#perfectlife
They tell you to be open-minded yet they narrowed what it means to have an open mind.
“Think outside the box,” they say, yet the outside is guarded.
Everything is a big puppet show.
We live, then we die!
In between, we go through so much agony
only to attain this perfect life; a perfect life that yet to exist.
We all play pretend.
Some people find love, some find wealth, some suffer terribly.
I just want to break that chain of a perfect life
I didn’t ask to be a part of this but I was dragged into it.
They claim free will,
but it’s never free will, they hold you down.
We let them define your happiness
perfectly orchestrated by a wheel of illusion.
Nov 2, 2020
Nov 2, 2020 at 10:58 AM UTC
Life was perfect- nothing to worry about
Enjoying everday, every minute, not and second
Never worrying about anything bad happening
But then, one day, things took a drastic turn
I'm now on the verge of ending my life
Nothing makes sense anymore, nothing matters anymore
The only thing that's stoping me is that:
I'll be hurting those around me, those who love me and everyone around me will be affected in some way
I can't do this to my best friend, she is everything to me
Without her, I'm nothing
I now found reasons to not **** myself
And I learned that life is going to be more painful death
But I just have to live through it
And one day, all will be different- a good different
Dec 3, 2018
Dec 3, 2018 at 6:18 AM UTC