#pasthurt
Roses who cloke the ****
Wilt in the morn aglow
They have sprouted spines
in past despair
Now wane inward
Despite the peace of
Those who pluck thee
thorns ***** thy flesh
With bitter poison
thy bled with sorrow
only to keep those afar
Roses stand lone
With thy veil of ****
May 21, 2018
May 21, 2018 at 10:38 PM UTC
I dreamed of this day since that moment
When you left me just like that
To mend my immensely broken heart
13 years have passed
And yet, here we are again
You looked at me and I looked at you
All those years, I practiced all sorts of scenarios
Most are me slapping you really hard
And me giving you a piece of my mind
Yet, we stood here, in front of each other
I smiled and you smiled back
All the hurt I let vapoured away
You told me I was your biggest regret
I stood there silently with a smile on my face
We both know that what was once there will never return
God gave me you back, served on a silver platter
Giving me a chance to give back what you did
But in turn, I chose that moment to forgive you instead
You always thought that revenge is what you want
When instead forgiveness is what you need
I am free now, free forever from you
Thank you
Jun 27, 2020
Jun 27, 2020 at 9:18 AM UTC
I regret knowing who you were.
I wish I never met you.
You are the capitatim of my silence.
You fought for my heart yet you trembled like an abused dog.
Where was my time?
Where was my time to shine?
I had no one. At least that's how i felt.
running in circles through cash and mindless gates
Looking at you I feel like I've made a mistake in a world of peace an tranquility
things i can't understand are those of my shadows.
Like a babies cries after a full stomach.
Eyes of a Huskey after finding one of their own dead.
It feels dreadful every time I talked to you, LAUGHED WITH YOU, said i loved you, wanted to hold you.
It was never really true. So what if I wanted to feel for you. Be with you, and spend the rest of my life with you.
You lost that right the moment you left me for someone who reminded you of not only the past but your trauma.
I held you down, lifted you up, carried you through things.
I may not be innocent but in a way.. It was revenge.
I swore I would never become that person but.. You and I are different worlds in a universe full of destruction.
You never deserved my hard-earned love.
You tossed me to the side like i was nothing. and for that I forgive you. but I'll never forget..
appa.
May 12
May 12, 2026 at 9:50 PM UTC