#personl
All she wanted
In her life
was a little baby
To hold at night.
Boy or girl
To complete
her crazy
world.
But all she ever got
Was a doctor
Shaking his head
Saying:
Sorry ma'am but
The baby is gone
Sorry ma'am
Just stay strong
You'll be alright
You'll be okay
Just close your eyes
and try another day.
But she didn't want
to try again.
For every night
She'd close her eyes
Counting her babies graves
and all the names
She'd never say
And she'd just pray
'Oh Lord,
not one, not two,
not three, but four,
when will death
come to my door
For I cant do this again."
All this pain
All this aching
In my heart and
Bleeding in my brain.
For now
She'll say goodbye
Yet again
For that's what they expect.
All she wanted
In her life
was a little baby
To hold at night.
Boy or girl
To complete
her crazy
world.
But all she ever got
Was a doctor
Shaking his head
Saying:
Sorry ma'am but
The baby is gone
Sorry ma'am
Just stay strong
You'll be alright
You'll be okay
Hold yourself
Just hold on tight
You can try
Again some other time
But little did he know
time wasn't on her side .
-ARI
Jun 30, 2016
Jun 30, 2016 at 2:48 PM UTC
call me a fool cause i played it cool
to your ways one would consider cruel
assuming i had no clue you were using me like a tool
newsflash my dude, i knew of my use
wasnt hard to tell i meant nothing to you
nothing to the man you wished to become, seeking a light of success
in eyes of the chick that birthed your first heart
i played it cool, perceiving myself to be a fool
acting like i had no, choosing to be your tool
well aware i was diving deep
into a hole that would forever sink
darkness that only grew more in depth
you warned me many time
but your soul showed there was more sincere way inside
so i remained , allowing you to take lead
knowing my place, giving you space
allowing my trust to be placed
hopes in rebuilding the self-confidence you highly lacked
all to a tough past
you felt had some shame
having troubles to embrace
it helped you become the man you are today
something great
you stay fighting to succeed in eyes of your
lover
mother
daughter
brother
father
sister
you played a person you were not
whenever there was an awaken depth within our encounter
forcing yourself to be cruel
i continued to be cool
be perceived as a fool
for our souls intertwined, wanted all to remain cool
for i did not fight, or take flight
seeking revenge wasn't an option
i chose to dive into the everlasting depth of a hole
allowing you so much control
losing my own ways to life
forgetting my own reasons to live
like a fool you became too cruel
not pacing your use of using me as a tool
making things so uncool
you had too much authority and used it all so soon
awakened my eyes
allowing me some sight
see where i could escape free
from the leash
had worked it to such short length
there be no fight
in releasing me
to become better then i once was
i soar far away
keeping you in my heart
but never allowing
capture to be an option
swuuuooooaaa-
Jul 11, 2018
Jul 11, 2018 at 10:11 AM UTC