#petrifying
I wake with stone eyes that
plaster tears through my crevices;
petrifying my momentum.
I'm stuck here perpetually,
praying only to those who can't hear.
I'm a stone wall; a mountain that
passes no breeze.
I solidify in this coffin waiting
bitterly for a lovers kiss
that will never come.
for my worth isn't written on my lips;
its plastered on my obituary.
Oct 26, 2023
Oct 26, 2023 at 2:10 PM UTC
1. I know it feels like your presence causes pain to the people
around you
2. I know you truly believe that the world would be better
without you
3. I know it’s petrifying to be alive when you thought you
would be dead
4. I know the shame
5. I know the scars no one will ever see are much worse than
the ones they will
6. I know the feeling will never really go away
7. I know you don’t want people to know because it will hurt
them
8. I know people don’t get it
9. I know it ***** not having hope
10. I know it seems like it can never get better
Mar 20, 2019
Mar 20, 2019 at 12:58 PM UTC