#passionless
At this point
We broke up 11 times
In a span of 8 months
You take no blame
No accountability
I always be the one
To lose a bit of myself
Everytime I apologize
And try to make things right
Even you said it
That the love gone
Yet we always keep coming back
Why
Lord knows your low regard to my
Pedestal I put you is crumbling
Idk if I can remain loyal
Personally I don't even care for you
I know my self worth and I'm not
To be used or to be looked down
On by someone as lowly as you.
Sorry but I'm done with you
Keep your ignore/block game true
Show social media just how
Unsavoury you truly are
Jul 19, 2019
Jul 19, 2019 at 2:12 AM UTC
I try to hide
That I lost my light
It's still inside
Just not in my eyes
My heart is heavy
Along with my soul
This lifestyle of mine
Has taken a toll
I'm always sick
Trying to stay cool
But it just doesn't stick
And I'm being a fool
I'm mostly sad
At odds with my spirit
My intuition says go
But I pretend not to hear it
Sep 27, 2017
Sep 27, 2017 at 12:17 AM UTC
Lights talk with flashing
Lights sing with a low hum
I walk the pavement alone
with poor company, me
and only ever me
No voice, no fire,
no song
to sing
in signal
I can make smoke signals, though.
Watch how many cigarettes I can smoke.
It's how I
how I find
my friends
It's how I
do my best
to pretend
Aug 29, 2017
Aug 29, 2017 at 7:58 PM UTC
i awoke at the sign of
obsession
nor can i recall
the incision of such
a poisonous blank stare
into dusk the anguish
and disgust embedded into
subconscious lucid atmos
has got to remain at
a sincere halt
as the .25 percent
of whole that i feel
can't even express how
low that is
a lack of oxygen
impairs neurons to
reciprocate any
negativity
a deep breath
diluted vision
and a memory of
passionless lust
is
awareness
Oct 29, 2015
Oct 29, 2015 at 4:21 AM UTC
Life's lust
Dries casts
Around crusted
Finger tips.
Savory juices
Evaporate in
Parched throats
Of passionless lives.
Aching to be quenched
By tasteless aces
Nov 22, 2014
Nov 22, 2014 at 5:03 PM UTC