sun traverse the sky
If this is not allowed then please, before any enforcement, explain to me why...
©2023
Dec 20, 2023
Dec 20, 2023 at 6:05 PM UTC
Here, the wind whips
The desert sand
Into a furious haze
That blinds all in
It's vicinity
Here, my neighbor is
Dragged out and ******
And my other neighbor
Is drugged out, ******
Different burden, different labor
I pray,
On my knees
Toward the east.
I pray for change
I beg and plead,
Please
Jun 7, 2023
Jun 7, 2023 at 7:41 AM UTC
Oh, world! Let me write!
Let me sling my pen across the page
Let me smash my fingers to the keys
Make them shake and break and bleed
"Its not easy being me"
I will write on top of a mountain
Write in the middle of a thundering wave
Speak unspoken words to thin-bladed air
Make my voice heard because
"Theres no one like me"
Let me essay the truth
Let me stanza the lies
Whatever you do
Just help me now
And let me write
Until
I ask you
To stop.
Sep 1, 2021
Sep 1, 2021 at 2:39 AM UTC
I'm salivating for happiness,
Yet, never seem to get a taste.
Aug 3, 2020
Aug 3, 2020 at 1:21 AM UTC
God,
I ask of you beggingly,
That if there ever shall
Come a moment of this
Life of mine’s when
It abruptly ends before
Its goal,
Its soar,
Before it’s vocation is greeted
Properly in passion at
The finish line...
Please, let Me
Somehow linger,
Endure,
As inspiration,
Wind of embracing
Freedom, for all those
Who would still need Me.
May I accomplish my
Mission this way,
In the words/feelings/acts
They don’t apprehend,
For I am those.
Let me guard them,
Behold and
Last in their eyes
Or words
Love
The legacy I'll leave.
Let me come as seeds
Of greatness, planted
On this Earth (in)directly.
One of my last future momenta
Jul 19, 2020
Jul 19, 2020 at 8:50 AM UTC
he gave her flowers
it's the 14th of the year's
second month
at the top of the blossomed fragrance
is a note that confessed
"be mine..."
she felt something
but it is nothing as it should—
as how he had hoped it would
"be mine... again, please"
he whispered
her eyes shown colors
of miss
and of hope
"i own mine,
i already own mine"
he tried to connect
the now and the past
he gave him a song
a letter, a photo
he gave him his word,
"one last time"
she looked down
thinking, feeling
as if below lies a mirror
that reflects memories from time,
time she thought—
and hoped would last
"one last time, i gave to mine"
she appeased
he left pleading
with a heart full of crease
but she found herself in peace
a complete piece
May 4, 2020
May 4, 2020 at 3:53 AM UTC
How do you cry for help
When all you know
Is a silent plea?
Aug 17, 2019
Aug 17, 2019 at 1:01 AM UTC
Don’t leave me for him. Don’t abandon our years of friendship for the man you just met. Don’t let him blind you to the extent I am invisible and deafen you to the degree my secrets no longer reach your ear.
But I guess my plead is too soft and late to be heard. Because now I am here clinging on to my heart and tasting the salty tears that roll down my cheeks. I am here reminiscing all the memories we made the time only the two of us spent together. My heart aches with every message you ignore and every outing you ditch me for him. You are fading, our friendship is withering and my loneliness is just deepening. You are my everything but it seems I am no longer yours anymore. You’re my first, but it seems I am no longer yours. For your secrets never find a way to my ear and time in my life.
- I never knew the inseparable could be separable
Jul 24, 2019
Jul 24, 2019 at 10:24 AM UTC
I might just be too good for you, or you too good for me.
So immune to love, so unchangeable.
Will you take me in?
You did many things, that I liked.
And your name deserves to be in my heart.
But you sleeping with a frozen heart and it belongs to someone else.
You made me feel so real, so unacquainted.
You brought the thrill, the risk, the rush.
I live for danger...
I haven't been around town in a long while, with you.
I apologize, but I've been trying to get over you by seeing them.
And you wished me good luck, to find somebody to love.
Honey please, don't leave.
I just might be too good for you.
Unrestricted, so priceless.
I'm everything.
I deserve it.
...
Take me in
May 13, 2019
May 13, 2019 at 12:59 PM UTC
Reflection.
Awareness.
How am I
still walking
still breathing
despite
carcinogenic
thoughts & feelings?
Reflection.
Ascension.
How am I
still drinking
still eating
despite
reverberation
in the earth's stomach?
Feeding myself to feed you.
Feeding myself to feed you.
. . .
Wet fingertip offered to the wind itself,
summon me personal heaven,
please, summon me
personal heaven.
Flat foot big toe tapping out the pulse
of the bare ground on concrete,
asking heaven of
the soil. Pleading.
Feeding myself to feed you.
Happily happening,
as but a terrible chance.
Happily happening.
Feb 25, 2019
Feb 25, 2019 at 8:00 PM UTC
To obtain elements to follow the drift to resurface the experience is to ask best of He who knows to seek in which path to go.
To He I surrender abide and give you my heart to save the one that I truly love.
Jan 25, 2019
Jan 25, 2019 at 11:45 PM UTC
O rich Heaven! The owner of earths! You already own the infinity!
Diamonds in the size of the mount Olympus, even vast,
Torches numberless, thousand times bigger than the phoebus,
Every departed soul from the past twinkles already on your lap large,
Seas without shores and the biggest of all ball floors,
Legends with roots so dense even light cannot probe, what's one more?
Of all combinations between the south and the north
O greedy Heaven! You lust for my love!
Don't rob this poor with such rich hands, I pray to you,
Even if I refrain others will rave and stain.
O don't pluck the apples of my eyes. Shame!
Had I been a beggar that blindness would have given me fame!
But living under your roof doesn't allow me to beg,
So, my sole request- let my loves throb in my rustic chest.
Dec 15, 2018
Dec 15, 2018 at 12:24 PM UTC
Close me off, and stare me down. Please tell me this is it.
Beggar true, and free me from the bounds.
Hands are locked together, as they plead, whilst you sit.
Are you okay? Not too tired from when you hit
again, and again, my existence into the ground.
Close me off, and stare me down. Please tell me this is it.
I ache for the solace, and solace here you ripped
me away from the choir of all sound.
Hands are locked together, as they plead, whilst you sit.
Cling to me, and leave the bruises of your grip
for all to see, when soon I want to be found
Close me off, and stare me down. Please tell me this is it.
All those screams are left hanging, bury them quick.
Let them stay hidden, leave them underground.
Hands are locked together, as they please, whilst you sit.
Wave goodbye, and farewell. But first I must rip
the mask from the face that is mine, as it looks down.
Close me off and stare me down. Please tell me this is it.
Hands are locked together, as they plead, whilst you sit.
Aug 28, 2018
Aug 28, 2018 at 1:28 PM UTC
What I would give-
To touch your face.
To be in wholesome peace-
Under the hazelnut tree.
Oh, how I wish to live-
In that beautiful place-
Between blissful sleep-
And reality.
You are napping on my lap-
I am playing with your hair.
I am in your speedy trap-
And I couldn’t even care.
Yet, I know you’re not truly mine-
And I am a fool on cloud nine.
I know I cannot change your mind, dear.
Even if you wipe the salty tear.
What I would give-
To touch your face.
To be in wholesome peace-
Under the hazelnut tree.
Jul 11, 2018
Jul 11, 2018 at 1:36 PM UTC
Show it to me I plead
Reciprocate is all I need
My Heart is as soft as silk
My Love is as true as truth
In adversity, it may tilt
But I assure you, it will never break
Even if it requires making a tryst
At the expense of the most fiddly feast
That's mine to me
What about yours to you
Your Love will make mine stronger
Your Heart will make mine softer
My Love alone is not enough
Your Love to me is all I want
Show it to me I plead
Reciprocate is all I need
Apr 19, 2018
Apr 19, 2018 at 11:59 AM UTC
Do you know
How I know
That there is no God
...
Because I prayed
for him to **** me
and yet
I still
woke up today.
Apr 15, 2018
Apr 15, 2018 at 7:38 AM UTC
Unwanted
Song
I hate
Can't eat
Sing
Plead for a ring
Better sounds
Vibrations
Earthquake
Please!
Mar 2, 2018
Mar 2, 2018 at 12:50 AM UTC