i'm sorry for all the tears you have to soak up, 
but your hugs will forever be my safe space. 
not forgetting my weighted blankets, 
wrapping me in sheets of sadness 
as i slowly break down. 
 your embrace will always comfort me.
also the sad songs
don't ever forget the songs 
their symphonies carrying me to another world 
a world where i am not the only one. 
a world where there is someone just like me 
going through the same 
as me.
and the cigarettes
the cigarettes i use to **** all the parts of me 
the parts of me i don't like. 
dear pillow 
i'm sorry 
sorry for all the tears.